The thing to announce is that I have PASSED my driving test!! hahaha..... Was really a surprise since I heard that normally people don't pass the first time and I am beyond stress!!!! The instructor that taught me before the test ask me to stop sighing and the warm up instructor said the same thing!!

But the tester looks really nice so I had a lot more confidence and didn't do any mejor mistakes. *Heng*

Anticipating to have my virgin drive today!!!

Life can change this fast and I suddenly understand why people called life unpredictable.

It's really upsetting when one is healthy one day and passed on on the other. I really feel the need to live life to the fullest. I pray that my auntie and cousin will find peace and really hope that things will get better for the big family as a whole.
Last year had been a tormenting year for the family and I hope it won't get worse this year.

Sometimes, I feel the need to educate people on how to handle emergency situations even when I do not know much. Each passing moment means life and death in this kind of situation and one must react the right way so that to have a better chance of survival. I felt that something can be done to prevent all this but it was too late.

It seemed unreal but at the end of the day, you would realise that it's not a dream. I cannot imagine how everybody will overcome this in the end.

I really hope it is all but a dream.....

i am so happy that I can no longer contain my happiness. I have a new netbook!!! dell mini 10!!!! HAHAHA....... so happy!!!

oh my god... it has been nearly one month since I blogged.

Everything is going quite alright..... I have started working in a super low level job but aiya.... I think I will just enjoy the moment of doodling with calendar and uploading pictures. Slacker's job!!! I got so many things to buy lo but insufficient funds to do so.

Tuition is piling up like crazy cause I have like 5 tuitions squeezed into the 2 miserable weekends but two of the students want their June holiday, which is essentially good for me because I can kind of rest for around one month. Cousin is going to join in soon (which makes a total of 6 tuitions!!!) and
something really touching happened:

The mother of one of the students actually messaged me today to thank me for teaching her son as his grade improved quite a lot from the first term. I can sense a tinge of relief from her and I'm really glad that my efforts paid off.

Started drawing anime eyes and I really love what I drew!! I hope that the fire won't dwindle!!!

Reading the assassin's quest by Robin Hobb. I think I found a treasure!!!

Lastly, TP on 14/7. * praying super hard to get a pass *

Summary = Super busy with no life but SURPRISINGLY fulfilling

Happy Labour Day in advance!!! ( for those who are working/ studying)

Anyways, many decisions were in place for me to make these days and I guess I have made the best decision based on probability.

I always told myself that I should be more realistic in expectations and not think of the impossible. I do feel it is a rare opportunity that would probably not come again but I guess I should just move on. I shall not regret the decision that I make even though I really wanted it but can't have it due to the situation.

That's all.... more to come when I feel a little better

To guys who always complain that girls are spending too much money on saloon to do their hair

Why does head hair grow to great length whereas body hair doesn't? Nobody knows exactly, but some anthropologists believe the purpose of long head hair is to give you something to tie ribbons in. No kidding. Quoth one, "the functional significance of long head hair is almost certainly adornment, providing for the 'sexual selection' that Darwin correctly argued was a potent factor in the evolutionary process." In other words, when you drop sixty bucks at the beauty parlor, don't feel guilty--you're helping to advance the species. [1]

Reference:
The Straight Dope, Cecil Adams

hey guys, been a seriously long time since I updated my blog.

It's not been a great month that has passed and I have to say that I may really need to go and pray to guan yin one of these days. I guess life is like that, there are ups and there are downs. It's how you face it that is important. (sorry arh.... I think I am self psychoing again)

Anyways, I will update if something interesting popped up. (Seriously, nothing interesting has turned up recently. Maybe I should really go and catch movies or something like that)

was asked by my brother how to spell melancholy and he pronounced it as "miloholic". haha..... I sort of know what he meant but I didn't really know the word and spelt it as mechanholy. Seriously dumb!!! hahaha....

Oh ya... Another update is that I finally went to long bar to throw peanuts. Unfortunately, Singapore Sling is not as good as I thought it would be. Maybe I would try their Screwdriver someday.

I have been taking driving lessons for the past few days and it is progressing at a speed slightly under my expectation. Went up a kerb (shit!) and seriously hope to better negotiate that bend better next time. The instructor asked me how do I differentiate a main road from a side road and I randomly guessed it correctly. Haha.....

The instructor actually asked me to go up to 4th gear on the road, much to my surprise, because it's only my 5th lesson. Certainly hope to get my licence quickly so that I can settle this once and for all. I want to drive up to m'sia as soon as possible!!

I have also been thinking what do I want to do in life. The job applications to labs are not yielding any replies and I am really getting disheartened by it. I am no longer sure whether this is the path that I should to take. With no opportunities in sight, I feel that this might be an indication that I am no longer a suitable candidate for lab work. I'm not sure whether the economy situation actually lowers my opportunity to get a job or is it just not the right time?

I am just glad that I still don't need to ask my parents for assistance with regards to this situation. I should be more optimistic, I should have more confidence.....

