July 12, 2005
microsoft excel
i realised that in excel, we can change the help character from that irritating clip to a CAT!!! haha... so i went to change it. there's even a dog character. hahaz.... my passion for cats never dies!!
July 11, 2005
kind of a bad day
today woke up late and was in a bad mood today cause i hate to be late so i was throwing temper at home. missed the cheesecake in my house and went to buy breadtalk instead and realising that their tea is getting thinner and thinner. sadness prevail..... but to think that being late is not bad enough, the screw of my spectacles dropped out and miraculously disappeared. therefore i have to go to an optician to fix it. it cost be 2 bucks to fix that screw back and i have to wait for like half an hour before the person comes and help me fix my specs and the fixing takes another half. my 7 bucks are gone like that plus the 2 bucks flown away.
when the optician handed back my specs, it was super bend. super..... the optician was like asking me "is this specs for you?" i was also stunned by the way my specs were bend. you should have seen the guy's face since i think he was rather shock that a girl (me!!) can make her specs bend till the extreme. later, he asked me whether i wanted to bend it back. then i replied "try ba" then he even ask me how long was the specs with me and that he was worried that the specs might just give way. HOWEVER, i can't wear that specs without fixing it. it was way to bend. hahaz...
while i was waiting for him to fix my specs, a customer came in and ask about the transitions specs. heehee.... i wanted to buy transitions specs too (those u see on train where the specs will turn into shades when the place is cool) so i was looking at the lens. it took like 5 mins to make it transparent when the woman told me it took only a minute or two. despite that, i still want to get that pair of specs since it is really cool and i wan to make the nerdy kind of specs.
cost of lens: 195 for a pair
it was sort of expected thus i really want to make it. i am still struggling with whether i should make contact lens or make specs.
when i get back home, i realised that my house was nearly burnt down by my neighbour who is living below us. according to my mum, smoke is coming from two different windows which is rather far apart so you can imagine the damage in the house. we were still thinking why did it happen. btw, we are ready to suan that neighbour since she likes to complain and whine so much, we shall do it to her as well.
when the optician handed back my specs, it was super bend. super..... the optician was like asking me "is this specs for you?" i was also stunned by the way my specs were bend. you should have seen the guy's face since i think he was rather shock that a girl (me!!) can make her specs bend till the extreme. later, he asked me whether i wanted to bend it back. then i replied "try ba" then he even ask me how long was the specs with me and that he was worried that the specs might just give way. HOWEVER, i can't wear that specs without fixing it. it was way to bend. hahaz...
while i was waiting for him to fix my specs, a customer came in and ask about the transitions specs. heehee.... i wanted to buy transitions specs too (those u see on train where the specs will turn into shades when the place is cool) so i was looking at the lens. it took like 5 mins to make it transparent when the woman told me it took only a minute or two. despite that, i still want to get that pair of specs since it is really cool and i wan to make the nerdy kind of specs.
cost of lens: 195 for a pair
it was sort of expected thus i really want to make it. i am still struggling with whether i should make contact lens or make specs.
when i get back home, i realised that my house was nearly burnt down by my neighbour who is living below us. according to my mum, smoke is coming from two different windows which is rather far apart so you can imagine the damage in the house. we were still thinking why did it happen. btw, we are ready to suan that neighbour since she likes to complain and whine so much, we shall do it to her as well.
July 05, 2005
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. |
| With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. |
| You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. |
| You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. |
1) my boy already very relaxed.
2) i dun spend with whatever i have.
3) i dun have any rs to maintain. hahaz....
4) hidden side?! i was thinking of the dark side
5) i am a wood, how to think? i dun need to be liked. i just dun wished to be hated
6) huh? ask friends to get a romantic partner?
Conclusion: this is crap!!! everything about the result is crap..... this is so so so wrong
acting busy is tough~~~
i was suppose to be busy or act busy but i don't know how and my boss is behind me, how to act?
really makes me wonder..... jialat..... haiz.... nothing to do... omg.... somebody please tell me how to act busy without my boss finding out that i was just acting. i think i am really jialat... dun even know what to do with my free time. i can't read and do nothing (according to my boy) and he is also very free... BUT, he can walk around and act busy while i, who don't have to walk about and cannot too, have to sit here and surf net. acting busy is tough when my com is facing my boss.
