hi all.... it's been a rather thinking day for me actually, not academic as so but abt the lab things....

Hope that everything will be alright. Hope that what I have been doing is worth the effort.

Jia you~~~

Hello everyone,

got to come home early (erms.... not really but still earlier than usual) so decided to come post a blog before i go and shower and all...

SDL nearly killed me on friday and today's lab nearly made me faint today (haha....) cause my ARO overslept and as a result, i cannot do my expt.. boohoo.... i postponed my tuition but in the end can't do expt!!!! so irritating hor.... I'm not really complaining cause i don't really feel like doing expt today too. keke.....

Had hot plate beef today... not fantastic but still.... i love the soy sauce taste.... (i must eat healthier food now......) the seaweed was nice though.... heehee...

Mind is not working very well.... so shall stop here and go to shower and sleep...

Sometimes, I really think about why we are together?

We are too different and sometimes, I really envy things that you do. My mind slowly opens up with you showing me the way on how to see things from a different angle. There are things that you didn't tell me that made me misunderstand sometimes. There are actions that you do that makes me jealous.

Sometimes, love is without reason but I always sought for a reason behind all these, just to get more lost than before. Fear overwhelms me. The unknown haunts me. Insecurity crawls into me. Even so, you managed to give me a reason to continue on loving you.

Thank you.

You Belong in Fall

Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times... You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you

What Season Are You?

***holds shield***
Don't hit me don't hit me....
I know it has been quite a while since I last updated but I have good reasons for it lehs.... heehee...

Actually, the only reasons that I have is that I'm lazy or I'm busy basically and the latter takes a major part of it. Now my project may be able to progress further due to the fact that I might be getting external help and I heard that his lab is good..... SO...... I'm really glad that this had happened. Even though I might not be doing a lot now, BUT I will still persevere to do more..... really need to do whatever it takes to reach my goal....

Glad that we might have an outing with the uni friends and glad that shurong got her part time job too... Life is basically quite good.... although I'm not really happy abt some personal stuff** (shall not elaborate since it may make things worse)

the daily FREE newspaper had a horoscope section saying that I will have to OT and incredibly.... I OT without reading the section.... sometimes, I really believe in horoscopes.....

nowadays, a lot of things go through my mind recently and I do think that I need to change my style of doing work since it has caused a lot of undesirable problems like repeating expts ALOT of time.

random thoughts for today~~~ so long....

went to carrefour and got 3 books!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha........
stone of tears and temple of the winds from terry goodkind(i know not complete but can't find lehs) and tom sawyer for my tuition kid
Cost 6 bucks each!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a lucky day!!

hi guys (and gals), I'm back from one week of hectic lifestyle and finally can do some updating of my blog. phew......

Basically, I am quite unsatisfied with my assignment due to the fact that I found that my statements are incohorent but it was too late to change anything... Haiz..... so must work on the other assignments to pull the grade up!!!!! SO CHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For the test, it was rather general knowledge based and I just basically crap la..... really don' t know what the lecturer wants but I am trying my best to write out something "Chemistry". Hopefully it ain't too bad man!

As for my project, think it's a hell of a mess and I'm really in deep trouble man!!!! HAiz..... what should I do now?? Somebody asked me whether I regretted taking up this project and my answer is no. Don't know why but I kind of like it (even though I am not progressing much now) Really must jia you jia you le~!!!

OH yea!!!! join facebook man!!! quite fun to play with [other than the mundane friendster that we had for like years already(o ____o)] You can do things like "Send people gifts, throw sheep and turn people into vampire!!!!" SO FUN MAN..... must try for at least one day arh.~~~

Not really in a good mood actually, don't know why also... maybe lack of sleep or something like that..... However, tomorrow meeting pri sch mates!!!! Loooking forward to it and hope that it would be fruitful~~~~ It has been too long since we last met up! =D

容祖儿《小小》

回忆像个说书的人
用充满乡音的口吻
跳过水坑绕过小村
等相遇的缘分
你用泥巴捏一座城
说将来要娶我进门
转多少身过几次门虚掷青春

小小的誓言还不稳
小小的泪水还在撑
稚嫩的唇在说离分

我的心里从此住了一个人
曾经模样小小的我们
那年你搬小小的板凳
为戏入迷我也一路跟

我在找那个故事里的人
你是不能缺少的部份
你在树下小小的打盹
小小的我傻傻等

小小的感动雨纷纷
小小的别扭惹人疼
小小的人还不会吻

我的心里从此住了一个人
曾经模样小小的我们
当初学人说爱念剧本
缺牙的你发音却不准

我在找那个故事里的人
你是不能缺少的部份
小小的手牵小小的人
守著小小的永恒

this is written by the person who posted this song so not sure whether correct. Order seems abit different from normal. But quite nice!!! maybe will learn it!

