Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!
Please rate ^^
What kind of dark person are you?
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May 05, 2005
May 03, 2005
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Hercules
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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May 02, 2005
DESARU + JETSKI
I'm back from my 3-day desaru trip if u have not known yet. it's a seaside kind of place and i have to say, the water is so much cleaner than the water in sentosa and east coast but still, tioman is the best (although i never been there). thus, i made up my mind that i will be going to tioman someday with banedon. Yea.....
the first day was quite boring since we arrived at about 11 something with nobody there. NOT A SOUL.... so i just read my comic books and da vinci code and slept through the day. it was nice since i get to on the air con full blast the whole day, and the best thing is that i have a super big room to sleep in.
the next day was the most exciting of all three days and shall be the main theme in this blog. Actually, my cousins and i were planning to go for go kart riding and unfortunately, we went over the signboard and went to nearly 30km beyond the actual place. sighs....... it's super waste of time and the supposedly signboard that we saw was not there! there were like 3 of us seeing the signboard and POOF, it went missing!!! Argh.... impossible but on our way back, we didn't see the signboard. to think of it is kind of scary now. what if there were some genjutsu that is placed on three of us to make us have illusions that there was a signboard there? omg.... naruto is making me crazy....
so we went back and saw a pathetic go kart racing track and believe me... the sight of it made me not wanting to play it anymore. if i could just draw the map out and let u see it..... and there were only 3 pathetic go karts..... there were 7 of us!!!! and apparently, go kart was kind of out of our options.
Miracle came when we saw a mini version of all terrain vehicle drove pass us and the track looks so much enticing to play and it has been proven by me that it was fun. was nearly driving into bushes and the vehicle getting it's front tyres facing opposite directions was just some of the fun that i had on my ride. it was only RM20 for 30min. *advertising advertising*
but the real fun that i had that day was JETSKI!!!!! so fun!!!! omg!!!! really fun.... i was quite happy that i went for the trip because i get to ride this machine. it's actually just moving in the straight directions through the sea but when it was my turn, the wave was starting to get more aggressive and the jetski just started bouncing up and down and i was standing with my bro behind me! i was the driver okay and i was moving in top speed! cause all i did was just push the accelerator to the max and swerving around. it was really pure fun. i was thinking.... if i had the detachable front jetski, i should be bouncing up and down more vigorously. if u have a chance, just try it!!! mine was like RM180 for 60 min. it was cheap okay! *advertising advertising*
ate ramly burger and was super nice..... ramly burger in sg just cmi. i am not kidding. the one i ate in sg was nice initially but since the sauce was too sweet, i got kind of .... with it. *advertising advertising*
but jetski was the most memorable of all! super nice!!! wish i had one more ride of that! and when i went back to the bungalow we were staying, i just showered and pop into the bed without letting my hair dry. i was too tired u see and i suspect there are sunburn marks on my face. boy, you dun get too freaked out this evening okay?
so when i woke up, i just went downstairs and seeing there was nothing to do, i went up to read my da vinci code again. (the reason why i included this boring part is plainly to complain about something that will be stated below) i was too engrossed with the book and i think i spend the rest of the afternoon reading on it and everytime somebody comes into the room, they will tell me "i thought u were sleeping" and when i went downstairs to eat my dinner, my aunties told me "so lazy arh... now then wake up." i was like being framed of the charge i didn't commit. puzzled of why everybody is telling me the same thing, i asked one of my auntie why they were thinking i was sleeping. the answer i got " your mum says that u will sleep whenever there was spare time"
"..." i was "framed" by my own mum for being a pig that sleeps now and then. haha.... funny people. maybe it was due to the fact that i don't usually read books and the fact that i was reading one was some kind of oddity.
the third day was quite boring.... not much of a thing happened except we were cellebrating my uncle's and granny's birthday and waiting for a long time for my dad to catch up with his old khakis. but it was like 2-3 hours long. i was like stoning like hell. but what happened later proved to be worse. MY DAD'S CAR BROKE DOWN. and we had to travel home by taxi. it was something about the water pump that cannot pump the water into the engine and we had smoke coming out of the car. it was the first time i really encountered smoke. the fortunate thing was that we were in singapore near our house or else the consequences will be dire.
but the stupid taxi driver took a long road to reach my house. my mum and i was like ??? when our eyes met each other's cause we knew the way and seeing us knew the way and not some ignorant woman who don't know the way, i think the driver decided to turn back to the correct path and not leading us to city and back to my house.
thus, i came back being sound and safe and wrote this blog. :D
the first day was quite boring since we arrived at about 11 something with nobody there. NOT A SOUL.... so i just read my comic books and da vinci code and slept through the day. it was nice since i get to on the air con full blast the whole day, and the best thing is that i have a super big room to sleep in.
the next day was the most exciting of all three days and shall be the main theme in this blog. Actually, my cousins and i were planning to go for go kart riding and unfortunately, we went over the signboard and went to nearly 30km beyond the actual place. sighs....... it's super waste of time and the supposedly signboard that we saw was not there! there were like 3 of us seeing the signboard and POOF, it went missing!!! Argh.... impossible but on our way back, we didn't see the signboard. to think of it is kind of scary now. what if there were some genjutsu that is placed on three of us to make us have illusions that there was a signboard there? omg.... naruto is making me crazy....
so we went back and saw a pathetic go kart racing track and believe me... the sight of it made me not wanting to play it anymore. if i could just draw the map out and let u see it..... and there were only 3 pathetic go karts..... there were 7 of us!!!! and apparently, go kart was kind of out of our options.
Miracle came when we saw a mini version of all terrain vehicle drove pass us and the track looks so much enticing to play and it has been proven by me that it was fun. was nearly driving into bushes and the vehicle getting it's front tyres facing opposite directions was just some of the fun that i had on my ride. it was only RM20 for 30min. *advertising advertising*
but the real fun that i had that day was JETSKI!!!!! so fun!!!! omg!!!! really fun.... i was quite happy that i went for the trip because i get to ride this machine. it's actually just moving in the straight directions through the sea but when it was my turn, the wave was starting to get more aggressive and the jetski just started bouncing up and down and i was standing with my bro behind me! i was the driver okay and i was moving in top speed! cause all i did was just push the accelerator to the max and swerving around. it was really pure fun. i was thinking.... if i had the detachable front jetski, i should be bouncing up and down more vigorously. if u have a chance, just try it!!! mine was like RM180 for 60 min. it was cheap okay! *advertising advertising*
ate ramly burger and was super nice..... ramly burger in sg just cmi. i am not kidding. the one i ate in sg was nice initially but since the sauce was too sweet, i got kind of .... with it. *advertising advertising*
but jetski was the most memorable of all! super nice!!! wish i had one more ride of that! and when i went back to the bungalow we were staying, i just showered and pop into the bed without letting my hair dry. i was too tired u see and i suspect there are sunburn marks on my face. boy, you dun get too freaked out this evening okay?
so when i woke up, i just went downstairs and seeing there was nothing to do, i went up to read my da vinci code again. (the reason why i included this boring part is plainly to complain about something that will be stated below) i was too engrossed with the book and i think i spend the rest of the afternoon reading on it and everytime somebody comes into the room, they will tell me "i thought u were sleeping" and when i went downstairs to eat my dinner, my aunties told me "so lazy arh... now then wake up." i was like being framed of the charge i didn't commit. puzzled of why everybody is telling me the same thing, i asked one of my auntie why they were thinking i was sleeping. the answer i got " your mum says that u will sleep whenever there was spare time"
"..." i was "framed" by my own mum for being a pig that sleeps now and then. haha.... funny people. maybe it was due to the fact that i don't usually read books and the fact that i was reading one was some kind of oddity.
the third day was quite boring.... not much of a thing happened except we were cellebrating my uncle's and granny's birthday and waiting for a long time for my dad to catch up with his old khakis. but it was like 2-3 hours long. i was like stoning like hell. but what happened later proved to be worse. MY DAD'S CAR BROKE DOWN. and we had to travel home by taxi. it was something about the water pump that cannot pump the water into the engine and we had smoke coming out of the car. it was the first time i really encountered smoke. the fortunate thing was that we were in singapore near our house or else the consequences will be dire.
but the stupid taxi driver took a long road to reach my house. my mum and i was like ??? when our eyes met each other's cause we knew the way and seeing us knew the way and not some ignorant woman who don't know the way, i think the driver decided to turn back to the correct path and not leading us to city and back to my house.
thus, i came back being sound and safe and wrote this blog. :D
April 30, 2005
Your Rising Sign is Sagittarius |
 Happy and upbeat, you are always optimistic. Even when you're in a bad mood, people find you friendly. On the flip side, you're very restless and bored easily. You've been known to pick fights just for the fun of it. You've got a great sense of humor and a quirky outlook on life. Aggressive, wild, and unconventional, no one knows what you're going to do next. |
yea!!! this is me!!!!
April 29, 2005
exams are officially over. to hell with the EXAMS>>>> yea!!!!
i'm done with all the exams which caused a huge drain of my brain cells. no more brain cells to think anymore so dun expect anything fantastic today cause i have just finished one exam this evening ( cause it's 1700-1900h, i really cannot stand the way they do things. did they have the intention to make us all sleep during the paper and wake up the last 15 mins to do it???) i have to complain because when the papers start, i will stone momentarily.... ~the brain is starting to warm up~ I don't have time for that actually..... no time to write the stupid things, no time to think, no time to correct but whatever, it's over.... I DON'T CARE!!!!
this is the first time in my life whereby i will head home after 1900h and reach home at 2130 and stone until i sleep. can't even have the appetite to eat. is it because i am too stressed over it or i just overused my brain cells for that day. the feeling is quite terrible since i don't feel like doing anything, anything at all, not even eat. it's kind of crazy but i am telling the truth. maybe it's due to the fact that i finished my entire 5 mod in 6 days. i salute to myself!!!!
was thinking what to write for today but unfortunately, i can't think of any. my brain has shut down for today and ever since i started school, no more deep thoughts surround me, i am just too lazy to think about that anymore.... i rather let my mind rest for 3 months and start work! hell yea!!!!
okay, for this hols, i have started planning.... this sat and sun, i will be going to desaru (don't know what is there, what to play... don't really know why i go there except that i am going to celebrate my grandma's birthday) so i guess it's just a family gathering kind of thing. after that, maybe i will start to find a job, read on some geisha thing ( got a jap module on geisha, yakuza and samurai and i wanted to take that module BUT one of the requirements is to write a 1000 words critique( something is wrong with this but i am not sure what) on 2 movies each. SIAOS.... i can't take this mod anymore because my english is far too limited and thus writing a 1000 word essay is HELL to me) so i am just going to read for own pleasure~~~ Actually, i wanted to do that long long long time ago but i'm just lazy. for now, i am going to fulfil my wish. i need to read my chinese books too because i just realised how my chinese standards have dropped/ okay, job can be pushed back.... and i want to finish my cross stitch, it's starting to grow mould. don't know how long had it been in my room. 5 years? 6 years? i can't remember..... whatever.....
i may be going to china ( according to my mum but it's not confirmed yet). may be going to hk for a while, guang zhou and my ancestors' place in Fujian province( direct translation the chinese version) so don't need to work anymore!!! YEA>>>>>> the extra $$$ that i wanted to earn is going to burst into bubbles..... *pop*
next, i shall attempt to exercise since i think my stamina is deep low after the long period of inactiveness cause firstly, i don't want to have low stamina and secondly, banedon is starting to complain about my flabs....( erm.... did he ever said he was okay with my figure??? from my mem, i think no but again.... i lazy to move. the laziness starts to crawl all over me like a parasite)
i don't know why i am writing all these but nevermind, i am just "excited" to get over exams and to update a blog post. (OMG>>>>> my blog post is more and more like a girl's post.... siaos..... hope that i recover my deep thoughts in the days to come)
this is the first time in my life whereby i will head home after 1900h and reach home at 2130 and stone until i sleep. can't even have the appetite to eat. is it because i am too stressed over it or i just overused my brain cells for that day. the feeling is quite terrible since i don't feel like doing anything, anything at all, not even eat. it's kind of crazy but i am telling the truth. maybe it's due to the fact that i finished my entire 5 mod in 6 days. i salute to myself!!!!
