***holds shield***
Don't hit me don't hit me....
I know it has been quite a while since I last updated but I have good reasons for it lehs.... heehee...

Actually, the only reasons that I have is that I'm lazy or I'm busy basically and the latter takes a major part of it. Now my project may be able to progress further due to the fact that I might be getting external help and I heard that his lab is good..... SO...... I'm really glad that this had happened. Even though I might not be doing a lot now, BUT I will still persevere to do more..... really need to do whatever it takes to reach my goal....

Glad that we might have an outing with the uni friends and glad that shurong got her part time job too... Life is basically quite good.... although I'm not really happy abt some personal stuff** (shall not elaborate since it may make things worse)

the daily FREE newspaper had a horoscope section saying that I will have to OT and incredibly.... I OT without reading the section.... sometimes, I really believe in horoscopes.....

nowadays, a lot of things go through my mind recently and I do think that I need to change my style of doing work since it has caused a lot of undesirable problems like repeating expts ALOT of time.

random thoughts for today~~~ so long....

went to carrefour and got 3 books!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha........
stone of tears and temple of the winds from terry goodkind(i know not complete but can't find lehs) and tom sawyer for my tuition kid
Cost 6 bucks each!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a lucky day!!

hi guys (and gals), I'm back from one week of hectic lifestyle and finally can do some updating of my blog. phew......

Basically, I am quite unsatisfied with my assignment due to the fact that I found that my statements are incohorent but it was too late to change anything... Haiz..... so must work on the other assignments to pull the grade up!!!!! SO CHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For the test, it was rather general knowledge based and I just basically crap la..... really don' t know what the lecturer wants but I am trying my best to write out something "Chemistry". Hopefully it ain't too bad man!

As for my project, think it's a hell of a mess and I'm really in deep trouble man!!!! HAiz..... what should I do now?? Somebody asked me whether I regretted taking up this project and my answer is no. Don't know why but I kind of like it (even though I am not progressing much now) Really must jia you jia you le~!!!

OH yea!!!! join facebook man!!! quite fun to play with [other than the mundane friendster that we had for like years already(o ____o)] You can do things like "Send people gifts, throw sheep and turn people into vampire!!!!" SO FUN MAN..... must try for at least one day arh.~~~

Not really in a good mood actually, don't know why also... maybe lack of sleep or something like that..... However, tomorrow meeting pri sch mates!!!! Loooking forward to it and hope that it would be fruitful~~~~ It has been too long since we last met up! =D

容祖儿《小小》

回忆像个说书的人
用充满乡音的口吻
跳过水坑绕过小村
等相遇的缘分
你用泥巴捏一座城
说将来要娶我进门
转多少身过几次门虚掷青春

小小的誓言还不稳
小小的泪水还在撑
稚嫩的唇在说离分

我的心里从此住了一个人
曾经模样小小的我们
那年你搬小小的板凳
为戏入迷我也一路跟

我在找那个故事里的人
你是不能缺少的部份
你在树下小小的打盹
小小的我傻傻等

小小的感动雨纷纷
小小的别扭惹人疼
小小的人还不会吻

我的心里从此住了一个人
曾经模样小小的我们
当初学人说爱念剧本
缺牙的你发音却不准

我在找那个故事里的人
你是不能缺少的部份
小小的手牵小小的人
守著小小的永恒

this is written by the person who posted this song so not sure whether correct. Order seems abit different from normal. But quite nice!!! maybe will learn it!

Hello guys, it seems to be quite a long time since i blogged (partly due to the fact that yi hong questioned me about not updating anymore... Heehee.....)

Actually, I have a lot of things to write but then arh.... I dropped on my bed too fast before I could reach the blogger address to write down the events on that day. Was also feeling quite worn out these days.... Don't know why too but my lab frens all commented I looked quite tired and xiu wei commented that I look like walking zombie one day.

So... I suppose I need more rest nowadays so I have managed to convince myself to rest abit more than usual so that my efficiency to do work might not be compromised. Hopefully.... It Works!!!! *cross fingers***

Got assignment and test this coming week and I have not done anything!!!! DIE LIAO LE LA!!!! must jia you jia you le!!! see you guys soon~~~~~

Finally saw the workbin for pharamaco but still no lecture notes lehs......