and there was this colleague who was explaining what he was doing and i, being as stupid as ever, can't really figure what he is really trying to say. i think is just some kind of brief explanation and i was nodding and nodding (must act abit clever or else next time cannot work here liaos) but in the end, he needed to wait for the report to come before letting me do anything. i think he is really nice since he understands i am not a marketing student and he wasn't either and start to tell me what the terms meant. hope i get some of these into my head...
although i am not busy, i still like it here. nobody cares about nobody and i won't rush like hell (except i was doing some pasting stuffs and was busy for the whole morning right from the time i stepped in) and my boss told me to have a long break!!! hahaz... where to find such a good boss... you tell me la! oh ya.. went to eat gelare and it was like centuries when i have a proper waffle. (the last time i ever ate one is when i was primary school at a&w and that was before it closed down the first time) i had runaway strawberry (some funny that i don't understand why the first term is in it) and lydia had soy chocolate (suppose to be more healthy by replacing milk with soy) i think hers was not bad while mine was abit normal, nothing special.
really makes me wonder..... jialat..... haiz.... nothing to do... omg.... somebody please tell me how to act busy without my boss finding out that i was just acting. i think i am really jialat... dun even know what to do with my free time. i can't read and do nothing (according to my boy) and he is also very free... BUT, he can walk around and act busy while i, who don't have to walk about and cannot too, have to sit here and surf net. acting busy is tough when my com is facing my boss.
and there was this colleague who was explaining what he was doing and i, being as stupid as ever, can't really figure what he is really trying to say. i think is just some kind of brief explanation and i was nodding and nodding (must act abit clever or else next time cannot work here liaos) but in the end, he needed to wait for the report to come before letting me do anything. i think he is really nice since he understands i am not a marketing student and he wasn't either and start to tell me what the terms meant. hope i get some of these into my head...
although i am not busy, i still like it here. nobody cares about nobody and i won't rush like hell (except i was doing some pasting stuffs and was busy for the whole morning right from the time i stepped in) and my boss told me to have a long break!!! hahaz... where to find such a good boss... you tell me la! oh ya.. went to eat gelare and it was like centuries when i have a proper waffle. (the last time i ever ate one is when i was primary school at a&w and that was before it closed down the first time) i had runaway strawberry (some funny that i don't understand why the first term is in it) and lydia had soy chocolate (suppose to be more healthy by replacing milk with soy) i think hers was not bad while mine was abit normal, nothing special.
July 04, 2005
some test.
You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
~extra understanding? what does that even mean? i am actually erm... quite happy with my current state
You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.
~extrovert is one thing that will never be able to describe me. hahaz.... anyone can second that? outgoing? i am trying to do that. frivolous? what?! i am not meant to be taken seriously!!!! how can like that? but i feel the in control part is quite true since i really will lose my patience when things aren't going my way
All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favorite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.
~so sad man!!! cannot change. jialat man.... and for the physical activities... i am quite sad cause i strained my nerves over a badminton session. should start exercising.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
~i agree with this!! i really wanna exp life in different aspects but is it possible to be done?
You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
~yea... i am peace loving and i really hate criticism... besides, who like criticism? this result is siao... but i would get pretty upset if it has got to do with my weight. can anyone tell me what is personable charm?
ps: my boss is really good to me... i love her!!! she gives 3-4 breaks per day!!
~extra understanding? what does that even mean? i am actually erm... quite happy with my current state
You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.
~extrovert is one thing that will never be able to describe me. hahaz.... anyone can second that? outgoing? i am trying to do that. frivolous? what?! i am not meant to be taken seriously!!!! how can like that? but i feel the in control part is quite true since i really will lose my patience when things aren't going my way
All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favorite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.
~so sad man!!! cannot change. jialat man.... and for the physical activities... i am quite sad cause i strained my nerves over a badminton session. should start exercising.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
~i agree with this!! i really wanna exp life in different aspects but is it possible to be done?
You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
~yea... i am peace loving and i really hate criticism... besides, who like criticism? this result is siao... but i would get pretty upset if it has got to do with my weight. can anyone tell me what is personable charm?
ps: my boss is really good to me... i love her!!! she gives 3-4 breaks per day!!
i'm feeling crappy
i am having a break now and i am controlling my urge to do cross stitch in the office!! i am all crazy over the cross stitch thingy since i am going to finish it real soon.... i only left the flowers and leaves!! can't believe i actually did so much in such a short period. really looking forward to finishing it and show my masterpiece to the whole wide world (www. in short form) hahaz... it's my 1st piece of cross stitch and i really have pride in it.
since my boss lets me have a break, i will start reading my sword of truth!! hahaz... i am a sword of truth freak! anyone who likes magic can read this~~~ i am so so so into it!
since my boss lets me have a break, i will start reading my sword of truth!! hahaz... i am a sword of truth freak! anyone who likes magic can read this~~~ i am so so so into it!