Went to meet sasa and friends at her house and it was really very nice to just meet them and have fun drawing!! I seriously don't know how to draw anything that are nice but the ability to just be able to draw is really quite a feeling.

THe most most most important thing is that sasa made a folio for me!!!! It is really damn nice and I really appreciate it a lot!! Thanks girl for making this trip such a great one and hope to meet up soon!!!

Maybe I shouldn't have stayed.

Just went to ktv with my mum!!! haha.... It's her first time there and I can really feel her anxiety while singing. There will be more sessions to come (maybe with my dad too). The unagi meal was not too bad although I only ate the unagi and the jap rice~~~ hurr hurr..... (hate the mini octopus and the cai xin looks really dubious!!)

Forgot to buy the cat treat for ah mao! It's getting bigger and rounder each passing day!






Was given a site on how to make skittles vodka and I'm really not sure whether it's nice and whether I should make it!! hahaha..... Thus, I went to search on the net and it would seem to me that it should be quite a sweet drink(which made me think of sasa and jt) + refreshing~

watched underworld yesterday and felt that it is not good. I prefer valkyrie in comparison. i felt the movie was more of a story telling or should I say explanatory movie. so if you are an Underworld fan, then I would recommend that you watch it lo~~~ I am thinking whether I should watch the curious case of benjamin button since I have heard quite abit of raves about it.

Oh ya.... went to eat at an open concept "restaurant" and the moment I sat down, there is a cockroach behind me. Not that I am very bothered by it but I am not sure whether I want to disclose the name of the outlet as it may ruin its reputation. The mushroom soup didn't taste too good (because it tasted like cornstarch soup) but the main course is not too bad ( which made me more reluctant to let you guys know the name of the place). However, if you guys are clean freaks and wants to be forewarn, just ask me. kekeke.....

went for driving today and the instructor let me pass two lessons without revision! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing much happened for the last weekends despite one being valentine's day and the other my birthday.

But anyways, I met up with dia dia for lunch at hong kong cha chan ting! I had the nissin noodles (I kind of wanted to eat it) and watched valkyrie with her! It was a nice show although it's heartwrenching in the end. Borrowed a book from Mercedes lackey and hope that I would like it!! Also went to Pet's Lover corner (or something like that) to find a suitable toy for ah mao but to no avail~~~

When I come home, my bro asked me what I would like to have as prezzie! I will take time off to think of the prezzie~~~ heehee..... =P

if any of you think that JB is safe, think again.....

It's reported that a bus driver is wounded by people carrying parangs because when they are attempting to go up the bus to rob (maybe both passengers and bus driver), the bus driver tried close the doors (unfortunately, didn't work out quite well).

I don't trust the police in malaysia even though i am a malaysian. hahhaa.....

Read Dragonsong and I really want to read the next book!!!! But I don't seem to be able to find all the books in library.

I might be able to get on the Singapore Flyer this week! heehee...... Happy Happy!!!!!

I may be getting a lappie. *Grins*

On friday, managed to meet moyar and sasa for a dinner and had quite a nice talk. Went to Mr. Curry at Central to eat and I would have to say that I seriously prefer Curry Favor that's located at stamford house. It's been some time since I went to eat over at Curry Favor.... boohoo....

Oh ya.... I also attended the theory lesson for my driving and it's really damn long lohs!!! I was there from 1300h to 1730. It's been some time since I really had such long "lectures". hahaha.....

Also heard from my mum that one of my cousin died in a car accident. It is definitely not a good start for ox year. Haiz.... I seriously hope that my family can have a better year this ox year as compared to the rat year.

Just finished reading "The Boleyn Inheritance" by Phillipa Gregory. I would think that it's a sequel after "The Other Boleyn" because it talks about the wives that King Henry VIII married after Anne Boleyn, namely Anna of Cleves and Kathy Howard. I prefer the previous book since it is more exciting although I still manage to finish the book. I think I don't really like this book because it portrayed one of the queens as a stupid woman and the other an ugly one, which to me, is totally pointless.

I might be getting "The Constant Princess" to know more about Katherine of Aragon and maybe "The Queen's fool". Sasa is lending me another "bibliography" of King Henry VIII and it may give me some new perspectives on this King that reformed religion in England.

31/01- met up with primary school friends and it was really weird because it has been quite some time since we have met up with each other~~~ It has been more than 10 years since we knew each other and it's really scary when you think about it!!! But it was quite nice to just update one another about what's happening in our lives. I think they are planning for a meet up on july and hopefully more people will turn up! (only 8 turned up this time when there's like 45 people in the class!!!)

01/02- Lots of preparation for the family gathering because my mum was preparing like 7 dishes for 30 over people!! It was really crazy with all the preparation and stuff and I was damn sleepy (slept only like 6 hours cause of the msn reunion with 6D people) haha.... But I'm glad that all went well and I think everybody enjoyed themselves. I love the tahu goreng and still think my mum makes the best tahu goreng ever!!

Damn lazy today because of the overusage of energy yesterday and decided to sleep all the way today. hurr hurr.... more updates later~~~