was thinking what to write for today but unfortunately, i can't think of any. my brain has shut down for today and ever since i started school, no more deep thoughts surround me, i am just too lazy to think about that anymore.... i rather let my mind rest for 3 months and start work! hell yea!!!!
okay, for this hols, i have started planning.... this sat and sun, i will be going to desaru (don't know what is there, what to play... don't really know why i go there except that i am going to celebrate my grandma's birthday) so i guess it's just a family gathering kind of thing. after that, maybe i will start to find a job, read on some geisha thing ( got a jap module on geisha, yakuza and samurai and i wanted to take that module BUT one of the requirements is to write a 1000 words critique( something is wrong with this but i am not sure what) on 2 movies each. SIAOS.... i can't take this mod anymore because my english is far too limited and thus writing a 1000 word essay is HELL to me) so i am just going to read for own pleasure~~~ Actually, i wanted to do that long long long time ago but i'm just lazy. for now, i am going to fulfil my wish. i need to read my chinese books too because i just realised how my chinese standards have dropped/ okay, job can be pushed back.... and i want to finish my cross stitch, it's starting to grow mould. don't know how long had it been in my room. 5 years? 6 years? i can't remember..... whatever.....
i may be going to china ( according to my mum but it's not confirmed yet). may be going to hk for a while, guang zhou and my ancestors' place in Fujian province( direct translation the chinese version) so don't need to work anymore!!! YEA>>>>>> the extra $$$ that i wanted to earn is going to burst into bubbles..... *pop*
next, i shall attempt to exercise since i think my stamina is deep low after the long period of inactiveness cause firstly, i don't want to have low stamina and secondly, banedon is starting to complain about my flabs....( erm.... did he ever said he was okay with my figure??? from my mem, i think no but again.... i lazy to move. the laziness starts to crawl all over me like a parasite)
i don't know why i am writing all these but nevermind, i am just "excited" to get over exams and to update a blog post. (OMG>>>>> my blog post is more and more like a girl's post.... siaos..... hope that i recover my deep thoughts in the days to come)
April 28, 2005
Vodka
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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Vodka
?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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you're a wisdom angel. you cive advice to other
people and you're smart and wise.
what kind of angel are you?
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you're a wisdom angel. you cive advice to other
people and you're smart and wise.
what kind of angel are you?
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you're a wisdom angel. you cive advice to other
people and you're smart and wise.
what kind of angel are you?
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DIAOS>>>>>>
You are sad because you are suppressed
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new short story.
Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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April 25, 2005
Your wise quote is: "Our greatest glory is not
in never falling, but in rising everytime we
fall" by Confucius.
Yes indeed, you see true strenght can only be
seen when a person has "fallen". Only
then one can tell how they will handle it. Just
don't make others fall so you can know who they
really are. You on the other hand may be a very
quick recoverer and don't let people bring you
down. You are your own, and you're find with
that. Emotional issues is something you handle
rather nicely.
What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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April 23, 2005
You laff because i'm different. I laff becasue
you're all the same
.....................................................you're
different and proud of it! hot topic is prolly
your fave store.
What quote should I give you?
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i dun understand what this mean.... somebody please tell me k?
you're all the same
.....................................................you're
different and proud of it! hot topic is prolly
your fave store.
What quote should I give you?
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i dun understand what this mean.... somebody please tell me k?
April 21, 2005
Guys just love...how intellectual you are!
What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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first problem with this: i don't go library
2nd problem: i don't like to read books.
3rd problem: i doubt i am intelligent cause if i am, I SHOULD BE IN MEDICINE!!!
Heeheee...... :p
April 19, 2005
You are a spring. You are very mellow most of the
time except for the caffine season (which is
year round) but you are also a very nice
person. When people tick you off though God
better save them. lol You are a fairly
socialable person because people know you won't
get mad too easy or seem to. But you are a very
nice peron over all. ^-^
What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
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Kiss?! You'll kill the one who even thinks of
kissing you! The only physical contact you have
is when you're beating someone up!
What anime kiss are you?
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haha.... i am not that violent k???
The Goddess of Roses and Love. You are a hopeless
romantic. Always optimistic and loving, you
have many friends and you are exceptionally
trustworthy. You are a innocent beauty.
Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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hopeless romantic? whao... never knew that was a quality of mine!
You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.BBut little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.
If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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what are u toking?!?! not true k!!!! i love my small little boy very much!
Your element is Air: Carefree, lovable, fun and
childish. Arent you cute! Your just full of
childhood spunk and happiness! Hey who said
being young was a bad thing? You have a keen
understanding of whats good in life and choose
to remain happy rather than get too upset over
things. Life is fun, who wants to be troubled
by grown-up problems? Being as capable of love
as you are you will make a wonderful parent if
and when you choose to grow up. Love is a
mystery because you only want friends not love
interests, games are better than relationships
with the opposite sex. You have what everyone
is searching for, that so called 'fountain of
youth' deep inside. You can come across as
naive and childish at times. But who cares what
they think, lets go play tag!
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i love frens but i also wan love! i wan both of them because i wan them!!!
~*~Beautiful Soul~*~
You're the type of person who is loving, giving,
sweet, generous, genuine, and optimistic. You
see the beauty around you and you admire it for
its faults, as well as perfections. Most likely
a dreamer, you are highly respected and liked.
People like to be around you because you make
them happy. You have a wonderful personality
and you're beautiful inside and out!
Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana
You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.
Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.
Quote:If you wait for me
Then I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for you
In my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart
What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
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You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but you
do fight for good. Just in your own way. For
you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil
person, if it is for justice and peace. You
also don't belive in mourning all the time and
think that once you've hit a bad stage in life
you just have to get up again. It's pointless
to concentrate on emotional pain and better to
just get on with everything. You also are a
down to earth type of person and think before
you act. Impulsive people may annoy you
somewhat.
Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish the
rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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are u scared now?!?!?!
You are PREP! your having fun and you have alot in
mind! you keep up with alot and you have your
own prep style.. which looks great. There is
alot you want at the moment but your gonna need
patience! just keep enjoyin your time.
thanx please rate
Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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HUH?!?!?!
You are the fairy of Fire! You are quite strong and
powerful, people look up to you greatly and
often seek your protection. You have the
ability to gain many friends. Not everyone is
capable of leadership but you certainly have
the willpower and flare to do it. Please rate
if you want to, it's just i spent ages making
this quiz.
Which fluttering fairy are you? (gorgeous pics!)
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The guy you want is probaly the popular guy in
your school. Which is great to me:) He's so
dreamy that you'll want him to notice you so
badly your do anything. Like in the cafateria
you'ld trip on something infront of him to make
your food spill all over you!!! Even if it's a
brand new shirt or your favourite skirt!!! Oh
well at least he'll notice you:)
Who's Perfect For You??? (Cute Anime Pics)
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please.... i am not DESPERATE!!
Your element is Wind. You are the guy/girl that is
unpredictable. No one knows what you're going
to do next and what you're in the mood for.
Studying is not your thing and you would rather
go to a party than stay home. Life is just for
fun and you need to be free to live according
to you. You waste no time on lies, if you feel
or think one thing you say it even if it hurts.
Of course, people may be quite upset but that
doesn't really bother you. Its not that you
don't care, because you do, but in these
situations it's a waste of time. You live up in
the clouds and are quite a dreamer about life.
People often consider you beautiful, but harsh
and they would think twice before getting to
know you. But once they do, they'll learn that
you are always willing to take yourself and
your friends on adventures. Never will it be a
boring time with you and your friends
appreciate that. You are not often seen sad,
but you have your times. If someone has been
mean to you, you can quite easily trash-talk
them for betraying you. Nevertheless, you are
most of the time a good spirit who just want to
have some fun. Rate and message!
What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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i tot i was air just a while ago?
-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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GREEN
??Which colour of Death is yours??
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I AM RARE!! haha...
You are the Spirit of Innocence. Always with the
sweet smile of a child, you know how to have
good clean fun, you have a natural vunerability
about you, which makes you able to make friends
very well, as they are drawn instinctively by
the urge to protect you. But even though you
look as fragile as a child inside you are very
strong with your easy look on life. When you
get a partner (because there is no way you
cant!) your life will be perfect.
Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
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ice is cold.... Eeeee....
i dun wan to study
You like the prince charming type.
What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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whatever prince charming means... haha....
i dunno okay?
You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.
What feeling do you represent?
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wha.. happiness before exams... there MUST be something wrong with me
You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love.
You can't help but sigh when you see to people
kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go
over board and believe in a small steady
relationship at first so that it can grow. You
also like to think that you can have that kiss
that puts you into a portal and you can't get
back until he/she stops.
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You are a cat woman. You are independant and very
self-rigious. You have a mind of your own and
are not afraid to show it. You tend to hide
your true feelings and get frustrated (easy).
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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i am a catwoman!!! haha.....
lazy to do le... do after exams!!! haha....
update!
You are Jasmine. You always get what you want.
Which Black-Haired Cartoon Vixen are you?
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April 03, 2005
March 18, 2005
March 15, 2005
March 12, 2005
Haha...... Rivalry on blogs!
Okay... this is damn funny... visited xiaxue's blog ( i am not studying and i decided to slack around first) and she was like complaining about a taxi snatcher. saying all about the snatcher and the whole incident. Apparently, the "taxi snatcher"( i would like to write in this way because i am not sure whether she and her bf are really the ones at fault. but dun mistaken it for me siding at the couple's side, just being neutral as we never know who is the one at fault.)
BUT the funniest thing is that Xiaxue went to go through all the trouble of looking at her information, find the "taxi snatchers" pic and post it on her blog. she has to even comment about them but thanks to xiaxue, now i know how to bypass a password kind of blog. haha.... this really makes me wonder... why does she go and do such stuffs. i mean how old is she le? go and do this kind of things. buai paisay meh??? i mean the girl only 17 then she has to go and flame her or whatever. i think she abit siao lor.... it's only a "taxi snatcher". even go through her blog entries. 500 of them!?!? if u ask me to do that, i would rather die! and something i also noticed... both of them like to use the word F*** so randomly. i thought that was suppose to be a vulgar word, using at this frequency makes me wonder that F*** has become their natural language. lol....
if xiaxue happens to come across my blog, i think i will also get flamed. going through all my blog entries and commenting on them. haha... go on and flame me for whatever reasons but quarreling with a kid that is 17 years old really makes me wonder about her maturity. i mean seriously, i dun think she is very young, at least must be about 20++. and she has to do all this kind of things. i know one don't want to get framed by others but not till that extent of going into the middle of the road and stop the taxi and scolding them. ( take care of your safety k?) i mean if the taxi driver blind then hit you, and you get crippled, is it worth it? think again b4 u do rash things....
haha.... really makes me wonder what is happening in this crazy world of ours.
if you wanna find out what happened(as i am lazy to go through them now) go to xiaxue's blog and find out. her blog add is www.xiaxue.blogspot.com.
Cheers!
BUT the funniest thing is that Xiaxue went to go through all the trouble of looking at her information, find the "taxi snatchers" pic and post it on her blog. she has to even comment about them but thanks to xiaxue, now i know how to bypass a password kind of blog. haha.... this really makes me wonder... why does she go and do such stuffs. i mean how old is she le? go and do this kind of things. buai paisay meh??? i mean the girl only 17 then she has to go and flame her or whatever. i think she abit siao lor.... it's only a "taxi snatcher". even go through her blog entries. 500 of them!?!? if u ask me to do that, i would rather die! and something i also noticed... both of them like to use the word F*** so randomly. i thought that was suppose to be a vulgar word, using at this frequency makes me wonder that F*** has become their natural language. lol....
if xiaxue happens to come across my blog, i think i will also get flamed. going through all my blog entries and commenting on them. haha... go on and flame me for whatever reasons but quarreling with a kid that is 17 years old really makes me wonder about her maturity. i mean seriously, i dun think she is very young, at least must be about 20++. and she has to do all this kind of things. i know one don't want to get framed by others but not till that extent of going into the middle of the road and stop the taxi and scolding them. ( take care of your safety k?) i mean if the taxi driver blind then hit you, and you get crippled, is it worth it? think again b4 u do rash things....
haha.... really makes me wonder what is happening in this crazy world of ours.
if you wanna find out what happened(as i am lazy to go through them now) go to xiaxue's blog and find out. her blog add is www.xiaxue.blogspot.com.