July 03, 2005
cross stitch
i am too obsessed with cross stitch that i did it from 2200+ till 430 last night. hahaz... i shall upload the photo one of these days.... (it cost 60 cents to send one... that's why i am hesitating)
July 02, 2005
Custom made for me
just wanted to write about the new blog layout... i think it is great!!! and it suits me so much, it's like custom made for me!!! :D
do comment what do you think about the layout. for example, font of the words are too small and you are suffering from squinting your eyes trying to see it. i can change it!! (i changed the blog entries font, if not, it will be the same font size as the right hand side.)
i have been choosing the blog layouts the whole morning and not reading my sword of truth!! my sacrifice is EXTREMELY GREAT! :p
so make it worth it!
do comment what do you think about the layout. for example, font of the words are too small and you are suffering from squinting your eyes trying to see it. i can change it!! (i changed the blog entries font, if not, it will be the same font size as the right hand side.)
i have been choosing the blog layouts the whole morning and not reading my sword of truth!! my sacrifice is EXTREMELY GREAT! :p
so make it worth it!
since nobody in our group has updated on the monday's badminton session, i shall just write about it.
it has been tons of years since i played badminton (and exercised) and if i remembered correctly, i wasn't able to have a good game in my life since my component was my younger brother who can't play in his preteens and likes to smack every other time when he is in teens. the result of this is the shuttlecock can only fly 2-3 times across the court. But, i was enjoying the session we had on monday since i feel that we are actually playing and not picking up the shuttlecocks every now and then. the people who turned up for the sessions are angel, felix(eating meehoon for lunch when i saw him), zhiwei, minfei and me and later, kelvin and jeremiah, mervyn and gavin.
it was really a great work out and we invented games like 3 vs 3 and gavin is really good at guarding the net area and it was really hard trying to catch his oncoming shuttlecocks. minfei and me just stood there and became the men shens (door immortals). angel never lets us down by her great swings (must learn from her someday). zhiwei played really well (aka the bai jia zi labelled by angel i think). jeremiah was full of energy, running around and swinging shuttlecocks out of the court (must save energy man! it's precious!!!). felix and mervyn is a good pair except when mervyn stones and didn't hit the shuttlecock. this one i really don't want to say but nevertheless have to say, mervyn was good and a fast learner and i keep standing i be the men shen when we paired up. (i hate it i hate it.... )
but the weird thing that keeps happening is that kelvin was always kena hit by jeremiah and i was hitting mervyn like siao... (since he hit me first, my body decided to put a revenge on him. i cannot control, it just happens... hahaha....)
and i hate myself for not learning how to scoop the shuttlecocks. i must learn when i feel like it!! argh.... i am a slow learner man...
last but not least, i got hit by a racket aka almost full force by who?? make a guess? anyone? no one? answer : jeremiah! arh!!! the one with full of energy hit me!! haha.... but heng he withdraw some strength when he hit me or else i think my skull will break apart and all the grass will sprout out.
later we went to orchard to eat the big O in wheelock place. my comments: it wasn't fantastic but more to the average kind of stall. i ate some spagghetti stuffs la... met alice (the a3 gang pple know her) and we went on talking, walking and went home. haha....( so cliche man...)oh ya!!! alice is obsessed with snails!!!! we went to buy some drinks and drink at the stairs leading the paragon basement and we saw snails!! small little ones that are cute and what's more? there are about 4 of them and one on each step. we have speculated that the they are having a competition and just maybe just maybe.... we are the evil doers that are going to destroy the competition by lifting up 2 of the snails onto a leaf. something that surprised me was that one of the snails actually crawled to another leaf by some means that i am not sure of. so much of the snails.... later, when we were boarding the NS line and when i was about to alight at ps, we realised that felix was going toilet at orchard!!! but still we are just too tired to go back and angel said that she is going to call fellix to tell him that we have already left. imagine poor felix coming out of toilet seeing without a single soul.... quite pitiful.... haiz... but all of us are too tired to think anymore le. hahaz....