I really went late for my lab today and the worse thing that I found out when I reached there is that my favourite microscope is non-functioning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It really pushed my timing for my work today but I still ended at around 7 since that is my max limit and the reason simply being that my stomach will growl if I continue on.

The pharmaco module seemingly don't have any lecture notes. I am seriously going to be very sad if there really ain't any notes since I really don't want to write a lot of words during lecture.

I have also pushed my tuition to tomorrow since I was feeling rather sians and my tuition kid seems to be happy with the arrangement! Heehee.....

Dissociation dissociation dissociation~~~~ That's pretty much what I do now..... HAHAHAHAH..... Seems like an easy life now and I'm really glad that I don't much politics in my lab or else things will get complicated by quite abit..... *shivers**

Hey guys, I really think my frequency of posting up an entry is dropping at an exponential level but nevermind, I know you guys will understand~~~ =D

Anyway, school have started and I have started to be more busy than ever. Alternating between lab and school and lab and school...... super busy even though school started just 2 days ago.

However, my chem lecture is rather horrible mans..... I seriously want to sleep... I don't know why but it really puts me on the mood to sleep. BUT it didn't happen so I'm glad. It's the introduction lecture so actually, it doesn't really matter.... Hahaha......

Something special about this year is that I finally got my hands on the NUSSU DIARY because one of my lectures ended early so I just went to get a copy of it. I must say that the design this year is really quite impressive and what's more amazing is that it's done by an undergraduate!!!! I am really impressed and kudos to whoever it is!!! It really looked professional to me.

I think I'm going to lab late tomorrow!!! TIRED MANS!!!!!!!!

chao chao~~~

HELLO~!!!! Came back to post again!! Not much is happening to me currently cause I am too sleepy to do so.  muahahhaa..... Had a few games of pool in the past month and I kind of like it actually. But I think that the interest is dying down soon so if anybody is still interested to have a game or two, please contact me!! 

Oh ya..... forgot to tell u guys what my fyp is about. It's about FRUIT FLIES and I totally love the larvae that comes from from them!!!!!! SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!

and oh ya....... I NEED TO GO CLUBBING!!!! next wednesday shall be day that I go clubbing. Anybody wants to join me?? Please contact me too!!

tired..... later then update!

I just went to yi hong's blog and realised that soo yong is not taking honours anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's quite a shock for me given that soo yong had started her fyp quite a long time ago. I seriously don't know the situation but I really hope that she had really thought over it carefully. Like what yi hong said, she can try other labs to see whether there are still vacancies left because from what I heard from soo yong the last time I met her, it's really quite unbearable due to (what i think are) unreasonable requests from the prof. I mean why can't people read papers in the lab? I think my prof will jump for joy if I did that (which I obviously haven't)

Hmm...... I am still in the state of shock.....

Girl, if you are reading my blog, do come out for a lunch with xiu wei, yi hong and me. Maybe things can be worked out since the deadline is still not up yet. It's really a big step I think but if you want to go ahead with your decision, I wish you best of luck. It really takes a lot of courage to make such a decision and I respect you for that.

Hmmm...... I'll update later then....

hey sorry guys..... I think I didn't really update nowadays anymore....

Just started my project and having fun and irritating days. I'm really glad that I have friends that I know that are in that lab too. heehee.... so it's easier to get along actually.

Currently, I'm still playing my DS and i absolutely love mario and luigi: partners in time!!!!!!!!! SUPER FUN!!!!!! A MUST TRY FOR ALL!!!!

ALso played abit of trauma centre and having problems doing one operation.....

I love my DS!!!! and didn't regret getting onE!!!

CORS is starting soon!!!!! Stress Stress~~~~~ hope that I can successfully get the modules that I want! Hope to be in the same lecture groups with xiu wei, yi hong and soo yong. hopefully can arh!!!!

so long.... still got tuition to go to.