Cheers!
HI
having headaches now... think i will fall sick anytime. haha....
actually, i should be studying now but ya.. i am lazy and having headaches.
not sure why i get sick... i have been only eating, sleeping and slacking...
Beats me why i will get sick. initially wanted to put my pic up but can't get the thing to work. not sure why to.
i realised that my mind had short-circuited since my sentences are broken up into bits and pieces. not sure when i will recover though.
i shall write some thoughts that have been running through my mind nowadays and it's far from studies. haha.... i must admit that i am not too fond of studying.
omg, my headaches are coming back. think i shall just stop here! everybody, chill on!
Cheers!
( i want to go clubbing.... anyone interested?)
actually, i should be studying now but ya.. i am lazy and having headaches.
not sure why i get sick... i have been only eating, sleeping and slacking...
Beats me why i will get sick. initially wanted to put my pic up but can't get the thing to work. not sure why to.
i realised that my mind had short-circuited since my sentences are broken up into bits and pieces. not sure when i will recover though.
i shall write some thoughts that have been running through my mind nowadays and it's far from studies. haha.... i must admit that i am not too fond of studying.
omg, my headaches are coming back. think i shall just stop here! everybody, chill on!
Cheers!
( i want to go clubbing.... anyone interested?)
March 04, 2005
lesbian to be
heehee.... really think that i am becoming more and more lesbian
i mean seriously... saw alot of pretty girls around and sort of like them.... beware all the girls, i will be looking at you like pervertic guys! muahhaha......
another thing from me, i really look like future teacher-to-be with a dark framed specs. if you don't believe me, just ask jie ting or shurong. they will definitely agree with me.
now, i am thinking whether i should make a pair of black framed specs! haha....
just wanna crap a little!
i mean seriously... saw alot of pretty girls around and sort of like them.... beware all the girls, i will be looking at you like pervertic guys! muahhaha......
another thing from me, i really look like future teacher-to-be with a dark framed specs. if you don't believe me, just ask jie ting or shurong. they will definitely agree with me.
now, i am thinking whether i should make a pair of black framed specs! haha....
just wanna crap a little!
February 28, 2005
what i wanna say is this!
HOWL'S WALKING CASTLE is really good or should i say fantastic! the feeling still lingers in my heart.
Don't believe me? Just watched it.
Don't believe me? Just watched it.
February 26, 2005
fun to play!
You Are A Realistic Romantic |
You are more romantic than 60% of the population.  It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line! |
February 25, 2005
it's not a matter of choice
because we are not given a choice
it's not a matter of time
because time is not there to wait for us
it's not a matter of trust
because trust is gained
it's not a matter of possession
because you are not an object
it's not a matter of sadness
because you are the one who created it
it's not a matter of happiness
because happiness is always there for you to grab
it's not a matter of being busy
because you are given all the time you want
it's not a matter of anything
because anything can happen
even the impossible is possible
haha... just getting cranky!
just wrote it in a moment of impulse
kind of like it though (at least i like it myself)
because we are not given a choice
it's not a matter of time
because time is not there to wait for us
it's not a matter of trust
because trust is gained
it's not a matter of possession
because you are not an object
it's not a matter of sadness
because you are the one who created it
it's not a matter of happiness
because happiness is always there for you to grab
it's not a matter of being busy
because you are given all the time you want
it's not a matter of anything
because anything can happen
even the impossible is possible
haha... just getting cranky!
just wrote it in a moment of impulse
kind of like it though (at least i like it myself)
February 17, 2005
ibook here
haha..... using my friend's ibook to type this blog entry... i think i very bo liao but then at least i am updating my blog okay? i'm now currently in school doing nothing. waste 4 hours of my life doing nothing so i have decided to write something and contribute to the society. haha..... i think i should really do something constructive so i shall stop here and do something more constructive to at least myself. lol...
Cheers!
Cheers!
February 12, 2005
Happy Chinese New Year To You All!
Hm.... i have recovered from my sadness! so be happy with me okay?! last night watch a show on forensic science! (IT RULES!! my next aspiration to work hard) it's about crimes and all and how the police piece up all the evidence to catch the killer. In this episode, it was rather gruesome. i can't be bothered by the details now cause i would rather focus on other stuffs. but the poor girl was killed by her friends after they raped her. it was so argh..... I mean FRIENDS! and they abandoned her in the desert for about 2 months. her skin was blackened and it was said that her body was badly decomposed. it was rather sad as the girl was only 18 years old.
it leads me thinking about whether this kind of things will happen to people in singapore. suddenly, i remembered the case of Huang na out of a sudden. Suddenly, i realised that we can't even trust people around us because sometimes, we never know what will happen next. Why does life have to be so complicated? why can't people be more innocent and stay at pure friends. the devils of money and s** are two main reasons why people target the people around them. why do they even want to invent money when it brings so much pain to people. something that i don't understand until now. is it to reward those who have worked hard and punish those who didn't? is it justified that those who had ancestors who don't work hard are bound to enter the vicious cycle of poverty? if it is really to reward those who have worked hard, then why some people have luck in getting lots of money buying toto and lottery. maybe it's just that i don't have the extra luck of getting money through lottery that i am complaining but it is a fact that can't be denied in any sense. another example is paris hilton. people are born rich and they just splurge on whatever they like, having a show for them, seeing them bitching around and all... No, i seriously think that is not justified. maybe life is unfair and that's why we shouldn't complain. blame it on the unbalanced world we have! ( which is sort of true as we always complained that life is unfair) nothing is justified.. why slog all your life to get that grim sum of money? maybe it's just a way of life that we are leading now.
__________________________
Happy Chinese new year to u pple who are seeing my blog. for those who i have not seen for very long, hope that we will be able to meet up soon! for those who i do not know.... good luck to all the things u do and for those close frens that are reading this... frens forever! OOps.... it sounds lame but nevermind. haha...
valentine's is coming and i look forward to it this year. my small little boy will be with me and my frens will be there. the other reason why i am looking forward to it is because my birthday lies on the next day on valentine's day! happy birthday to myself. just very happy that i have grown older because age is something that cannot be bought with money. experience comes with age. although one day i will be complaining about my back aches... i know that my small little boy will be there for me. haha..... Last but not least!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!
Cheeros!
it leads me thinking about whether this kind of things will happen to people in singapore. suddenly, i remembered the case of Huang na out of a sudden. Suddenly, i realised that we can't even trust people around us because sometimes, we never know what will happen next. Why does life have to be so complicated? why can't people be more innocent and stay at pure friends. the devils of money and s** are two main reasons why people target the people around them. why do they even want to invent money when it brings so much pain to people. something that i don't understand until now. is it to reward those who have worked hard and punish those who didn't? is it justified that those who had ancestors who don't work hard are bound to enter the vicious cycle of poverty? if it is really to reward those who have worked hard, then why some people have luck in getting lots of money buying toto and lottery. maybe it's just that i don't have the extra luck of getting money through lottery that i am complaining but it is a fact that can't be denied in any sense. another example is paris hilton. people are born rich and they just splurge on whatever they like, having a show for them, seeing them bitching around and all... No, i seriously think that is not justified. maybe life is unfair and that's why we shouldn't complain. blame it on the unbalanced world we have! ( which is sort of true as we always complained that life is unfair) nothing is justified.. why slog all your life to get that grim sum of money? maybe it's just a way of life that we are leading now.
__________________________
Happy Chinese new year to u pple who are seeing my blog. for those who i have not seen for very long, hope that we will be able to meet up soon! for those who i do not know.... good luck to all the things u do and for those close frens that are reading this... frens forever! OOps.... it sounds lame but nevermind. haha...
valentine's is coming and i look forward to it this year. my small little boy will be with me and my frens will be there. the other reason why i am looking forward to it is because my birthday lies on the next day on valentine's day! happy birthday to myself. just very happy that i have grown older because age is something that cannot be bought with money. experience comes with age. although one day i will be complaining about my back aches... i know that my small little boy will be there for me. haha..... Last but not least!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!
Cheeros!
February 04, 2005
Take the quiz: "What Kind of Soul Do You Retain?"
Free
You have an open heart and open mind and you chose not to let anyone get to you and the way you want to live.
Free
You have an open heart and open mind and you chose not to let anyone get to you and the way you want to live.
February 02, 2005
sad
title: sad
the only word that i can describe about my feeling for the past week.
nothing else can be more suitable for me.
what would my future lie? where would i go?
i would be where i should be going...
sadness.... it's the only feeling i have now.
when will it heal? i am not sure
if it does not, it shall be integrated into part of my life..
it would be... it's not my choice but i will live with it.
Thank you to shurong and jieting.... u have been my support all this while
what u two told me will leave inside my heart...
thanks to strangers that also gave me advice...
i grow... i have learnt that life will never be the same but life will never be stagnant... time will pass and i will too hopefully.
Thank you for seeing my blog.
the only word that i can describe about my feeling for the past week.
nothing else can be more suitable for me.
what would my future lie? where would i go?
i would be where i should be going...
sadness.... it's the only feeling i have now.
when will it heal? i am not sure
if it does not, it shall be integrated into part of my life..
it would be... it's not my choice but i will live with it.
Thank you to shurong and jieting.... u have been my support all this while
what u two told me will leave inside my heart...
thanks to strangers that also gave me advice...
i grow... i have learnt that life will never be the same but life will never be stagnant... time will pass and i will too hopefully.
Thank you for seeing my blog.
January 21, 2005
update of my world!
Hmm.... just want to write a post today. actually, went to PRU bash last night at ChinaBlack. Due to the fact that i didn't go there before, i don't know how the place is like. met our og pple then went to the place. actually, i tore the ticket accidentally but used a few small pieces of masking tape to stick it back. it was a relieve that i didn't get caught doing that but oh well, i passed through it anyway.
so as we are walking inside, we saw our og leaders are playing some gatsby game. (pardon for my spelling but i forgot how to spell it already) there were 5 participants and the game rules are just to spray at each other and see who's hair was the most beautiful or something like that. not really sure how was it like la but then all of them became abit er...... "out of bed" look i should say. so after they came back after the game, (unfortunately they didn't win but they seem to be quite okay with it. heard they were saboed. Heng arh.... never go earlier or else i think i may end up with them playing the game)
next on was a band with i think an albino lead singer. I'm not really sure though so i am guessing now. heard from merv that the lead singer can rock so was looking forward to the performance they are going to put up. BUt unfortunately, i think that it's just me who can't really appreciate the show because the whole scenario is abit weird. let me then elaborate.... imagine a rocker in the middle of the stage doing some weird movements which i simply can't understand and the audience looks abit dead. the atmosphere is just not right la... it's plain weird man... you should have seen it. They performed for about 4 songs then have lucky draw. nobody i know got anything so don't want to elaborate anymore.