on tue, i started working at cityhall and my muscles ache like siao... can't even walk properly and my right arm nerve kena hurt... think is some overstretch thingy... (i remembered why... i didn't do stretching for my hands... next time must remember. stretching is IMPORTANT!!) until this day, it still hurt a little... so sad... and after my work, i met alice and her friend!!!! i was quite surprised and alice was like asking me, "yesterday i met u right?" then i "yea!" haha.... singapore is just terribly small!!
on fri, i met up with my best fren!!! so happy to see her!!!!! haha... so she was updating her life over at australia and it sure sounds terribly fun!!! even show me photos!!!!! i must go there to exp studying life over there. Jiayouz! initially, she wanted me to treat her seafood until i told her, i only work from tuesday. haha... i promise if i got spare cash i will treat u k? we ate yami yoghurt (i prefer the honeydew over the jackfruit flavour but still NATURAL is the best!!! I like the sour taste of yoghurt!)however, i put almond with the honeydew.. was quite a stupid choice actually!! and we ate some jap rice ball which lydia was not satisfied with their standard and said the real ones are really very nice... i was so tempted to go and eat... someday, i shall try the real ones!!! and we also ate auntie anne's. she ate the sour cream while i ate the choco mint. actually, i wanted to eat cinnamon sugar but thinking of the sugar content, i faltered.
we can really eat right?! i also think so!!! meeting her on next tuesday to eat gelare... HALF PRICE! i am so so so looking forward to it!
it has been tons of years since i played badminton (and exercised) and if i remembered correctly, i wasn't able to have a good game in my life since my component was my younger brother who can't play in his preteens and likes to smack every other time when he is in teens. the result of this is the shuttlecock can only fly 2-3 times across the court. But, i was enjoying the session we had on monday since i feel that we are actually playing and not picking up the shuttlecocks every now and then. the people who turned up for the sessions are angel, felix(eating meehoon for lunch when i saw him), zhiwei, minfei and me and later, kelvin and jeremiah, mervyn and gavin.
it was really a great work out and we invented games like 3 vs 3 and gavin is really good at guarding the net area and it was really hard trying to catch his oncoming shuttlecocks. minfei and me just stood there and became the men shens (door immortals). angel never lets us down by her great swings (must learn from her someday). zhiwei played really well (aka the bai jia zi labelled by angel i think). jeremiah was full of energy, running around and swinging shuttlecocks out of the court (must save energy man! it's precious!!!). felix and mervyn is a good pair except when mervyn stones and didn't hit the shuttlecock. this one i really don't want to say but nevertheless have to say, mervyn was good and a fast learner and i keep standing i be the men shen when we paired up. (i hate it i hate it.... )
but the weird thing that keeps happening is that kelvin was always kena hit by jeremiah and i was hitting mervyn like siao... (since he hit me first, my body decided to put a revenge on him. i cannot control, it just happens... hahaha....)
and i hate myself for not learning how to scoop the shuttlecocks. i must learn when i feel like it!! argh.... i am a slow learner man...
last but not least, i got hit by a racket aka almost full force by who?? make a guess? anyone? no one? answer : jeremiah! arh!!! the one with full of energy hit me!! haha.... but heng he withdraw some strength when he hit me or else i think my skull will break apart and all the grass will sprout out.
later we went to orchard to eat the big O in wheelock place. my comments: it wasn't fantastic but more to the average kind of stall. i ate some spagghetti stuffs la... met alice (the a3 gang pple know her) and we went on talking, walking and went home. haha....( so cliche man...)oh ya!!! alice is obsessed with snails!!!! we went to buy some drinks and drink at the stairs leading the paragon basement and we saw snails!! small little ones that are cute and what's more? there are about 4 of them and one on each step. we have speculated that the they are having a competition and just maybe just maybe.... we are the evil doers that are going to destroy the competition by lifting up 2 of the snails onto a leaf. something that surprised me was that one of the snails actually crawled to another leaf by some means that i am not sure of. so much of the snails.... later, when we were boarding the NS line and when i was about to alight at ps, we realised that felix was going toilet at orchard!!! but still we are just too tired to go back and angel said that she is going to call fellix to tell him that we have already left. imagine poor felix coming out of toilet seeing without a single soul.... quite pitiful.... haiz... but all of us are too tired to think anymore le. hahaz....