*WILL TRY TO UPDATE ASAP*

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!! You guys are gonna love this and i proudly present my BLACK DS LITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUAHAHAHAHA..........

playing pokemon all night long and love the sleek black design~~~~~

p/s: In case you are wondering what is omfg, the full form = oh my freaking god~~~

好久好久没有在这里写我的心声了，大家有没有期待我的出现呢？哈哈。。。。 最近有点疯疯癫癫的所以你们要原谅我哦。。。

这星期我决定用报纸来叫我的学生。这样的选择是为了增加学生对华文的兴趣而我也得到的不错的反应。我想这样是一举两得的方法，不但可以让她进步华文，也能让她得知外头的事件。但是不知道到底会是怎样的，真希望我能再让多一个人对华文有兴趣。我不是圣人但我要以我的能力让她对这个语言有兴趣而一旦达到这个目的，我就能够放心让她自己继续学习了！

那天我也很幸运的看到她的妹妹而且超级可爱呢！！ 真希望自己也有美美的妹妹但我觉得机会渺茫吧。 哈哈哈。。。。

昨天也给了另两个学生补习而教了其中一位怎么使用新的方法背书，下个星期要给她测验来测试一下这个方法对她有没有用哦。我也希望能够尽快让她们两个独立学习因为这是我教学的最终目的。虽然会少了一些收入但不能因为金钱而耽误我的学生的学业！！！

最近心情有点不好，不知道是我付出得不够多还是什么。嗨。。。。。。

I AM TOTALLY ADDICTED TO POKEMON PEARL and I am really considering buying DS lite because of it. *struggle struggle****

I'm sure everybody should know of the existence of pokemon...... I used to play it when the first version (I think should be red version) came out. Was able to complete it that time and I remember it was black and white in colour because it was played on gameboy.

After that, I think I played a little bit of yellow version and didn't play anymore because they keep changing the characters and I no longer feel it is original anymore until....... I PLAYED the PEARL version. I do admit that the pokemons changed quite abit but the story has lots of fun elements in it!

For example, there's team battle whereby we can connect to wifi to play with other people. There is also team battles where sometimes, there are people who join you or when there are two enemies that come out, we get to choose two characters from our side! However, the story is likely to be the same as far as I have played. AND THE BEST PART IS+++++ it is in colour!!!! It makes the game much more appealing than ever~~~~ we are not talking about gameboy colour but DS colour~~~~

so that's my new craze!!! someone please advice me whether I should buy anot man cause I really have the urge now!!!

等待原来这么痛苦。。。 真希望能早点知道答案。。。。
这几天都没在做什么，只是尽心尽力的工作。。。 谁肯收留我这个难民啊！！！

终于有机会休息了！！！！！

前几天都忙着工作，让我又累又悃。。。 但今天跟爸，妈和弟弟去吃delifrance而且买了一台电风扇！终于有了属于自己的电风扇, 好开心!!

fan(left) buttons(right)

English now~~~ I can't stand writing in chinese today.... It's kinda like a torture to me.... Anyway, this freaking fan is freaking white in colouR!!! It is cool but have to wash quite regularly or else it will look freaking dirty and affect my image of being a clean girl =p

BUT, what really amaze me is the button!!! Personally, I have never seen any fans with this kind of button before.... Anyone having this kind of buttons on their fan should tell me about it so that I would know how "un-updated" am I. But to me..... IT'S STILL FREAKING COOL.... MUAHAHHAA!!!!!!!

From what I heard..... the brand that I bought (KDK) is kinda good in quality so next time if you guys wanna buy fan, remember this brand hor....

It's the first time that I set up a fan and I made a HORRIBLE DISCOVERY!!! And that is............ Actually the both covering of the blades can be taken out!!!!

LAST TIME, I used to bring the whole fan into the bathroom and clean it because I thought the back covering cannot be taken out! Really very dumb of me~~~ Hai...... I think a lot of people will die laughing after looking at this post man..... But at least I learn now... so don't laugh too hardly hor....

Oh ya... Forgot to mention... It's the first time in my life that I ordered tea in delifrance.... Not something fabulous but I think I would order tea regularly next time when I go to delifrance... It ain't as bad as I thought since they serve lipton tea. The reason for the sudden change of taste is as follows:

Hot chocolate and cinnamon are both currently too sweet for me now and I get kinda sick of them and so I would be contented with lipton tea and kaya baguette.