Hello guys, it seems to be quite a long time since i blogged (partly due to the fact that yi hong questioned me about not updating anymore... Heehee.....)

Actually, I have a lot of things to write but then arh.... I dropped on my bed too fast before I could reach the blogger address to write down the events on that day. Was also feeling quite worn out these days.... Don't know why too but my lab frens all commented I looked quite tired and xiu wei commented that I look like walking zombie one day.

So... I suppose I need more rest nowadays so I have managed to convince myself to rest abit more than usual so that my efficiency to do work might not be compromised. Hopefully.... It Works!!!! *cross fingers***

Got assignment and test this coming week and I have not done anything!!!! DIE LIAO LE LA!!!! must jia you jia you le!!! see you guys soon~~~~~

Finally saw the workbin for pharamaco but still no lecture notes lehs......

I really went late for my lab today and the worse thing that I found out when I reached there is that my favourite microscope is non-functioning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It really pushed my timing for my work today but I still ended at around 7 since that is my max limit and the reason simply being that my stomach will growl if I continue on.

The pharmaco module seemingly don't have any lecture notes. I am seriously going to be very sad if there really ain't any notes since I really don't want to write a lot of words during lecture.

I have also pushed my tuition to tomorrow since I was feeling rather sians and my tuition kid seems to be happy with the arrangement! Heehee.....

Dissociation dissociation dissociation~~~~ That's pretty much what I do now..... HAHAHAHAH..... Seems like an easy life now and I'm really glad that I don't much politics in my lab or else things will get complicated by quite abit..... *shivers**

Hey guys, I really think my frequency of posting up an entry is dropping at an exponential level but nevermind, I know you guys will understand~~~ =D

Anyway, school have started and I have started to be more busy than ever. Alternating between lab and school and lab and school...... super busy even though school started just 2 days ago.

However, my chem lecture is rather horrible mans..... I seriously want to sleep... I don't know why but it really puts me on the mood to sleep. BUT it didn't happen so I'm glad. It's the introduction lecture so actually, it doesn't really matter.... Hahaha......

Something special about this year is that I finally got my hands on the NUSSU DIARY because one of my lectures ended early so I just went to get a copy of it. I must say that the design this year is really quite impressive and what's more amazing is that it's done by an undergraduate!!!! I am really impressed and kudos to whoever it is!!! It really looked professional to me.

I think I'm going to lab late tomorrow!!! TIRED MANS!!!!!!!!

chao chao~~~

HELLO~!!!! Came back to post again!! Not much is happening to me currently cause I am too sleepy to do so.  muahahhaa..... Had a few games of pool in the past month and I kind of like it actually. But I think that the interest is dying down soon so if anybody is still interested to have a game or two, please contact me!! 

Oh ya..... forgot to tell u guys what my fyp is about. It's about FRUIT FLIES and I totally love the larvae that comes from from them!!!!!! SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!

and oh ya....... I NEED TO GO CLUBBING!!!! next wednesday shall be day that I go clubbing. Anybody wants to join me?? Please contact me too!!

tired..... later then update!

I just went to yi hong's blog and realised that soo yong is not taking honours anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's quite a shock for me given that soo yong had started her fyp quite a long time ago. I seriously don't know the situation but I really hope that she had really thought over it carefully. Like what yi hong said, she can try other labs to see whether there are still vacancies left because from what I heard from soo yong the last time I met her, it's really quite unbearable due to (what i think are) unreasonable requests from the prof. I mean why can't people read papers in the lab? I think my prof will jump for joy if I did that (which I obviously haven't)

Hmm...... I am still in the state of shock.....

Girl, if you are reading my blog, do come out for a lunch with xiu wei, yi hong and me. Maybe things can be worked out since the deadline is still not up yet. It's really a big step I think but if you want to go ahead with your decision, I wish you best of luck. It really takes a lot of courage to make such a decision and I respect you for that.

Hmmm...... I'll update later then....

hey sorry guys..... I think I didn't really update nowadays anymore....

Just started my project and having fun and irritating days. I'm really glad that I have friends that I know that are in that lab too. heehee.... so it's easier to get along actually.

Currently, I'm still playing my DS and i absolutely love mario and luigi: partners in time!!!!!!!!! SUPER FUN!!!!!! A MUST TRY FOR ALL!!!!

ALso played abit of trauma centre and having problems doing one operation.....

I love my DS!!!! and didn't regret getting onE!!!

CORS is starting soon!!!!! Stress Stress~~~~~ hope that I can successfully get the modules that I want! Hope to be in the same lecture groups with xiu wei, yi hong and soo yong. hopefully can arh!!!!

so long.... still got tuition to go to.