on tue, i started working at cityhall and my muscles ache like siao... can't even walk properly and my right arm nerve kena hurt... think is some overstretch thingy... (i remembered why... i didn't do stretching for my hands... next time must remember. stretching is IMPORTANT!!) until this day, it still hurt a little... so sad... and after my work, i met alice and her friend!!!! i was quite surprised and alice was like asking me, "yesterday i met u right?" then i "yea!" haha.... singapore is just terribly small!!
on fri, i met up with my best fren!!! so happy to see her!!!!! haha... so she was updating her life over at australia and it sure sounds terribly fun!!! even show me photos!!!!! i must go there to exp studying life over there. Jiayouz! initially, she wanted me to treat her seafood until i told her, i only work from tuesday. haha... i promise if i got spare cash i will treat u k? we ate yami yoghurt (i prefer the honeydew over the jackfruit flavour but still NATURAL is the best!!! I like the sour taste of yoghurt!)however, i put almond with the honeydew.. was quite a stupid choice actually!! and we ate some jap rice ball which lydia was not satisfied with their standard and said the real ones are really very nice... i was so tempted to go and eat... someday, i shall try the real ones!!! and we also ate auntie anne's. she ate the sour cream while i ate the choco mint. actually, i wanted to eat cinnamon sugar but thinking of the sugar content, i faltered.
we can really eat right?! i also think so!!! meeting her on next tuesday to eat gelare... HALF PRICE! i am so so so looking forward to it!
June 26, 2005
What Kind of Shopper Are You?
m, your credit card tells us that you're a Situational Shopper!
Situational Shopper
Shop 'til you drop? Not you. We'd bet that if we ran into you at the shops, you're there to get something in particular - not to browse. You're probably the kind of shopper who ventures into the retail realm armed with an idea of what you want, where to get it, and how to get out of there as fast as you can. Maybe you're on the hunt for a birthday gift for Mum or a housewarming present for your best friend.
Then again, maybe it's a new outfit for yourself for a special event. Whatever the occasion, you're not too likely to make impulse buying or window shopping a standard practice. While some shoppers may get easily distracted, you're more likely to stay on track in your pursuit of your intended purchase.
It's possible that you just don't have that much time or that much interest in dilly-dallying around in a store. It might be that you're one of those organised types who carry a shopping list with them when running errands.
But it's also highly probable that you prefer to do your shopping online instead since you don't have to fight the crowds or wait in queues. However you go about it, keep up your sensible, situational shopping!
truly me!!! haha...
m, your credit card tells us that you're a Situational Shopper!
Situational Shopper
Shop 'til you drop? Not you. We'd bet that if we ran into you at the shops, you're there to get something in particular - not to browse. You're probably the kind of shopper who ventures into the retail realm armed with an idea of what you want, where to get it, and how to get out of there as fast as you can. Maybe you're on the hunt for a birthday gift for Mum or a housewarming present for your best friend.
Then again, maybe it's a new outfit for yourself for a special event. Whatever the occasion, you're not too likely to make impulse buying or window shopping a standard practice. While some shoppers may get easily distracted, you're more likely to stay on track in your pursuit of your intended purchase.
It's possible that you just don't have that much time or that much interest in dilly-dallying around in a store. It might be that you're one of those organised types who carry a shopping list with them when running errands.
But it's also highly probable that you prefer to do your shopping online instead since you don't have to fight the crowds or wait in queues. However you go about it, keep up your sensible, situational shopping!
truly me!!! haha...
June 24, 2005
latest
okie.... i haven been religiously blogging... but there are no updates for me actually.
first, i managed to borrow sword of truth!!! Yay.... cheer with me ya?
2nd, i am going to buy memoir of geisha.
3rd, i really want to go and dye my hair!!! i need a life!! (although this kind of life seems a little weird)
4th, i cannot stand maintanence!!!!
5th, i want to keep myself abap (new word. abap= as busy as possible)
6th, doing cross stitch!!! i am super proud of it. gives me a sense of satisfaction~~
my proud piece of work!!! there are some letterings above the bear but phone too small and the bear should be the focus
7th, keep blogging.
8th, wait for flamers to flame my blog cause i want to find arguments... oops... too boliaos wo...
9th, pray that holidays extend infinitely!!
10th, independance!!!! heehee....
11th, someone tell me about the updates about the body parts? found the feet liao ma?
was the murderer charged?
ps:actually wrote somemore but i forgot liaos... and i didn't save.. haiz.. stupid arh....
first, i managed to borrow sword of truth!!! Yay.... cheer with me ya?
2nd, i am going to buy memoir of geisha.