That's the update for today~~~ so tune in for more tomorrow because I'm going to eat 火锅today!!!!! (BE JEALOUS>>>>> VERY JEALOUS!!!! )

p/s: I think my writings are a little too hyper but I'm sure you guys can take it right? Hahaha......
Also.... think of why there is a rhythm button on the fan..... I will give you an answer soon~~

Testing using blackberry..... Don't know who is the person that posted the comment though I think it's just some advertisement thingy.
It is hard to type using this thing so I shall stop here

Testing using blackberry

sorry guys..... been quite a while since I wrote something on my blog..... was doing part time so was kinda busy and lazy to blog.... Haha..... When I went back to the company to work, was seeing "old colleagues" there... Was kinda good since we still are able to connect to one another and talk a lot of crap basically. It was a short trip back for 3 days but what I heard was that I could go back for one more week and that would mean that I would have more money to spent!.

Really need to start driving man.... I freaking spent 9 dollars travelling around Singapore today... Now I know where my money went~~~~~ (MONEY!!!!) Need to also get a new pair of slippers man~~~ Mine are old and dirty and I'm sure a lot of people are complaining already.

Oh man...... Life's short and I really need to do lots of things man.... Jia you~~~~

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Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with.For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

Unexpected results man..... I'm gonna make it big man!!! Hahaha....... =p

I do agree with the fact that I think alot...... Sometimes, too much for my own good. Hahaha......

Your Inner Blood Type is Type A

You seem cool and collected, though a bit shy.You are highly driven and a perfectionist, but that's a side you keep to yourself.Creative and artistic, you are a very unique person who doesn't quite fit in.People accept you more than you realize, seeing you as trustworthy and loyal. You are most compatible with: A and AB Famous Type A's: Britney Spears and Hilter

What's" Your Inner Blood Type?

my real blood type is B. Whether it is true anot really depends on how you see it... haha.....

I know it is not hygienic for me to touch street cats but I just simply love cats.... I know they don't follow you around the house but I still love cats. I love snuggling and petting them.... Maybe I was a cat in my previous life man....

Even though the fact that they can be unloyal at times makes it quite unbearable for cat owners, the moment they come near and snuggle really melts my heart....

So this post is basically about loving cats and I think I'm gonna get one when I'm ready for it. Heeheee.....

They are so freaking cute!!!

didn't do much over the past few days except that my laptop has stopped having popups. The popups are really very very irritating... To a certain extent that I have given up trying to surf net on a few instances. But it was a loOOOooOng process.... It took about 4 hours to do it.... Of course I am not the one who did it.... I think if you give me one month's time or even one year's time, I will still have the same problem.... Glad that banedon helped me on it.... It was really tough on you. Will treat you someday... maybe salmon... hee.....

my parents are starting to ask me when am I going to find a job and that kind of stuff.... HAI>>>>>> Just when the results are coming out..... I told them that I will start finding a job when I get my results (easier to write resume ba...). Maybe some of you don't want me to say it but nevertheless.... It's coming out on friday at 1900h. HAI>>>>>> My fate sealed upon this day.... haha......

Getting nightmares because of this and also dreamt about swirling swimming pools... sometimes i really wonder why do I have such dreams sometimes.....

If you think you know me well or wish to know more about me.... please feel free to do this test :D


Create your own Friend Test here

Got to try a blackberry phone yesterday and it was freaking cool~~~~

With unlimited access to almost any sites(except for youtube and hotmail), this is one cool phone that gets me itching for it(I mean seriously). I think the model that I got my hands on is one from the 8700 series. Don't ask me whether it's new or not because I'm not a blackberry person, for obvious reasons.(If it still ain't obvious to you, the blackberry is freaking expensive and have functions that I would not be able to use if I do not subscribe to freaking expensive service aka 100 bucks per month)

Unless I am a freaking busy person who needs to receive emails or need to know the stock market at my fingertips, this phone will be rendered useless and bloodsucking... However, I cannot be sure for the future because this is what I aspire to be in the future. Hahaha.... But most importantly, I need to start reading up a lot of things in order to climb the ladder. Thus, give me your moral support if you want a rich friend in the future. :P


THE PHONE THAT GETS ME ITCHING

It's been quite a long time since I updated and the main reason why this is so is that I have no interesting outing to talk about and that I have been basically sleeping my way through nowadays... Life is good but not interesting.

As I was watching Animal planet and Discovery channel yesterday, I was thinking maybe I could write some of the contents here to share it with you guys. :D

Firstly, do you know that the smelliest animal on Earth is not the skunk?? Surprising, the skunk was the second on the list and whala......