And the music begins!!! haha... was holding on to my bag and was sians cause my og pple go and open a locker!! then i dunno what i doing also... never go and put with them but heng got kelvin... help me put my bag into his bag. Thanks kelvin! so after putting my bag, went to find mervyn and zhiwei and minfei and disi and friends. wasn't really hard to find them because they are just at the stairway! haha.... so started to dance. i would want to complement that the songs they played are well suited for my style. while dancing, mervyn and i are still like suaning one another. he said my style don't change. ( you think i dancer arh?? i dunno how to dance one. jk jk)then i say his style also never really changed. got one period of time, due to space constraints, he dance abit like a cat. haha... Oops! ("p then say his singing out of tune, out of beat. yesterday, our rivalry still existed but really fun cause merv can dance! Zhi wei was not bad but think i need to stimulate him to move his hands la... cause his hands always lazy and not working. disi also enjoyed herself. it's rather obvious that the alcohol did something to her. cause she was too enthu towards the dancing part already. minfei was good! she keeps on creating new moves man then like got teamwork, do together. really fun when you have a group. feel for it!
the cons side when dancing was that there are guys trying to take advantage of girls la... cause can see and rather obvious one. i think minfei noticed then she avoiding and avoiding. for me... i was safe cause nobody tried to get near me cause if they do, i diao(stare at) them then continue dancing. my tactic always works! muahahaha.... and there were quite abit of pushing when we get to the centre. heng that i didn't get pushed or else i sure scold pple one. last but not least, yesterday not high enough, should have asked for one more vodka lime or black russia. but due to the fact that we were all doing the teamwork thingy, everything was fun!
oh yea.... gavin joined us towards the end then i think he abit drunk cause he nearly fell down once. was quite shocked cause he really like fall.... heng got us then pull him up. gavin, dun drink too much okay. as for kelvin ad jeremiah, i can't find them and they didn't come find us so was kind of never talk. but when taking things back from kelvin, i talked abit la then take pic then go outside
Was VERY THIRSTY!!! so asked zhiwei and merv to go 7 eleven with me to go buy. i never force them hor because they also went to buy drinks. next time go must remember to bring water or else will die of thirst. i bought my fav pokka green tea, merv bought ginseng chysanthemum and zhiwei bought 100-plus. but all of them are not cold!!! arh.... thankfully, i got my green tea! even without coldness, it quenched my thirst. merv first reaction to his drinks are funny. the "hen nan he" look was written all over his face. so me and zhiwei tried and found out that the component must be of the following : 99% ginseng 1% chrysanthemum. but it was good for the throat. i finished mine in 5 mins and they took abit longer to drink finish. haha... so zhi wei went to take bus behind orchard mrt and me and merv took taxi.(cause he stays in sk so must pull him to take taxi with me) fortunately for me, he agreed la or else i will be .... scared... cause it's 2 something le and i don't want to take taxi alone. the taxi fee amounts to 16 bucks so will pay you okay, merv? went home and took shower, then message ( cause cannot sleep, my hair was wet) then sleep in the end. woke up damn early!!!! so sad... cannot sleep!!! arh...
but all in all, i enjoyed my day! haha...
Everybody go chiong next time, okay?
Cheers
so as we are walking inside, we saw our og leaders are playing some gatsby game. (pardon for my spelling but i forgot how to spell it already) there were 5 participants and the game rules are just to spray at each other and see who's hair was the most beautiful or something like that. not really sure how was it like la but then all of them became abit er...... "out of bed" look i should say. so after they came back after the game, (unfortunately they didn't win but they seem to be quite okay with it. heard they were saboed. Heng arh.... never go earlier or else i think i may end up with them playing the game)
next on was a band with i think an albino lead singer. I'm not really sure though so i am guessing now. heard from merv that the lead singer can rock so was looking forward to the performance they are going to put up. BUt unfortunately, i think that it's just me who can't really appreciate the show because the whole scenario is abit weird. let me then elaborate.... imagine a rocker in the middle of the stage doing some weird movements which i simply can't understand and the audience looks abit dead. the atmosphere is just not right la... it's plain weird man... you should have seen it. They performed for about 4 songs then have lucky draw. nobody i know got anything so don't want to elaborate anymore.
And the music begins!!! haha... was holding on to my bag and was sians cause my og pple go and open a locker!! then i dunno what i doing also... never go and put with them but heng got kelvin... help me put my bag into his bag. Thanks kelvin! so after putting my bag, went to find mervyn and zhiwei and minfei and disi and friends. wasn't really hard to find them because they are just at the stairway! haha.... so started to dance. i would want to complement that the songs they played are well suited for my style. while dancing, mervyn and i are still like suaning one another. he said my style don't change. ( you think i dancer arh?? i dunno how to dance one. jk jk)then i say his style also never really changed. got one period of time, due to space constraints, he dance abit like a cat. haha... Oops! ("p then say his singing out of tune, out of beat. yesterday, our rivalry still existed but really fun cause merv can dance! Zhi wei was not bad but think i need to stimulate him to move his hands la... cause his hands always lazy and not working. disi also enjoyed herself. it's rather obvious that the alcohol did something to her. cause she was too enthu towards the dancing part already. minfei was good! she keeps on creating new moves man then like got teamwork, do together. really fun when you have a group. feel for it!
the cons side when dancing was that there are guys trying to take advantage of girls la... cause can see and rather obvious one. i think minfei noticed then she avoiding and avoiding. for me... i was safe cause nobody tried to get near me cause if they do, i diao(stare at) them then continue dancing. my tactic always works! muahahaha.... and there were quite abit of pushing when we get to the centre. heng that i didn't get pushed or else i sure scold pple one. last but not least, yesterday not high enough, should have asked for one more vodka lime or black russia. but due to the fact that we were all doing the teamwork thingy, everything was fun!
oh yea.... gavin joined us towards the end then i think he abit drunk cause he nearly fell down once. was quite shocked cause he really like fall.... heng got us then pull him up. gavin, dun drink too much okay. as for kelvin ad jeremiah, i can't find them and they didn't come find us so was kind of never talk. but when taking things back from kelvin, i talked abit la then take pic then go outside
Was VERY THIRSTY!!! so asked zhiwei and merv to go 7 eleven with me to go buy. i never force them hor because they also went to buy drinks. next time go must remember to bring water or else will die of thirst. i bought my fav pokka green tea, merv bought ginseng chysanthemum and zhiwei bought 100-plus. but all of them are not cold!!! arh.... thankfully, i got my green tea! even without coldness, it quenched my thirst. merv first reaction to his drinks are funny. the "hen nan he" look was written all over his face. so me and zhiwei tried and found out that the component must be of the following : 99% ginseng 1% chrysanthemum. but it was good for the throat. i finished mine in 5 mins and they took abit longer to drink finish. haha... so zhi wei went to take bus behind orchard mrt and me and merv took taxi.(cause he stays in sk so must pull him to take taxi with me) fortunately for me, he agreed la or else i will be .... scared... cause it's 2 something le and i don't want to take taxi alone. the taxi fee amounts to 16 bucks so will pay you okay, merv? went home and took shower, then message ( cause cannot sleep, my hair was wet) then sleep in the end. woke up damn early!!!! so sad... cannot sleep!!! arh...
but all in all, i enjoyed my day! haha...
Everybody go chiong next time, okay?
Cheers
January 16, 2005
January 14, 2005
tried another quiz!
 | You scored as Drunk Cat. Put down the bottle, Cheech. Sign up for some AA classes and drink a glass of water. Bars are ok once in a while, but you shouldn't be sleeping at them.
Which Absurd Cat are you? created with QuizFarm.com |
January 12, 2005
Floating thoughts
just a short paragraph from me to keep you updated with my life currently. was quite satisfied with the module that i am taking this semester and hope that i can keep my oil filled up. probably, i'm going to die halfway or something like that. haha...
Life have been quite smooth this semester round as last semester was havoc due to the bidding and stuffs but it's all over!! and i am glad that it's over for now! However!!! i need to wake up like 0530h everyday since i don't live in hall anymore and my lecture starts at 8am. Anticipating the jams that can be foreseen, I have no other choices but to wake up early in the morning! Seriously, i should be adapting a healthy lifestyle whereby i will get to sleep very early and wake up very early everyday. going through university seems abit tiring but i believe that i will survive with my friends!
I'm totally drained but it is only the third day of school but nevermind, i will be able to go through all the "draining". Actually, i think i am sort of encouraging myself so people, just bear with it. with no intention to use proper english, people who don't want to see it can jolly well close the windows till my holidays come along. actually, i would think that work would be much worse than this but I should enjoy my university life for now but there did not seem any time for me to slack too much of my time.
what the hell am i doing??!? my mind is in total chaos and i do not know what i want to do now! haha... don't feel like doing anything and just keep typing all the way. that's my form of relaxation i think!
Cheer on till the end, people!!!
Life have been quite smooth this semester round as last semester was havoc due to the bidding and stuffs but it's all over!! and i am glad that it's over for now! However!!! i need to wake up like 0530h everyday since i don't live in hall anymore and my lecture starts at 8am. Anticipating the jams that can be foreseen, I have no other choices but to wake up early in the morning! Seriously, i should be adapting a healthy lifestyle whereby i will get to sleep very early and wake up very early everyday. going through university seems abit tiring but i believe that i will survive with my friends!
I'm totally drained but it is only the third day of school but nevermind, i will be able to go through all the "draining". Actually, i think i am sort of encouraging myself so people, just bear with it. with no intention to use proper english, people who don't want to see it can jolly well close the windows till my holidays come along. actually, i would think that work would be much worse than this but I should enjoy my university life for now but there did not seem any time for me to slack too much of my time.
what the hell am i doing??!? my mind is in total chaos and i do not know what i want to do now! haha... don't feel like doing anything and just keep typing all the way. that's my form of relaxation i think!
Cheer on till the end, people!!!
January 09, 2005
my last post before school starts tomorrow
I have been lazy and I am guilty of it now. Initially, my plan was to blog every week or even everyday during my holidays but I have been not doing anything apparently and in a split second, the holidays are nearing an end now. This year’s Christmas was fun! On the eve, slept the whole day, doing nothing but I was also doing some last minute shopping for my family members and some friends. The shopping was quite fast as I wasn’t in the mood to go shopping and I have though of what I wanted to buy. With the crowd around, I am glad that I went shopping early in the morning thus I don’t have to meet the crowd.
This Christmas is a little different because my parents have decided to celebrate it. We were suppose to shop for a present that are about 10 bucks and exchange under the tree. So I bought an adidas bottle which personally, I have fond likings of. Hmm… maybe I should go and buy it for myself. It’s quite cheap and the design is quite cool. Haha…. I shall do it tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. I also bought Guylian chocolate because my friends were recommending that it was good thus I decided that it would make a good Christmas present too. In my shopping list, I also bought a cat handphone holder for my friend who gave me a angel pendant in return. Feeling so paisay now since I feel that the pendant is expensive. However, my cat was cute. Haha…. I am also thinking of kidnapping it now. I mean seriously, trying to screw my brain into executing my kidnap plan. Bought a wine lover’s set for my small little boy which he has used of and I am glad that he appreciates it. Actually, I asked him what he wants or what he is lack of, he naturally tells me and I bought it for him. In exchange, I got a Seiko watch which is classic but I love it. Simple is something I always look out when I get my things. No flowery things and too complicated designs. He also got a bag for me. He says it was a free gift from the manager but it’s Espirit so who cares?! It’s actually, an interesting bag. I don’t have an exact how I should explain. I should get a digital camera now. Kelvin, borrow from you then upload. Haha… Actually, I think I should learn how to upload pictures so that I can let all of you see the presents I got. Also got a cup for the Christmas exchange of my family. I am not expecting so it’s okay.
On top of that, I also played mahjong for the first time on the real thing. Have been playing it only electronically. Think it was quite nice but I lost everything I had since I am doing crap on the table. Next time can only ask me to play mahjong if you are not playing with money ( which I know nobody would play with me since mahjong would only be fun if you gambled, play for fun was just for kids. But I have grown out of that stage!!! Oh my god! This is so unfair!)
Tomorrow will be the bidding of my modules, have some modules on my mind and I really hope that I can get it since I am desperate for them now. Hope that I can get them in the first round. Lol…. Impossible mission though.
Note: not thinking of anything in depth
This Christmas is a little different because my parents have decided to celebrate it. We were suppose to shop for a present that are about 10 bucks and exchange under the tree. So I bought an adidas bottle which personally, I have fond likings of. Hmm… maybe I should go and buy it for myself. It’s quite cheap and the design is quite cool. Haha…. I shall do it tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. I also bought Guylian chocolate because my friends were recommending that it was good thus I decided that it would make a good Christmas present too. In my shopping list, I also bought a cat handphone holder for my friend who gave me a angel pendant in return. Feeling so paisay now since I feel that the pendant is expensive. However, my cat was cute. Haha…. I am also thinking of kidnapping it now. I mean seriously, trying to screw my brain into executing my kidnap plan. Bought a wine lover’s set for my small little boy which he has used of and I am glad that he appreciates it. Actually, I asked him what he wants or what he is lack of, he naturally tells me and I bought it for him. In exchange, I got a Seiko watch which is classic but I love it. Simple is something I always look out when I get my things. No flowery things and too complicated designs. He also got a bag for me. He says it was a free gift from the manager but it’s Espirit so who cares?! It’s actually, an interesting bag. I don’t have an exact how I should explain. I should get a digital camera now. Kelvin, borrow from you then upload. Haha… Actually, I think I should learn how to upload pictures so that I can let all of you see the presents I got. Also got a cup for the Christmas exchange of my family. I am not expecting so it’s okay.