3rd, i really want to go and dye my hair!!! i need a life!! (although this kind of life seems a little weird)
4th, i cannot stand maintanence!!!!
5th, i want to keep myself abap (new word. abap= as busy as possible)
6th, doing cross stitch!!! i am super proud of it. gives me a sense of satisfaction~~
my proud piece of work!!! there are some letterings above the bear but phone too small and the bear should be the focus
7th, keep blogging.
8th, wait for flamers to flame my blog cause i want to find arguments... oops... too boliaos wo...
9th, pray that holidays extend infinitely!!
10th, independance!!!! heehee....
11th, someone tell me about the updates about the body parts? found the feet liao ma?
was the murderer charged?
ps:actually wrote somemore but i forgot liaos... and i didn't save.. haiz.. stupid arh....
June 14, 2005
| You Were Actually Born Under: |
| You Should Have Been Born Under: |
 You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam. You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing. Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long. Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word. You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger. |
June 06, 2005
disappointment
went to watch hitchhiker's galaxy guide yesterday with my boy yesterday and i don't know what the whole show is telling me. it sucks to the core so people, don't watch it, you will regret that you paid 7-9.5 bucks to watch it. not worth a cent of it. and according to blogs that i have seen, they changed the story like totally and with british puns that i don't heck understand. what they think they are doing? trying to act british? acting to be superior? i don't even understand it so they didn't manage to convince me that they are superior but otherwise. british people don't know how to make movies and that's about it. it is a totally dumb show although i know that the storybook is suppose to be fantastic (cause i didn't read the book so i put suppose)
i am also resisting the urge to put up a counter for my blog since i fear disappointment. haha... i am a cowardice (learnt from the movie too) and so be it! haha...... i must not put the counter. no! no!!! i don't want!!!
was a totally stupid show... think it is a super stupid show!!!!! one word! STUPID!!!! haha.... so er xin!!!!! but then i still watched the show in bits la.... it's been a long time that i come across a stupid show!
i am also resisting the urge to put up a counter for my blog since i fear disappointment. haha... i am a cowardice (learnt from the movie too) and so be it! haha...... i must not put the counter. no! no!!! i don't want!!!
was a totally stupid show... think it is a super stupid show!!!!! one word! STUPID!!!! haha.... so er xin!!!!! but then i still watched the show in bits la.... it's been a long time that i come across a stupid show!
June 04, 2005
finally
finally.... what commands for the future and who still linger on the past? i am just an average person doing an average thing... who is there to criticise me?
does happiness = money? no doubt that it is a huge factor but i am willing to sacrifice a little to get more happiness. is it because i'm to into it that's why i can't get a clear head. i am afraid that i am, that's why i have thought of this question a lot of times. it's not easy.... anything could happen and who is it for us to apprehend the future?
i am selfish... i know.... not knowing what to do makes me afraid to go another step. maybe i have done wrong, maybe you should be free like a bird. you would know what to do, i still treasure the times we gone through.
that's all~~
does happiness = money? no doubt that it is a huge factor but i am willing to sacrifice a little to get more happiness. is it because i'm to into it that's why i can't get a clear head. i am afraid that i am, that's why i have thought of this question a lot of times. it's not easy.... anything could happen and who is it for us to apprehend the future?
i am selfish... i know.... not knowing what to do makes me afraid to go another step. maybe i have done wrong, maybe you should be free like a bird. you would know what to do, i still treasure the times we gone through.
that's all~~
June 02, 2005
scared
really scared for the coming out of the results.... scary.... it will come out at 1500h. scared.... not that i have much hope but still it scares me to know the results.
God bless to everyone who are getting results today!
God bless to everyone who are getting results today!
May 29, 2005
the china hols
after about one week of recovery of the one week holiday, i am just coming in to blog my general feelings for the trip. due to my laziness, i was not be able to write a daily diary for my trip (which i have expected even before i went to the trip)
so the first 2 days, i was in guangzhou practically eating and eating like crazy.... but the only food i have memory of is the shuang dan nai. super nice.... i want to eat it again man but just don't know where to buy it. heard from my boy that it can be bought in singapore but he just refuses to tell me location of place to eat it. omg.... i wan it i wan it!!!! i like it with lotus seed although this is not the one that the shop is famous for. something else to note in this shop was that the tables and chairs are terribly small. i think the table can only hold one big soup bowl with a fringe space of 2 inches. this is small. i don't usually get to see this kind of small furniture. went to shop a little but their style is full of glitters and is definitely not my kind of clothing so i didn't buy anything. went to an antique street but they are mostly consisting of fake jades. since i am not into this kind of things, i didn't bother to look at it at all.