The champion for this title is the Tasmanian Devil. According to information from wikipedia, it lives on an Australian island of Tasmania and is a meat-eating marsupial (other animals that are marsupials: kangaroo and koala bears). It is also currently facing extinction due to a disease known as Devil facial tumour disease, which interferes with their ability to eat due to the fact that the tumour grows around the mouth, thus death follows prolong starvation.
For more information about this interesting animal, please go to wikipedia for the full report.

Oh ya.... I nearly forgot... The third on the list is wolverine. The only thing that comes into my mind was Wolverine from X-men. Quite a comparison , I would say.... Haha......



Yi hong, I did not forget about the post that you pasted just that I'm pretty lazy about finding six people... I will do it asap~~ :D

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

The Three Question Personality Test

I wish that this is true~~~

You Are a Pundit Blogger!

Your blog is smart, insightful, and always a quality read.Truly appreciated by many, surpassed by only a few

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

I'm not too sure about whether this is true but I don't really want to care about it too.. hahaha....

今天睡得好晚哦。。。 本来是因该在九点多起身的但知自己正在做梦所以让自己又回到梦乡里。其实不知道自己到底做了什么梦但应该是美梦吧，不然我一定会逼自己起来。。。

我觉得能够做梦真好，因为梦境是自己所可以控制的。在我眼里，梦境是反映着自己的渴望，害怕和思维。有时候，我们并不知道我们的潜意识到底在想什么，而梦境会让我们知道自己心理所压抑的感受。。。

但以科学角度来看待这件事情时，其实当我们在做梦时，头脑正在努力的“工作”而这导致很多人起床时感到自己好像没好好的休息。

所以经常做梦会影响我们的工作效率而偶尔做梦也许会让我们更了解自己。

犹如世外桃源。而且是在新加坡的某个角落哦。。。。真的很少能够闻到草香而且还能清晰的听到小鸟不停断的歌唱~~

脱离人群，脱离杂声。。。感觉是无比的轻松自在。。。

昨天和一群朋友去唱ktv， 虽然有几个人是不认识的但是却玩得很开心！！ 好久都没有去唱了， 好怀念哦.....

昨天朋友告诉我,不要每一次都霸着麦克风,否则没有人会跟我唱ktv了!!! 所以自己心里想"我要改过自新了!! 要忍耐!! 给别人机会发挥他们的歌唱技巧!!!" 因为我是属于那种喜欢人家配唱的,所以非常乐意有人陪我唱... 但我忘了有些人并不喜欢哦.... 所以为了防止这件事发生, 我决定静静的坐在一旁听, 除非人家叫我一起跟他唱~~~ heehee.....

不知道下一次会跟谁一起唱呢?? 好期待哦!!!!!

有时候在想，是否我所写在这里的事情是我想给大家看的东西还是纯粹是写给自己看的呢？

我的心里又有如天使与恶魔搏斗着，有一方希望自己能够有多一点读者而另一方却渴望保留给自己看。。。 总觉得让别人太了解自己好恐怖哦因为如果世上真有此人， 我觉得自己会惶然失措，不置可否。我一直相信，最了解自己的人应该是自己吧而如果这个位置被别人取代的话，我想我的思绪会突然失去条理。。。

但有时候，我又想让身边的人了解我的所作所为并且得到谅解。也许是星座的关系，或者是性格所在，总觉得朋友不是很了解我而这让我觉得有点无法释怀，总觉得自己得做些事来拉近与朋友的距离。。。不知道做了这些事是否会有帮助， 也许我只是一厢情愿，也许是我想得太多。。。

而答案只有朋友可以给我。

was going through some of my friends' blog and realised that many of them are updating their long forgotten blog~~~ everyone with their dream, everyone with their thinking..... maybe this is a good way of understanding another person, another perspective....

I have started on my job search but the results were not as great as I thought they would be. Really hope to get a part time job and earn some money so that I will be able to go on a holiday....