On top of that, I also played mahjong for the first time on the real thing. Have been playing it only electronically. Think it was quite nice but I lost everything I had since I am doing crap on the table. Next time can only ask me to play mahjong if you are not playing with money ( which I know nobody would play with me since mahjong would only be fun if you gambled, play for fun was just for kids. But I have grown out of that stage!!! Oh my god! This is so unfair!)
Tomorrow will be the bidding of my modules, have some modules on my mind and I really hope that I can get it since I am desperate for them now. Hope that I can get them in the first round. Lol…. Impossible mission though.
Note: not thinking of anything in depth
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December 27, 2004
what is the title?
Think I am back to my old self. The old self that loves blogging. So people, I guess you are in luck again. But slowly, I felt that inner thoughts are far too abstract and mind wastage for me. All I can think now is reading my books and slacking through my whole holidays and it is no joke that I will do that. For the official report of what I have done this week is as below.
Firstly, I have went out four days out of seven days, which I felt was quite stupid because I went to orchard for like 3 times this week, not that orchard is a very nice place to hang out but it seem to be a norm for teenagers to go there now. (P/s: I am still a teenager!! Haha… just want to say it a few more months before I officially step into the era of the twenties. It is kind of scary though but age is something that comes naturally, I think)
Was sort of thinking how should I celebrate my Christmas this year, without anything is mind is sort of bad because I seriously don’t know what to do. Gift list are suppose to be up already but my mind is too caught up with my new hobby which is reading novels from an author named “yi su”. I think I am having an addiction currently because I have been reading her novels for the past week and I managed to complete five of her books. It is quite an accomplishment since I know I dread reading storybooks but something just attracts me to her style of writing. Don’t ever think they are love novels because I think they are just imaginary, ideal life that not many will achieve, maybe 1 % of the whole population in the world or even non existent. I think that love novels are just a fraud, making life seem so darn interesting and without worries. Couples bicker about stupid small things and always, a happy ending. I seriously don’t think that I would be having that kind of life so I just stick with realistic authors. The author I just mentioned is more of a realistic writer. She portrayed life with different difficulties and make me have a different perspective of life. Not that it had changed me totally but small changes will lead the overall change in life. ( I am really sorry but I think I am starting to write rubbish) However, I will still recommend the books she wrote to people who like Chinese novels and realistic ones. ( p/s: she has wrote over 200 novels until now and I think they are still publishing her books)
So much about my new found hobby which I am glad that I have enjoyed. Nothing beats a relaxing day without anything to do, drinking my milo and reading my books with one or two pieces of biscuits to chew on. Now I know why life is worth living. Heeehee…. Next on due is is is is….. I am not sure what I want to say. Let me think for one second…. Okay, I shall talk about the new “hot” topic that has been going round in the newspapers these few days. If you saw the newspapers in recent weeks, a lot of them were about Chinese in Singapore. Apparently, the government has discovered that Chinese in Singapore are not so well conversed in mandarin and some even think that Chinese is just an idiotic subject that pulls down their grade. I recognize that there are exceptions but the rising number of people who are feeling that mandarin are useless are increasing in great speed. thus the government set a policy where more subjects will be taught in Chinese so that the usage of Chinese will be more evitable. However, I think that this will not help a lot since that people will surely have difficulty adapting to the change, even if they are very well adapted to the Chinese teachings of certain subjects like mathematics in primary school, they have to readapt when they go to secondary levels. Do you even think that it is feasible to do that?
From what I know, mm lee thought that anybody could handle two languages, which certainly proved wrong looking at the situation now. My mum commented that what they want is people who are fluent in their English, have their creativity thinking but still holding on to their Asian values, like mm Lee. But if everybody has the intelligence of mm lee, mm lee would have been a nobody then. Life is full of contradictions. I knew that my Chinese was far better then my English ( not because my command of Chinese is very good but vice versa) thus I was wondering why I can’t really improve my English. When I asked my mum about it, she told me that Chinese is harder to handle because we have to remember every stroke of a word whereas in English, we will be able to write out the word based on the sound of the word. I pondered whether this is really true but after a while I simply gave up because I knew that interests have to play a major role in it. When you are willing to put in the hard work, you will certainly reap results. Maybe I should just face my problem that I have been trying to avoid this problem for as long as I lived. I should seriously think what I should do with it. Maybe I should read novels or something likewise. I am not too sure whether I will execute my vague plans in the future but I will seriously try my best.
I am too lazy to continue today. Maybe I will continue some other times.
Cheers!
( it was suppose to be a long time ago)
Firstly, I have went out four days out of seven days, which I felt was quite stupid because I went to orchard for like 3 times this week, not that orchard is a very nice place to hang out but it seem to be a norm for teenagers to go there now. (P/s: I am still a teenager!! Haha… just want to say it a few more months before I officially step into the era of the twenties. It is kind of scary though but age is something that comes naturally, I think)
Was sort of thinking how should I celebrate my Christmas this year, without anything is mind is sort of bad because I seriously don’t know what to do. Gift list are suppose to be up already but my mind is too caught up with my new hobby which is reading novels from an author named “yi su”. I think I am having an addiction currently because I have been reading her novels for the past week and I managed to complete five of her books. It is quite an accomplishment since I know I dread reading storybooks but something just attracts me to her style of writing. Don’t ever think they are love novels because I think they are just imaginary, ideal life that not many will achieve, maybe 1 % of the whole population in the world or even non existent. I think that love novels are just a fraud, making life seem so darn interesting and without worries. Couples bicker about stupid small things and always, a happy ending. I seriously don’t think that I would be having that kind of life so I just stick with realistic authors. The author I just mentioned is more of a realistic writer. She portrayed life with different difficulties and make me have a different perspective of life. Not that it had changed me totally but small changes will lead the overall change in life. ( I am really sorry but I think I am starting to write rubbish) However, I will still recommend the books she wrote to people who like Chinese novels and realistic ones. ( p/s: she has wrote over 200 novels until now and I think they are still publishing her books)
So much about my new found hobby which I am glad that I have enjoyed. Nothing beats a relaxing day without anything to do, drinking my milo and reading my books with one or two pieces of biscuits to chew on. Now I know why life is worth living. Heeehee…. Next on due is is is is….. I am not sure what I want to say. Let me think for one second…. Okay, I shall talk about the new “hot” topic that has been going round in the newspapers these few days. If you saw the newspapers in recent weeks, a lot of them were about Chinese in Singapore. Apparently, the government has discovered that Chinese in Singapore are not so well conversed in mandarin and some even think that Chinese is just an idiotic subject that pulls down their grade. I recognize that there are exceptions but the rising number of people who are feeling that mandarin are useless are increasing in great speed. thus the government set a policy where more subjects will be taught in Chinese so that the usage of Chinese will be more evitable. However, I think that this will not help a lot since that people will surely have difficulty adapting to the change, even if they are very well adapted to the Chinese teachings of certain subjects like mathematics in primary school, they have to readapt when they go to secondary levels. Do you even think that it is feasible to do that?
From what I know, mm lee thought that anybody could handle two languages, which certainly proved wrong looking at the situation now. My mum commented that what they want is people who are fluent in their English, have their creativity thinking but still holding on to their Asian values, like mm Lee. But if everybody has the intelligence of mm lee, mm lee would have been a nobody then. Life is full of contradictions. I knew that my Chinese was far better then my English ( not because my command of Chinese is very good but vice versa) thus I was wondering why I can’t really improve my English. When I asked my mum about it, she told me that Chinese is harder to handle because we have to remember every stroke of a word whereas in English, we will be able to write out the word based on the sound of the word. I pondered whether this is really true but after a while I simply gave up because I knew that interests have to play a major role in it. When you are willing to put in the hard work, you will certainly reap results. Maybe I should just face my problem that I have been trying to avoid this problem for as long as I lived. I should seriously think what I should do with it. Maybe I should read novels or something likewise. I am not too sure whether I will execute my vague plans in the future but I will seriously try my best.
I am too lazy to continue today. Maybe I will continue some other times.
Cheers!
( it was suppose to be a long time ago)
December 03, 2004
another post
Went out with my bestest best friend on Monday and the first thing that I see the change in her is that she is much more confident of her looks, wearing short skirt and heels. For me, I am still caught in the vicious cycle of not daring to wear skirt and all my shoes (except my slippers) are now in hall. Seeing her change makes me happy cause she has grown out of the era of “I don’t care about my looks”. I suppose lots of girls have either not have this stage or have grown out of the stage. For me, I have resisted change because I didn’t want to be part of the crowd and being “I want to be pretty” is just too much for me. I can’t imagine myself freaking out small pimples after a while or putting make up whenever I go into the toilet. She told me that change is normal which I have to agree as everybody will change after some time. It is a matter of what change has occurred in you. For me, through the first semester of the university years, I have learnt the true meaning of do your best and the rest don’t matter. I realized that if I wanted to compete with other people, I would have committed suicide and die. Also found out that I didn’t work as hard as before. It is my mistake and I make a vow that I shall not make the same mistake anymore and I mean it. if I didn’t do that, I have friends that will remind me so boy boy, next time cannot go out so often or else I can’t get my degree then who “yang” ni? So must understand okay? It’s for the future of us. You must also remind me that I have to put a lot of time in studies too. Although people may think that I am still immature and stuffs like that, I believe I will still hold on to my principle. :D
Having serious problems with my self confidence again, I mean AGAIN!!!! Oh my god, when will this stop? I ask myself but apparently, I don’t have an answer. I just feel that I am not good for my boy boy. He has already assured me about it but why???!?!? I am so damn pissed now. I think I will have to change this thinking of mine sooner or later or else I will be in deep trouble next time in my life. Something else that I have found out, the sea waves really has a soothing effect. Due to my confusion internally, I have gone to harbourfront to think about my mind. I needed to relax everything that I was thinking and the best thing is to feel the sea breeze and hear the sea waves. Nothing beats that!!! I am not sure about you but after being in the city for so long, it is the first time I think that the sea is a form of relaxation. I just love to sit and stare into the space. Blank my mind and forget everything that comes into my mind. Whenever I have insomnia, I will also clear my mind slowly. At first, everything will seem very complicated and crowded in my mind with a lot of freezy lines all around, next my mind will slowly be blank by wiping out the lines. This is another form of relaxation for me. Sometimes, I will be puzzled on why my mind is so cluttered. What is actually bothering me? I am not sure.
Having serious problems with my self confidence again, I mean AGAIN!!!! Oh my god, when will this stop? I ask myself but apparently, I don’t have an answer. I just feel that I am not good for my boy boy. He has already assured me about it but why???!?!? I am so damn pissed now. I think I will have to change this thinking of mine sooner or later or else I will be in deep trouble next time in my life. Something else that I have found out, the sea waves really has a soothing effect. Due to my confusion internally, I have gone to harbourfront to think about my mind. I needed to relax everything that I was thinking and the best thing is to feel the sea breeze and hear the sea waves. Nothing beats that!!! I am not sure about you but after being in the city for so long, it is the first time I think that the sea is a form of relaxation. I just love to sit and stare into the space. Blank my mind and forget everything that comes into my mind. Whenever I have insomnia, I will also clear my mind slowly. At first, everything will seem very complicated and crowded in my mind with a lot of freezy lines all around, next my mind will slowly be blank by wiping out the lines. This is another form of relaxation for me. Sometimes, I will be puzzled on why my mind is so cluttered. What is actually bothering me? I am not sure.
heehee.....
As promised, I’m back to my blogging. I think I should be blogging more often these few weeks and go into dormant stage due to the school days that await me in January. I do not dread my university life but whoever said that it was honeymoon was totally out. I’m not sure about other universities but in NUS, once you stop working hard, it will be hard for you to catch up. In my situation, I would say that it was rather true. In the past semester, besides studying everyday, slogging over tutorials and having talking sessions with my room mate, I was involved in a rather different event, which is a hall production which was held in August, I think. Time has passed me so fast that I cannot remember dates anymore. Time ticks every second pass me. The schedules are so packed that it seemed that time passes so fast. Three months would be a dread for me if I hadn’t studied and the period of time where I was doing practically nothing is just not the life for me. I realized I needed to do something that is fulfilling and I regretted not doing anything for the holiday before I started my university. There was so much time for me to waste that I don’t even consider them precious at all. But now, every second counts and I am just glad that I didn’t realized that too late.