next up is the visit to my ancestral grounds and we are just there to see all the old houses, the distant relatives, animals and paddy fields. if i could pose some of the pictures, i would comment about it. the only thing that really sticks with me in my mind is the stupid mosquitoes that bit me like crazy!!! i got about 90 bites on one of my legs and i am suffering terribly even at this moment. i am gonna see a doctor tomorrow. i heard from my bro that they are sandflies.... how am i gonna survive?! anybody has any remedies that can cure this stupid itchiness that i am experiencing now. i hate the sandflies. those who had been in ns please help!!!!!!! omg!!!! i am gonna die... burn or slice my skin!!!
another thing that i have found out is that wherever i go, i will be served tea, no matter whether it is a restaurant or a house. but i have to say that the tea are generally good (maybe it's due to the fact that i don't drink much tea but nevermind... i like the tea and that it what that matters)
the trip to hongkong is not as what the commercials portray them. the food there was only okay. don't really like but the roast goose and the spare ribs.... whao..... super nice... i was at some famous restaurant, should be yong kee or something like that. but the clothes are nice..... different but nice. i like it but don't have much time to shop around. who wants to go to hongkong can jio me. i will be willing to go with you (provided that i have the money) generally, it is okay to have mandarin and english but being able to speak cantonese gives you certain advantages though. heehee.... (just a small note)
lao po bing was somewhat nice. kind of get addicted to it but due to financial limitations, i didn't buy alot and due to the fact that i can't find things that are unique, didn't buy gifts for you all. sorry!!!! i didn't mean it. i would buy gifts if i found something that is unique to the country.
that's all folks. haha.... will pose some pics if i get to know how to do it.
so the first 2 days, i was in guangzhou practically eating and eating like crazy.... but the only food i have memory of is the shuang dan nai. super nice.... i want to eat it again man but just don't know where to buy it. heard from my boy that it can be bought in singapore but he just refuses to tell me location of place to eat it. omg.... i wan it i wan it!!!! i like it with lotus seed although this is not the one that the shop is famous for. something else to note in this shop was that the tables and chairs are terribly small. i think the table can only hold one big soup bowl with a fringe space of 2 inches. this is small. i don't usually get to see this kind of small furniture. went to shop a little but their style is full of glitters and is definitely not my kind of clothing so i didn't buy anything. went to an antique street but they are mostly consisting of fake jades. since i am not into this kind of things, i didn't bother to look at it at all.
next up is the visit to my ancestral grounds and we are just there to see all the old houses, the distant relatives, animals and paddy fields. if i could pose some of the pictures, i would comment about it. the only thing that really sticks with me in my mind is the stupid mosquitoes that bit me like crazy!!! i got about 90 bites on one of my legs and i am suffering terribly even at this moment. i am gonna see a doctor tomorrow. i heard from my bro that they are sandflies.... how am i gonna survive?! anybody has any remedies that can cure this stupid itchiness that i am experiencing now. i hate the sandflies. those who had been in ns please help!!!!!!! omg!!!! i am gonna die... burn or slice my skin!!!
another thing that i have found out is that wherever i go, i will be served tea, no matter whether it is a restaurant or a house. but i have to say that the tea are generally good (maybe it's due to the fact that i don't drink much tea but nevermind... i like the tea and that it what that matters)
the trip to hongkong is not as what the commercials portray them. the food there was only okay. don't really like but the roast goose and the spare ribs.... whao..... super nice... i was at some famous restaurant, should be yong kee or something like that. but the clothes are nice..... different but nice. i like it but don't have much time to shop around. who wants to go to hongkong can jio me. i will be willing to go with you (provided that i have the money) generally, it is okay to have mandarin and english but being able to speak cantonese gives you certain advantages though. heehee.... (just a small note)
lao po bing was somewhat nice. kind of get addicted to it but due to financial limitations, i didn't buy alot and due to the fact that i can't find things that are unique, didn't buy gifts for you all. sorry!!!! i didn't mean it. i would buy gifts if i found something that is unique to the country.
that's all folks. haha.... will pose some pics if i get to know how to do it.