Maybe all of us should go for a holiday ba~~~ It's a good way of relief for everyone and to have a new headstart again~~

今天到学生家里补习， 让我发现我实在是好苯哦。。。 本来是要让学生了解关于灯光反射的原理但总觉得自己好像把学生教得越来越不明白！我当然会检讨自己的教学方法可是眼睁睁的看着他的考试日期已经越来越逼近了，实在让我觉得有些压力。我不会放弃，一定要把学生教会不然实在对不起她的家长，而且以后也可能因此很难找到推荐我当补习老师的几率。

我一向教学的方式是想要让我的学生明白但每一次面对很难解释的题目时，我终会想草率带过但是心里却被自己的信念所提醒。真希望我能继续保持这种不屈的精神！有句话说得好而那就是“只要功夫深，铁棒磨成绣花针”

加油加油！！！

今天和一些朋友到一家日本餐厅用餐。 这看起来似乎没什么大不了的聚会却拥有特别的意义。

这一次或许是我们最后一次以同学的身份聚在一起了。 从今以后，各自人马会走向自己所选择的人生并且追寻自己的梦想。因为不知道何时何日又能再重逢而感到惆怅。 这不是一种失落感而是一种不舍的心情。也许这种想法只是暂时性的，也许时间会淡化这一切，或者我们还是会常常见面还是或者。。。 这一切都不在我所掌控之中而只有时间才会让我们知道未来到底会演变成什么样子。

时间好像已成为疗伤的最佳解药， 特别是思绪上的伤痕。 无型伤害的解药或许是人类永远不能提炼出来的，也有可能只有自己才能够让自己康复。但又有几个人能办到呢？许多人因为过不了这一关而不辛牺牲自己的生命或让周遭的人非常困惑。你呢？你是否会让自己康复吗？

一切已圆满结束了。。 我的学生时代已告一段落，是时候踏进工作的范围了。。 心里有一丝丝的害怕因为怕找不到适合自己的工作，怕没人向录取我。人生好无常， 没想到一瞬间我将会变成社会人士，将会负担自己的开支了。 天啊！！！ 这是真实的吗？这好像是突然从梦中惊醒的感觉。。。 好恐怖哦！！！！其实，我想。。。。 其实不用那么担心吧，一定会找到适合的工。 也许我可以帮帮我的家里的事物吧。人生好奇怪。。。 希望我的人生可以比较平静的过吧。。。。
脚又变撞倒了啦！！！真烦！！！ 哈哈！！

雨天，
带来的是雷电，
带来的是上亿的雨滴，
带来的是有一点点的恐惧。。。

昨晚下了好大的雨，虽然我还是在一个朦胧的状态，但我还是知道它的存在。我喜欢它所带来的冷冰冰的感觉，只有这样，我才可以躲到厚厚的被子里取到一丝丝的温暖。。。

而当雨滴渐渐的变少，一股清新的感觉仿佛包围了我， 让我感到焕然一新。。。我喜欢这种洗礼的感觉，好像是把乌黑的城市清理一番，让它拥有一个新的面貌， 让我们有从新在认识这个城市的感觉。

也许泪水也是跟着这个原理。。。

当泪水一滴滴的掉下，我们也许渴望的是某人给予我们的温暖， 的关怀。。。

也许泪水停止在脸颊滑下时，我们有如已把表面层的死皮去除，脱胎换骨。而我们也有一个从新认识在镜子看到的自己的机会。

大自然与人体的构造似乎有些相似的感觉。。。在我继续我的人生的旅程时，也许我会再次发现一些意想不到的事与物。当我有这个机会时，再跟你们分享吧。。。

最后，我还是没有去游泳。。。。 真气奈啊。。。。好爱弄头发！！！ 高兴！！

本来今天要去游泳但天气实在太热了。也许今天傍晚在做打算吧！！！

好久以来都没去游泳，虽然喜欢这项运动可是因为实在是太懒惰太怕晒黑。我喜欢的是与水融为一体，我喜欢的是能够在宁静的水域游着游着，不再管别人再想什么或在做什么。。
所以有时候我会渴望着美人鱼的生活，但是这种想法是否是逃避现实吗？从小，我都是一个孤僻的孩子，或许城市生活根本不适合我。活在这个都会让我觉得很困惑，很迷失。

是时候找一个中心点了，找到自己所需要的目标。。 也许这不会对任何人有什么影响而对我而言，这不重要因为这个目标是我的动力而旁人根本没有必要知道。写一个给自己的日记或许是给自己继续生活在这个世界的动力吧。。。

原来时间是这样飞逝的。。 今天应该读书可是我却做起家务来。希望可以快点把该做好的事情做完它！ 加油！！！

不知道从什么时候开始，我觉得自己好像变得越来越忧愁。有时候，觉得上天对我很好可是有时候又好像在愚弄我。 有时想想为什么来到这个世界，到底我的义务是什么呢？是来工作？玩耍？还是别有用意？？