I am obviously not talking about my exams. It is kind of a dread to me. Nevertheless, there are a hell lot of things that I can do besides having exams.
Learning to let go failure and picking up from there is a rather hard thing to do. I have tried it myself this semester where exams aren’t going exactly smoothly but I shall persevere next time. I shall push myself to the limit without breaking my neck and hopefully, there will be improvement in me. As you can obviously see, I am really not looking forward to seeing the results for this semester. Enough of that, I wanted to talk about other things other than studies (However, I would be very likely to grumble about my studies in the subsequent paragraphs.)
erm..... I realized that I do not have much to say other than grumbling about my studies. Let's talk about the day I went out with my very very good friend yesterday after I finished my examination.
I was actually meeting my friend (for short, I will use sr as it's her initials) and her friend at expo but I realised that my sense of time was too terrible that I decided to let go the opportunity to go to the animation exhibition. But to my surprise, they commented that there was nothing there and the exhibition was really small and there were stupid games going around at that point of time. I was actually relieved that I didn't do down as it would only mean that I would waste my time and money on traveling. We met up at orchard as I wanted to see whether there were any changes that had happened to Orchard. not forgetting that I wanted to see the Christmas decoration.( I am not actually looking forward to the decorations though as I wasn't expecting something great from the start)
when I reached somerset, I went up and there were people distributing the Singapore idol calendar and one of them were holding the flag featuring Taurik.( I am not sure whether I wrote his name correctly because I am simply not in to Singapore idol) However, the funny thing that I saw was that when one of them attempted to give the calendar to a girl, she just showed her poorly done Styrofoam board with SYL on it. I was actually laughing deep down when I saw that scene as it was kind of stupid in the girl's act. I don't know about you but I frankly think that the rivalry between the two finalists is heating up. Heehee.....
I met up with sr and friend and started walking down Orchard. But... I regretted my choice when I saw the crowd in at the traffic lights. I knew that I wasn't going to enjoy walking in Orchard today. Not forgetting the utterly disappointing decorations which seem like some unorganized hanging of streamers and whatever it's on the tree. It’s too terrible that I do not wish to comment any further. (See the degree of hate that I have for the decorations!) We only walked for about 2-3 hours and I decided we are out of this place. It was getting so congested on that side and I was thinking of my other half.
So we went to take neocard with sr and the results are quite satisfying actually. She smiled naturally, without spectacles and hair let down. If you want to see the picture of that neocard, go to my friendster and find. Maybe I will post it up or something like that. Have been slacking so much that this post was meant to be done on Saturday, and on Wednesday, I am still typing it now. I’m sorry guys. Have been feeling so lazy these few days that I have never entered this blog entry. So this is all for today.
Cheers!
I am obviously not talking about my exams. It is kind of a dread to me. Nevertheless, there are a hell lot of things that I can do besides having exams.
Learning to let go failure and picking up from there is a rather hard thing to do. I have tried it myself this semester where exams aren’t going exactly smoothly but I shall persevere next time. I shall push myself to the limit without breaking my neck and hopefully, there will be improvement in me. As you can obviously see, I am really not looking forward to seeing the results for this semester. Enough of that, I wanted to talk about other things other than studies (However, I would be very likely to grumble about my studies in the subsequent paragraphs.)
erm..... I realized that I do not have much to say other than grumbling about my studies. Let's talk about the day I went out with my very very good friend yesterday after I finished my examination.
I was actually meeting my friend (for short, I will use sr as it's her initials) and her friend at expo but I realised that my sense of time was too terrible that I decided to let go the opportunity to go to the animation exhibition. But to my surprise, they commented that there was nothing there and the exhibition was really small and there were stupid games going around at that point of time. I was actually relieved that I didn't do down as it would only mean that I would waste my time and money on traveling. We met up at orchard as I wanted to see whether there were any changes that had happened to Orchard. not forgetting that I wanted to see the Christmas decoration.( I am not actually looking forward to the decorations though as I wasn't expecting something great from the start)
when I reached somerset, I went up and there were people distributing the Singapore idol calendar and one of them were holding the flag featuring Taurik.( I am not sure whether I wrote his name correctly because I am simply not in to Singapore idol) However, the funny thing that I saw was that when one of them attempted to give the calendar to a girl, she just showed her poorly done Styrofoam board with SYL on it. I was actually laughing deep down when I saw that scene as it was kind of stupid in the girl's act. I don't know about you but I frankly think that the rivalry between the two finalists is heating up. Heehee.....
I met up with sr and friend and started walking down Orchard. But... I regretted my choice when I saw the crowd in at the traffic lights. I knew that I wasn't going to enjoy walking in Orchard today. Not forgetting the utterly disappointing decorations which seem like some unorganized hanging of streamers and whatever it's on the tree. It’s too terrible that I do not wish to comment any further. (See the degree of hate that I have for the decorations!) We only walked for about 2-3 hours and I decided we are out of this place. It was getting so congested on that side and I was thinking of my other half.
So we went to take neocard with sr and the results are quite satisfying actually. She smiled naturally, without spectacles and hair let down. If you want to see the picture of that neocard, go to my friendster and find. Maybe I will post it up or something like that. Have been slacking so much that this post was meant to be done on Saturday, and on Wednesday, I am still typing it now. I’m sorry guys. Have been feeling so lazy these few days that I have never entered this blog entry. So this is all for today.
Cheers!
November 06, 2004
I'm back
Seriously, I think I am not really blogging for quite a long while. I’m really not sure who has been reading my blogs nowadays. I am declaring that I will be stopping the blogging until 26th of nov, which is the end of my exams. Maybe some days in my life, I will pop up again and say hello to everybody, offer my inner thoughts and get on with my life again. However, the probability that it will happen is rather low judging from my blogging frequency nowadays. Have not been blogging for more than one month and nearing to two. Actually, time flies when I am studying. Although I have not been studying much or doing anything at all, all the lectures and all has been taking up my time. Slacking seems to be a luxury now and seriously looking forward to my holidays now. Haha….. the thought of it really makes me smile. Not really sure why but then again, I will have to mug for now. But the energy is still not coming out. hopefully, I will be able to pull through. For now, I will have to conserve my time to sleep and sleep. See you after the exams. :D
Cheers!
Cheers!
September 22, 2004
titleless 2
today, i am in the mood to blog again due to the slacking period that i want to experience during the night. it has been rather long since i blog. i know that i have been very lazy this period of time and that i have depression lately. it seems that i have got better. afterall, why be depressed? it's pointless and stupid. i have been trying to study this term break but apparently to no avial. i am too lazy to think about other stuffs and all. too much congestion of stuffs that nearly made my mind break.
i am glad that i am still surviving until now. although i may be experiencing the panda age now. i have get to know more people at least. feel that i dont open up usually. not sure why. i am trying to be sociable when i am not. some people say that blog is crap but who cares? i like it as this is where i consolidate all my thoughts. let me have a period of time dedicated to myself. not that i don't like my room mate but i would like some time for myself. it's just a paradox. i like to socialise yet i want to be alone at the same time. how many people actually feel this way too?
for today, i was packing my stuffs. with all the papers flying all around, i am getting irritated by the untidiness that i have now. actually lost two of my precious notes. wonder where have i put them. really wondering. not to forget, anybody has a good tape recorder to lend me? i desperately need one now as i will be skipping one week of my school and imagine the amount of things that i will miss during the one week. if anybody is willing to help me, please message me or just sms me? i will really appreciate it!!!! please, somebody!!! haha..... i am getting kind of crazy and hyper now.
oh ya.... something that i realised about myself lately. i don't usually give facial expressions even when i am happy or smsing or just messaging people as everybody around me tells me that i look damn serious when i am sending a sms and i can be damn dull looking when i am laughing in msn. i am really laughing and it's just that i am too lazy to show it on my face. people who talk to me personally will think that i am very dull as i have no facial expressions. haha.... think that is the reason why i am so solitary even when i want to socialise.
something to ponder upon today. i will be writing tomorrow again in my laptop and hopefully, i will be able to post it asap. :D
i am glad that i am still surviving until now. although i may be experiencing the panda age now. i have get to know more people at least. feel that i dont open up usually. not sure why. i am trying to be sociable when i am not. some people say that blog is crap but who cares? i like it as this is where i consolidate all my thoughts. let me have a period of time dedicated to myself. not that i don't like my room mate but i would like some time for myself. it's just a paradox. i like to socialise yet i want to be alone at the same time. how many people actually feel this way too?
for today, i was packing my stuffs. with all the papers flying all around, i am getting irritated by the untidiness that i have now. actually lost two of my precious notes. wonder where have i put them. really wondering. not to forget, anybody has a good tape recorder to lend me? i desperately need one now as i will be skipping one week of my school and imagine the amount of things that i will miss during the one week. if anybody is willing to help me, please message me or just sms me? i will really appreciate it!!!! please, somebody!!! haha..... i am getting kind of crazy and hyper now.
oh ya.... something that i realised about myself lately. i don't usually give facial expressions even when i am happy or smsing or just messaging people as everybody around me tells me that i look damn serious when i am sending a sms and i can be damn dull looking when i am laughing in msn. i am really laughing and it's just that i am too lazy to show it on my face. people who talk to me personally will think that i am very dull as i have no facial expressions. haha.... think that is the reason why i am so solitary even when i want to socialise.
something to ponder upon today. i will be writing tomorrow again in my laptop and hopefully, i will be able to post it asap. :D
September 10, 2004
titleless
Decided to write a blog today because firstly, I do not have lab sessions at all and I really need to do something other then study. What have I to write? Nothing basically. I don’t have a very flourish life like other people. Oh… I suddenly remembered that I went for supper last night at fong seng at last. Was thinking when will I ever get a chance to go eat. Apparently it happened last night. Yea… my hall friends and I went to eat not the famous cheese prata, but the burger shop beside. It looks appealing actually as I didn’t eat it anyway. Wasn’t in the good mood to eat anything at that point of time. As a Aquarian, I needed space for myself which apparently my friends don’t realize and keep asking me why am I stoning, am I tired and that kind of things. Although I kept assuring them I am alright, they kept asking me and i…. hmm… (do not wish to elaborate more. haha... )
Time is just insufficient for me, people complaining that I wasn’t taking out time for them. What do you want me to do? Quit university and stay at home is it?!??!?! really hope that they understand that I have no life currently. Trying my very best to balance all my stuffs out. Trying to study in a rather unconducive (I know it’s wrong but…) environment. Suddenly realized that it really takes self-discipline to excel. I may want to make this blog private again. It’s so damn sad when I can’t get to say what I want to say. Haha…. Thinking of going to beach tonight but nobody is apparently accompanying me which is kind of scary. Wonder what I should do today. Commit suicide? Go and shop? Or just stone the whole damn day? Actually, stoning is really insufficient for me and with people pissed off with me. maybe i should have other plans
(as again, I am not going to really do what I stated in the above so don’t worry)
Cheers
Time is just insufficient for me, people complaining that I wasn’t taking out time for them. What do you want me to do? Quit university and stay at home is it?!??!?! really hope that they understand that I have no life currently. Trying my very best to balance all my stuffs out. Trying to study in a rather unconducive (I know it’s wrong but…) environment. Suddenly realized that it really takes self-discipline to excel. I may want to make this blog private again. It’s so damn sad when I can’t get to say what I want to say. Haha…. Thinking of going to beach tonight but nobody is apparently accompanying me which is kind of scary. Wonder what I should do today. Commit suicide? Go and shop? Or just stone the whole damn day? Actually, stoning is really insufficient for me and with people pissed off with me. maybe i should have other plans
(as again, I am not going to really do what I stated in the above so don’t worry)
Cheers
August 26, 2004
Tired
I’m actually getting more adapted to my university life now. Making new friends and getting better at the pace of the studies. I am actually quite ashamed that I haven’t been revising my work and I’m actually trying very hard to do the revision now. I’m actually thinking that I would bring my laptop home this weekend to do some work. I’m actually trying to read my philosophy papers now but it seems that I’m feeling rather down. With all the workload I’m facing and the pressure to make new friends increase, my support has seemingly stopped to. Now, I know that small little things in conversation really matters. I’m really not good at speaking and have offended many people in a way. Maybe I should just shut up and keep myself in a room. My intended life is kind of in a haywire and I’m really not sure how long will I be able to hold on. The purpose of me writing this and not doing my work is rather obvious. I have been fighting the depression now and actually tried to deny it but now I am tired of it. I’m tired of trying to do all the stuffs at one go. I’m tired. Really tired….