May 26, 2005
back
haha..... i'm back! too tired to write anything since i am seriously lacking of sleep for one whole week so just want to let you all know that i'm in singapore and i still love this place very much, maybe even more!!!!
May 17, 2005
last blog for the week
okay... this will be the last blog of the week since i am going overseas. if i see anything nice for you guys, i will probably buy for you okay? dun worry... will try my best. hopefully i will get my hands on something. i realised that small short blog are more digestable. so i should just stick with my short blogs for now. i think mine are already quite short compared to the ones i had before school starts. maybe it is due to my incoherent english that i chose this option but nevertheless, i will continue to blog even if there is only one person reading. it is sort of like a performance. i remembered once my teacher told me that perform to your best even though there may be only one who is listening in a million people because he/she came to hear what you have to offer. don't let him/her down. it is something that had been in my mind since many years ago. i am glad that my teacher told me or else i would just be demoralised and gave up. i may not somebody great but nevertheless, at least someone appreciates me. someone out there.... i think it is a great motivation for me. there was once i wanted attention from many people, a moment of wanting popularity but i realised that it wasn't worth while. i shall fall back to this spirit. appreciating what i have is something that i have to learn. *Smiles*
will be uploading my pics after my trip here. expect many photos because i am a photo freak! Haha.....
will be uploading my pics after my trip here. expect many photos because i am a photo freak! Haha.....
May 16, 2005
i am like religiously blogging everyday and yesterday was one day that i blogged for 4 times which i consider something bizarre.
a feeling of weirdness overwhelmed me as i am writing this very sentence. the weird feeling of being lonely even when there is someone out there that is with me. maybe i am just a time filler. maybe i was just a stupid girl that cannot control her emotions. since getting into a relationship has changed me quite a bit. i no longer am i usual self. if you have reading my blog regularly, you would know that i am not very fond of change. my friends saw a change in me, which simply means that i have changed alot for them to sense the change. is it because i became more dependant on others? is it because i wear skirts? (i find this rather weird since everytime i wear a skirt, my friends will be sort of exclaiming that i wore a skirt. haha.... i wear skirts okay? got a lot of skirts in my wardrobe. i am not a tomboy.....) do i become more understanding? i realised that i become more irrational which is bad. i have a bad time adapting to life now. i know that i should be enjoying my holidays and enjoying every bit of freedom but i simply don't really meet my friends. don't know why i'm like that too. maybe it's because lydia had went overseas which made me feel kind of lost. i used to spend my holidays with her, meeting her like every week in the past. things have changed and i doubt i will be going out with her as often since her life has changed. i still don't like to shop so maybe, i can't shop with her. maybe that's why i am here blogging and not going out.
weird weird weird!!!! haha.... very weird....
maybe i should sought other ways to release myself... i have been reading but still i feel an emptiness in me. maybe i should become a christian so as to find companionship. maybe i really should consider it.
i have changed. changed to a person that cannot stand loneliness. sorry that i have made you suffer boy. i will adapt, sooner or later.....
a feeling of weirdness overwhelmed me as i am writing this very sentence. the weird feeling of being lonely even when there is someone out there that is with me. maybe i am just a time filler. maybe i was just a stupid girl that cannot control her emotions. since getting into a relationship has changed me quite a bit. i no longer am i usual self. if you have reading my blog regularly, you would know that i am not very fond of change. my friends saw a change in me, which simply means that i have changed alot for them to sense the change. is it because i became more dependant on others? is it because i wear skirts? (i find this rather weird since everytime i wear a skirt, my friends will be sort of exclaiming that i wore a skirt. haha.... i wear skirts okay? got a lot of skirts in my wardrobe. i am not a tomboy.....) do i become more understanding? i realised that i become more irrational which is bad. i have a bad time adapting to life now. i know that i should be enjoying my holidays and enjoying every bit of freedom but i simply don't really meet my friends. don't know why i'm like that too. maybe it's because lydia had went overseas which made me feel kind of lost. i used to spend my holidays with her, meeting her like every week in the past. things have changed and i doubt i will be going out with her as often since her life has changed. i still don't like to shop so maybe, i can't shop with her. maybe that's why i am here blogging and not going out.
weird weird weird!!!! haha.... very weird....
maybe i should sought other ways to release myself... i have been reading but still i feel an emptiness in me. maybe i should become a christian so as to find companionship. maybe i really should consider it.
i have changed. changed to a person that cannot stand loneliness. sorry that i have made you suffer boy. i will adapt, sooner or later.....
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