*WILL TRY TO UPDATE ASAP*

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!! You guys are gonna love this and i proudly present my BLACK DS LITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUAHAHAHAHA..........

playing pokemon all night long and love the sleek black design~~~~~

p/s: In case you are wondering what is omfg, the full form = oh my freaking god~~~

好久好久没有在这里写我的心声了，大家有没有期待我的出现呢？哈哈。。。。 最近有点疯疯癫癫的所以你们要原谅我哦。。。

这星期我决定用报纸来叫我的学生。这样的选择是为了增加学生对华文的兴趣而我也得到的不错的反应。我想这样是一举两得的方法，不但可以让她进步华文，也能让她得知外头的事件。但是不知道到底会是怎样的，真希望我能再让多一个人对华文有兴趣。我不是圣人但我要以我的能力让她对这个语言有兴趣而一旦达到这个目的，我就能够放心让她自己继续学习了！

那天我也很幸运的看到她的妹妹而且超级可爱呢！！ 真希望自己也有美美的妹妹但我觉得机会渺茫吧。 哈哈哈。。。。

昨天也给了另两个学生补习而教了其中一位怎么使用新的方法背书，下个星期要给她测验来测试一下这个方法对她有没有用哦。我也希望能够尽快让她们两个独立学习因为这是我教学的最终目的。虽然会少了一些收入但不能因为金钱而耽误我的学生的学业！！！

最近心情有点不好，不知道是我付出得不够多还是什么。嗨。。。。。。

I AM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO POKEMON PEARL and I am really considering buying DS lite because of it. *struggle struggle****

I'm sure everybody should know of the existence of pokemon...... I used to play it when the first version (I think should be red version) came out. Was able to complete it that time and I remember it was black and white in colour because it was played on gameboy.

After that, I think I played a little bit of yellow version and didn't play anymore because they keep changing the characters and I no longer feel it is original anymore until....... I PLAYED the PEARL version. I do admit that the pokemons changed quite abit but the story has lots of fun elements in it!

For example, there's team battle whereby we can connect to wifi to play with other people. There is also team battles where sometimes, there are people who join you or when there are two enemies that come out, we get to choose two characters from our side! However, the story is likely to be the same as far as I have played. AND THE BEST PART IS+++++ it is in colour!!!! It makes the game much more appealing than ever~~~~ we are not talking about gameboy colour but DS colour~~~~

so that's my new craze!!! someone please advice me whether I should buy anot man cause I really have the urge now!!!

等待原来这么痛苦。。。 真希望能早点知道答案。。。。
这几天都没在做什么，只是尽心尽力的工作。。。 谁肯收留我这个难民啊！！！

终于有机会休息了！！！！！

前几天都忙着工作，让我又累又悃。。。 但今天跟爸，妈和弟弟去吃delifrance而且买了一台电风扇！终于有了属于自己的电风扇, 好开心!!

fan(left) buttons(right)

English now~~~ I can't stand writing in chinese today.... It's kinda like a torture to me.... Anyway, this freaking fan is freaking white in colouR!!! It is cool but have to wash quite regularly or else it will look freaking dirty and affect my image of being a clean girl =p

BUT, what really amaze me is the button!!! Personally, I have never seen any fans with this kind of button before.... Anyone having this kind of buttons on their fan should tell me about it so that I would know how "un-updated" am I. But to me..... IT'S STILL FREAKING COOL.... MUAHAHHAA!!!!!!!

From what I heard..... the brand that I bought (KDK) is kinda good in quality so next time if you guys wanna buy fan, remember this brand hor....

It's the first time that I set up a fan and I made a HORRIBLE DISCOVERY!!! And that is............ Actually the both covering of the blades can be taken out!!!!

LAST TIME, I used to bring the whole fan into the bathroom and clean it because I thought the back covering cannot be taken out! Really very dumb of me~~~ Hai...... I think a lot of people will die laughing after looking at this post man..... But at least I learn now... so don't laugh too hardly hor....

Oh ya... Forgot to mention... It's the first time in my life that I ordered tea in delifrance.... Not something fabulous but I think I would order tea regularly next time when I go to delifrance... It ain't as bad as I thought since they serve lipton tea. The reason for the sudden change of taste is as follows:

Hot chocolate and cinnamon are both currently too sweet for me now and I get kinda sick of them and so I would be contented with lipton tea and kaya baguette.

That's the update for today~~~ so tune in for more tomorrow because I'm going to eat 火锅today!!!!! (BE JEALOUS>>>>> VERY JEALOUS!!!! )

p/s: I think my writings are a little too hyper but I'm sure you guys can take it right? Hahaha......
Also.... think of why there is a rhythm button on the fan..... I will give you an answer soon~~