I know what I have written seems like signs that I’m gonna give up and all. Actually, I just need a place to let out all my frustration. I know in my heart where I will go. Sometimes, I need space to breathe, need time to think and need time to be myself. Can’t really understand why I am in this state. Friends, don’t worry, I just need to breathe the fresh air that once were and get on with my life.
Cheers
I know what I have written seems like signs that I’m gonna give up and all. Actually, I just need a place to let out all my frustration. I know in my heart where I will go. Sometimes, I need space to breathe, need time to think and need time to be myself. Can’t really understand why I am in this state. Friends, don’t worry, I just need to breathe the fresh air that once were and get on with my life.
Cheers
August 16, 2004
beginning of uni life
life have been quite hard for me actually. i had another entry in my laptop which is currently situated in the computer centre and i am dire to get it back as i really do not want to rely on the computer in the library whereby there will be a situation where people who be staring at me like a hawk which is kind of irritating. less on that for now.
i am quite down on luck this few weeks but the situation has started to take a better light now. i am happy with my modules although it constitutes part of the down on luck part. Things has passed and I'm really glad that i am able to get 5 modules this sem. i really do not want to stress myself up too much as i am having a hard time adapting to the hostel life mainly due to the fact that i wasn't able to join the hall orientation and not able to find many friends in a sense. Sudden sadness also overwhelmed me when i was sitting alone in the small room of mine. sorry, but i was really homesick last week. actually this is part of my plan of getting into university life where i will learn my independance and stuffs like that. Maybe you would think i must be crazy torturing myself for doing things that are not neccessary. however, i beg to differ as i view that i should be more independant rather than always depending on my parents everytime. if i am going to do it in one go in my career, i will probably die. i am already dying here so please help. really glad that i have a support that i duly hold on to. independance is a hard thing for me put nevermind, i will get through it eventually.
i will stop here for a while as i need to register for my tutorial time slots. heehee.... i will be updating as soon as i get hold of my laptop.
Cheers!
i am quite down on luck this few weeks but the situation has started to take a better light now. i am happy with my modules although it constitutes part of the down on luck part. Things has passed and I'm really glad that i am able to get 5 modules this sem. i really do not want to stress myself up too much as i am having a hard time adapting to the hostel life mainly due to the fact that i wasn't able to join the hall orientation and not able to find many friends in a sense. Sudden sadness also overwhelmed me when i was sitting alone in the small room of mine. sorry, but i was really homesick last week. actually this is part of my plan of getting into university life where i will learn my independance and stuffs like that. Maybe you would think i must be crazy torturing myself for doing things that are not neccessary. however, i beg to differ as i view that i should be more independant rather than always depending on my parents everytime. if i am going to do it in one go in my career, i will probably die. i am already dying here so please help. really glad that i have a support that i duly hold on to. independance is a hard thing for me put nevermind, i will get through it eventually.
i will stop here for a while as i need to register for my tutorial time slots. heehee.... i will be updating as soon as i get hold of my laptop.
Cheers!
July 22, 2004
driving + akido
After some time, I realized that I should keep track of what I do during my driving lessons so as to learn from the mistakes and not make it the next time. Just went for my beloved driving lessons and it’s quite smooth except the fact the I stopped after the white line into a yellow box when the light turns yellow. I’m not sure why did I do that, maybe it’s due to the fact that I misjudged the location of the white line as it is a T junction and the white line a far behind. My instructor also reprimanded me for not letting go of the accelerator when I’m changing gear and lastly, he said my U turning is not the perfect state. As you can see, I’m still not a safe driver but I’m enjoying my driving lessons. Sometimes I wonder whether I should go to the arcade to race some cars. Just for fun as driving on the road seems too serious some times and I need to put in 100% of concentration, tiring me out.
Went for a session of akido where I’m just there to look and observe. Have been wondering whether I should join this martial arts where attack is not even important. There are actually 3 groups training but I figured out that I should look at the most elementary as the others are too complicating for my eyes. I was concentrating but the energy that is left in me is just too low for me to see the smooth movements executed. Thus there’s this couple that just joined the group and are starting to learn to rolling forward and backward. Seems easy when the sensei(teacher) executed the move but when the students tried to roll, you can see them rolling all over the place. Then the sensei told them, “focus your eyes towards the front because when you do so, you will be able to move in a straight line.” Of course the students followed the instructions and they stopped rolling all over the place which is kind of miraculous. Thus I was thinking, “when you are focus at one point, you should be able to achieve it in the end.” Therefore it led me to the philosophy of life one way or the other.
Next came the rolling backward movement, the sensei explained the positioning of the body and executed it in a slow motion. The students followed and the male student made it. However, the female student just can’t roll over even after a few tries. The male student was rolling in a straight line through the mat and seems happy with his capability to roll backwards whereby the female student is still struggling. After a while, the sensei came over and demonstrated how to do it again and pointed out that the female student is not focusing enough. Maybe I should explain why. To execute this move, the person has to tilt her head opposite to the shoulder that’s going to touch the ground first thus not spraining her head in the process and using her leg to push herself so as to create a momentum. However, when the female is executing the movement, her head turned to the back (maybe it’s out of fear) and the result is failure. I think that many people will also do the some thing as the female including me as I fear that I would sprain my back and wanted to ensure everything is well in the process(if I have done so) and it seems hard to actually push her leg given the position they are in at that point of time. The female got frustrated and kind of give up and the male partner came out and helped her by explaining the whole process again. It actually helped her and she succeeded once. I also felt happy for her as I can see she’s trying very hard. Thus they went on with the next movement.
The next movement is the “walking on knees movement”. Due to the fact that I don’t know Japanese, thus the name sounds a bit weird. Haha…. so the sensei go on explaining how to do it and the students also done it in a relatively short period of time. I heard that it is easy to execute the movement when going forward but not when you want to move in different directions. But the sensei did it like it seems like nothing. I believe that’s why he’s the sensei. Haha…. it went on to positioning of the standing posture and grabbing the opponents hand with one movement. It’s relatively easy and they were practicing it until the end of the lesson. For the other groups, they are practicing the same movement for two whole hours. In spite of that, I still don’t really know what are they doing. Was concentrating on the elementary class as you can see. So yea, that’s all for the 2 hours I spent there watching.
At that point, I was thinking that I am definitely going to take a long time to learn as I have to admit that I am a slow learner and therefore the sensei will be crying trying to teach me. I’m really not confident after seeing the many details that I required executing a move. Although I was told that it’s a matter of practice, I’m going to be totally dead but I guess it’s good when you want to train your focusing and be a more gracious person towards the society. so I will continue pondering about whether I want to join. Should I become a gracious being on earth?
There’s a lot of details that I have not specified as I am feeling a little groggy due to the draining of energy when I was concentrating on my driving and it’s also partially due to the fact that I’m lazy.
Going to take a nap soon.
Cheers!
Went for a session of akido where I’m just there to look and observe. Have been wondering whether I should join this martial arts where attack is not even important. There are actually 3 groups training but I figured out that I should look at the most elementary as the others are too complicating for my eyes. I was concentrating but the energy that is left in me is just too low for me to see the smooth movements executed. Thus there’s this couple that just joined the group and are starting to learn to rolling forward and backward. Seems easy when the sensei(teacher) executed the move but when the students tried to roll, you can see them rolling all over the place. Then the sensei told them, “focus your eyes towards the front because when you do so, you will be able to move in a straight line.” Of course the students followed the instructions and they stopped rolling all over the place which is kind of miraculous. Thus I was thinking, “when you are focus at one point, you should be able to achieve it in the end.” Therefore it led me to the philosophy of life one way or the other.
Next came the rolling backward movement, the sensei explained the positioning of the body and executed it in a slow motion. The students followed and the male student made it. However, the female student just can’t roll over even after a few tries. The male student was rolling in a straight line through the mat and seems happy with his capability to roll backwards whereby the female student is still struggling. After a while, the sensei came over and demonstrated how to do it again and pointed out that the female student is not focusing enough. Maybe I should explain why. To execute this move, the person has to tilt her head opposite to the shoulder that’s going to touch the ground first thus not spraining her head in the process and using her leg to push herself so as to create a momentum. However, when the female is executing the movement, her head turned to the back (maybe it’s out of fear) and the result is failure. I think that many people will also do the some thing as the female including me as I fear that I would sprain my back and wanted to ensure everything is well in the process(if I have done so) and it seems hard to actually push her leg given the position they are in at that point of time. The female got frustrated and kind of give up and the male partner came out and helped her by explaining the whole process again. It actually helped her and she succeeded once. I also felt happy for her as I can see she’s trying very hard. Thus they went on with the next movement.
The next movement is the “walking on knees movement”. Due to the fact that I don’t know Japanese, thus the name sounds a bit weird. Haha…. so the sensei go on explaining how to do it and the students also done it in a relatively short period of time. I heard that it is easy to execute the movement when going forward but not when you want to move in different directions. But the sensei did it like it seems like nothing. I believe that’s why he’s the sensei. Haha…. it went on to positioning of the standing posture and grabbing the opponents hand with one movement. It’s relatively easy and they were practicing it until the end of the lesson. For the other groups, they are practicing the same movement for two whole hours. In spite of that, I still don’t really know what are they doing. Was concentrating on the elementary class as you can see. So yea, that’s all for the 2 hours I spent there watching.
At that point, I was thinking that I am definitely going to take a long time to learn as I have to admit that I am a slow learner and therefore the sensei will be crying trying to teach me. I’m really not confident after seeing the many details that I required executing a move. Although I was told that it’s a matter of practice, I’m going to be totally dead but I guess it’s good when you want to train your focusing and be a more gracious person towards the society. so I will continue pondering about whether I want to join. Should I become a gracious being on earth?
There’s a lot of details that I have not specified as I am feeling a little groggy due to the draining of energy when I was concentrating on my driving and it’s also partially due to the fact that I’m lazy.
Going to take a nap soon.
Cheers!
July 20, 2004
sO lOnG~~
Haven’t been blogging for quite a while, due to many things that have happened in my life. Having performances, buying clothes, bags, shoes and hopefully a new wallet too and excited about going to school to know new friends and activity partners. I’m not sure about other people who are going into university but it seems that I am not the least frightened, I’m looking forward to it totally. YEAH!!!!
Maybe people will start to worry about getting used to the new environment and the unknown future that beholds. With my understanding of myself, I should get used relatively fast and I don’t really bother about the future. Now you know the Samantha who is writing this blog. I’m kind of in a hyper mood, though I’m not sure why is that so. Maybe too much childhood memories have overwhelmed me yesterday.
I have been getting frustrated with my handphone recently because apparently, there is a problem with the LCD where lines start to appear and making a square out of them. Initially, I wasn’t frustrated due to the fact that the phone is under a year’s of warranty and the all repairs should be free. But when I took the warranty card out and read through the details, there is portion that wrote that I need to mail back within seven days of purchasing of the phone or the warranty will be nulled. Due to the fact that I have been living in Singapore, the nanny state, for far too long , I only learnt how to obey rules. I went to a state where my mind is unstable and if I have hurt anybody in the process, I would like to apologise. Have been worrying about the warranty even when I was in front of the service counter on sunday. I just told the service officer that I have this problem where the LCD have lines appearing on it and showed my phone to him. He just took a look at my phone and asked me for the warranty card. My mind was starting to make preparation for an argument where the company that I bought the phone from did not tell me about mailing the warranty card(which is true).
However, the person didn’t look up at all, he just wrote the problem and the details and asked me to sign thereafter. I was kind of in shock because everything was going on fine and he didn’t even start an argument. All the worry that I have been suffering through was all for nothing. That seems to be one of my shortcomings, becoming frustrated over nothing. Sometimes, I really want to laugh about my stupidity over certain things. Maybe that’s how all of us grow out of ourselves, finding how stupid we have been through the years. I’m not surprised with people who don’t because they chose to remain at a certain stage of their life. Are the afraid to take up new challenges or they just want to hold on to what they have, afraid that they will one day forget how they have lived when they are younger.
Let’s put it this way, when we are young and demanded stuffs like cd player that seemingly are cheaper to those of other brands, thus many of us begged our parents and get angry with them when we can’t have it as our birthday present. Some people bear a grudge over this matter and claimed that their parents don’t love them I’m guilty of this too. haha…. I’m always not contented with things that I have until I lost them and I will start to regret. As I grow older, I learn to appreciate things that may seem small. Something that I’m really glad that I’ve overcome partially now although there are still times where such urges do come back. (I’m contented with my phone. :D)
Maybe that’s why the Nigerians are the happiest people on earth. (if you don’t have an idea why I brought the Nigerians in, you should read the Straits Times today) with no material needs, they just need to have a home and food to eat, nothing else matter anymore. Maybe I should also seek this path of life, which is an ideal. I just can’t bear to let go of my computer and handphone and things that have integrated into our life. that’s why it’s best to start with nothing because you no longer yearn it and have an environment where having the latest products does not matter at all.
Okay, there’s one phenomenon that I noticed when was standing at the mrt platform. Females at the platform will always glance at the glass panels when they are walking or standing in front of the platform. I’m not too sure about the reason why? Admiring their beautiful builds? Anybody care to enlighten me so as to why they do that? Maybe I will explore this area in later issues. Haha…
Cheers!
Maybe people will start to worry about getting used to the new environment and the unknown future that beholds. With my understanding of myself, I should get used relatively fast and I don’t really bother about the future. Now you know the Samantha who is writing this blog. I’m kind of in a hyper mood, though I’m not sure why is that so. Maybe too much childhood memories have overwhelmed me yesterday.
I have been getting frustrated with my handphone recently because apparently, there is a problem with the LCD where lines start to appear and making a square out of them. Initially, I wasn’t frustrated due to the fact that the phone is under a year’s of warranty and the all repairs should be free. But when I took the warranty card out and read through the details, there is portion that wrote that I need to mail back within seven days of purchasing of the phone or the warranty will be nulled. Due to the fact that I have been living in Singapore, the nanny state, for far too long , I only learnt how to obey rules. I went to a state where my mind is unstable and if I have hurt anybody in the process, I would like to apologise. Have been worrying about the warranty even when I was in front of the service counter on sunday. I just told the service officer that I have this problem where the LCD have lines appearing on it and showed my phone to him. He just took a look at my phone and asked me for the warranty card. My mind was starting to make preparation for an argument where the company that I bought the phone from did not tell me about mailing the warranty card(which is true).
However, the person didn’t look up at all, he just wrote the problem and the details and asked me to sign thereafter. I was kind of in shock because everything was going on fine and he didn’t even start an argument. All the worry that I have been suffering through was all for nothing. That seems to be one of my shortcomings, becoming frustrated over nothing. Sometimes, I really want to laugh about my stupidity over certain things. Maybe that’s how all of us grow out of ourselves, finding how stupid we have been through the years. I’m not surprised with people who don’t because they chose to remain at a certain stage of their life. Are the afraid to take up new challenges or they just want to hold on to what they have, afraid that they will one day forget how they have lived when they are younger.
Let’s put it this way, when we are young and demanded stuffs like cd player that seemingly are cheaper to those of other brands, thus many of us begged our parents and get angry with them when we can’t have it as our birthday present. Some people bear a grudge over this matter and claimed that their parents don’t love them I’m guilty of this too. haha…. I’m always not contented with things that I have until I lost them and I will start to regret. As I grow older, I learn to appreciate things that may seem small. Something that I’m really glad that I’ve overcome partially now although there are still times where such urges do come back. (I’m contented with my phone. :D)
Maybe that’s why the Nigerians are the happiest people on earth. (if you don’t have an idea why I brought the Nigerians in, you should read the Straits Times today) with no material needs, they just need to have a home and food to eat, nothing else matter anymore. Maybe I should also seek this path of life, which is an ideal. I just can’t bear to let go of my computer and handphone and things that have integrated into our life. that’s why it’s best to start with nothing because you no longer yearn it and have an environment where having the latest products does not matter at all.
Okay, there’s one phenomenon that I noticed when was standing at the mrt platform. Females at the platform will always glance at the glass panels when they are walking or standing in front of the platform. I’m not too sure about the reason why? Admiring their beautiful builds? Anybody care to enlighten me so as to why they do that? Maybe I will explore this area in later issues. Haha…
Cheers!
July 01, 2004
maSs bLaCkoUt
After quite a long while, I’m back from my beloved blog. For today’s entry, I’m not sure whether I want to go in depth so let’s see how much my stamina can go after a day’s of walking in NUS and shopping malls yesterday, the fact that I slept at 330h, woke up at 0800h for a one and a half hour of driving lessons and just reached home. I’m deprived form strength and sleep thus my mental state seems a little groggy. I think I’m sounding very singlish for the above statement, I shall edit when my state of mind is clearer and if I remember that I wanted to edit. :P
If you are living in Singapore, I guess the most significant that happened to the country should be the blackout that happened two days ago. Before the actual blackout, I was talking on the phone and suddenly the lights went out. My first weird reaction was to look out of the window to see whether the other flats have blacked out too. I shall justify as why my reaction was as above. Actually, in Singapore, I have never seen a “mass blackout” and was always interested to see how it will turn out to be and whala… my dream came true this very day. however, the lobby of condominium opposite my house was on and I was saddened by the fact that I can’t see the pitch dark Singapore. I would say I was pretty excited that the streetlights and traffic lights of gone as well and I was kind of hoping some car will crash. Yes, I’m quite sadist if you don’t know me just yet. Therefore, I was running around, admiring the nearly pitched dark Singapore. I know I’m too old for this but it was like MASS BLACKOUT! Sorry readers, I’m emphasizing too much on the mass blackout but it’s really a MASS BLACKOUT. Oh my god, here I go again.
Guess what I saw as I was looking out of the window? Personally, I feel it’s quite crazy as people are actually taking photos. Taking photos??!!!! People, we are deprived of blackouts that people has to take photos to leave it as a memoir. There are also people playing with torches which are kind of expected because citizens of Singapore are deprived of blackouts. But the most hilarious thing that I saw is that people are playing with stick fireworks or whatever that is called. I was like ?!!?!?!? Are they expecting the blackout and have prepared stick fireworks to play with? Something that I don’t intend and bother to find out either. Later my friends started to message me about their homes have blacked out too and I started hoping that the whole of Singapore are blacked out but my disappointment came when my aunt told us that yishun is perfectly alright and there goes my hope too. (sadist mind at work)
I also found out something, we can’t use our handphones to call but we can message. something that buffled me as I always thought that there’s no difference in messaging and calling. Thus I found out that they are under different system and I guess I may find out further of how it works in the future. If readers have any information on this, please drop a note or comment for me, I’m interested to know.
As time drag by, I started to get tired of this whole thing, I can’t bath without lights, my beloved computer is off, there’s no fan to regulate the house and I have to light candles which made me perspire. Some people may think why we used the candles instead of torches. Actually, it’s better to use candle because it lights up the whole place while torches can only shine on a particular area so we can’t see everything in one glance. Maybe that’s my logic so if you beg to differ, it’s perfectly alright with me. haha…. after two long hours at midnight, my area finally lit up. Oh heavens, that is actually kind of great because I can serve the net(most importantly), bath, brush my teeth and sleep. Some people cheered and there’s no accident at the cross junction within my sight. Sobs. :P I’m summarizing because I’m in desperate need of a nap as I’m deprived of sleep. Maybe I will add another entry tonight or in the near future.
Also I would like to thank people from project arts as they brought us around NUS and recommended yong tau foo from arts canteen. It’s yummy and I’m looking forward to university life and hopefully, I can join the camp too!! Really want to join as I feel you guys are really great and helpful. Sorry about my crappy mouth yesterday, I think I talk too much. (something I’m surprised of because I thought I would be quiet little girl hiding at one corner) I feel like vomiting out of a sudden, I wonder why? Haha…. I’m really deeply touched by yu fen’s attempt to make the pancake and it’s a success! Wha…. I’m actually surprised and touched! (see, I repeated touched) also met serene and cherlyn from my secondary school, I’m quite shocked and glad! Hope to get connected to you girls and I’m desperately thinking of getting a shoutbox! It’s easier for my crapping session that’s on for 24 hours.
P/s: I’m not using proper English today so look out for other issues if you want to see my “more” decent English as my brain is not working properly today.
Cheers!
If you are living in Singapore, I guess the most significant that happened to the country should be the blackout that happened two days ago. Before the actual blackout, I was talking on the phone and suddenly the lights went out. My first weird reaction was to look out of the window to see whether the other flats have blacked out too. I shall justify as why my reaction was as above. Actually, in Singapore, I have never seen a “mass blackout” and was always interested to see how it will turn out to be and whala… my dream came true this very day. however, the lobby of condominium opposite my house was on and I was saddened by the fact that I can’t see the pitch dark Singapore. I would say I was pretty excited that the streetlights and traffic lights of gone as well and I was kind of hoping some car will crash. Yes, I’m quite sadist if you don’t know me just yet. Therefore, I was running around, admiring the nearly pitched dark Singapore. I know I’m too old for this but it was like MASS BLACKOUT! Sorry readers, I’m emphasizing too much on the mass blackout but it’s really a MASS BLACKOUT. Oh my god, here I go again.
Guess what I saw as I was looking out of the window? Personally, I feel it’s quite crazy as people are actually taking photos. Taking photos??!!!! People, we are deprived of blackouts that people has to take photos to leave it as a memoir. There are also people playing with torches which are kind of expected because citizens of Singapore are deprived of blackouts. But the most hilarious thing that I saw is that people are playing with stick fireworks or whatever that is called. I was like ?!!?!?!? Are they expecting the blackout and have prepared stick fireworks to play with? Something that I don’t intend and bother to find out either. Later my friends started to message me about their homes have blacked out too and I started hoping that the whole of Singapore are blacked out but my disappointment came when my aunt told us that yishun is perfectly alright and there goes my hope too. (sadist mind at work)
I also found out something, we can’t use our handphones to call but we can message. something that buffled me as I always thought that there’s no difference in messaging and calling. Thus I found out that they are under different system and I guess I may find out further of how it works in the future. If readers have any information on this, please drop a note or comment for me, I’m interested to know.
As time drag by, I started to get tired of this whole thing, I can’t bath without lights, my beloved computer is off, there’s no fan to regulate the house and I have to light candles which made me perspire. Some people may think why we used the candles instead of torches. Actually, it’s better to use candle because it lights up the whole place while torches can only shine on a particular area so we can’t see everything in one glance. Maybe that’s my logic so if you beg to differ, it’s perfectly alright with me. haha…. after two long hours at midnight, my area finally lit up. Oh heavens, that is actually kind of great because I can serve the net(most importantly), bath, brush my teeth and sleep. Some people cheered and there’s no accident at the cross junction within my sight. Sobs. :P I’m summarizing because I’m in desperate need of a nap as I’m deprived of sleep. Maybe I will add another entry tonight or in the near future.
Also I would like to thank people from project arts as they brought us around NUS and recommended yong tau foo from arts canteen. It’s yummy and I’m looking forward to university life and hopefully, I can join the camp too!! Really want to join as I feel you guys are really great and helpful. Sorry about my crappy mouth yesterday, I think I talk too much. (something I’m surprised of because I thought I would be quiet little girl hiding at one corner) I feel like vomiting out of a sudden, I wonder why? Haha…. I’m really deeply touched by yu fen’s attempt to make the pancake and it’s a success! Wha…. I’m actually surprised and touched! (see, I repeated touched) also met serene and cherlyn from my secondary school, I’m quite shocked and glad! Hope to get connected to you girls and I’m desperately thinking of getting a shoutbox! It’s easier for my crapping session that’s on for 24 hours.
P/s: I’m not using proper English today so look out for other issues if you want to see my “more” decent English as my brain is not working properly today.
Cheers!
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