我没有信仰，原因或许是因为我不试着了解或心胸太狭窄了？人为什么有信仰？是因为我们不愿意相信人的出现是一个意外或是真的有更加优秀的神或物创造了我们？或是这是我们自己所创造的使命。。。我当然不知道答案，只是偶尔会想想这个问题。你觉得呢？

时间慢慢的溜走，有些人认为这是慢性自杀， 有些人却以比较乐观的方式去看待这件事情。而我觉得这是一个有如杯子装了一半的水。 是否会觉得这是只被填了一半的杯子或是一个原本空的杯子已被填了一半的水？这不是新的论学而我只是想用它来表达我的感受。

这小篇的短言用了华文是因为我怀念这个语言。好久好久都没用华文来表达自己的想法而还是觉得有亲切感。也许自己的英文不好所以只好投靠华文吧...

Poor me, got blue black on my leg... All due to stupid internal bus of uni... KILL THE DRIVER!!!!


Found this cat near my house and I decided to call it Tabby for no apparent reason!

fun

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

Hello!

Did a puzzle yesterday and decided to share with you guys!




I am starting to pick up some line art drawings due to this guy who drew this picture. Can you believe that he uses pencil to draw this picture?!!!



Wanna do somemore puzzle and who is willing to sponser me a puzzle? heehee.....

Exams are coming and I still have tests and reports to do. Time to do them now!!!

hi guys(if there is anyone still reading this slow paced blog). so what have I been doing after the torturous exams that just passed... erms.... basically, I went to ktv to sing but due to the bleak reality, I think I have actually tortured my friend's ears. Sorry about it but please bear with it. Maybe I should go to ktv more often in order to train up my voice... Heehee.....

Actually, I have also started to read my chinese books already. Seems to be quite slow paced and I think the reason why is prolly due to the book being boring or I am a slowpoke(in case you don't know, a character in pokemon has this name and when i first heard this term being applied to human beings, it's after the launch of pokemon)

Sometimes, when you have a hell lot of time, you say that you are lazy to do things but when you have a hell lot of no time, you will claim that there is too much things to do within that short period of time... thus, humans are excuser finders.
I think I also need to get some animes to watch.... Too bored and don't feel like doing anything but watch anime. so if you have any anime cds that is starting to collect dust, please feel free to pass to me so that i can
1)watch the show
2)help you clean the disk
3)clear some space in your room temporary

I am also going to start work on monday.... Not exactly exciting cause it seemed that the person I am going to work for is pretty erms.... hard to get along with? I think it will be just fine though cause got my shou hu shen with me. heehee.....

Last but not least,
smoking do not help slimming of the body

like this song. heehee... enjoy

You Are Chocolate Ice Cream

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy It may take you a while to kiss someone... But when you do, it's total fireworks

What's Your Kissing Style?

You Are Red Wine

You're not a big drinker, and when you do drink, you go for the best. You probably know a good deal about wines, and you know how to order a great bottle. When you drink too much, you tend to flirt - but only in a subtle, understated way. You prefer to date a man who's worldly and wise. He's got to be as sophisticated as you are.

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

i am sophisticated?

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Princess Cut Diamond!

That doesn't mean you're a princess though. Far from it :-) You're modern, sleek, and more than a little bold at times. You prefer that your old fashioned ring fit into your modern life. A streamlined princess cut ring is like a work of architecture and 100% perfect for you.

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

What Sign Should You Date?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back. You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

shd try shd try

Colorful and Sexy

Confident and outrageous, you have the personality to wear a dress that really turns heads.

What's Your Prom Style?

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right. But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check. In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it... You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

How Daring Are You?

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy. Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy. You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through. Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

oh really?

moyar cut her hair and it is so nice that i want to cut mine!!!!!!! AH>>>>>> How arh!!!

INTPs are pensive, analytical folks. They may venture so deeply into thought as to seem detached, and often actually are oblivious to the world around them.

Precise about their descriptions, INTPs will often correct others (or be sorely tempted to) if the shade of meaning is a bit off. While annoying to the less concise, this fine discrimination ability gives INTPs so inclined a natural advantage as, for example, grammarians and linguists.

INTPs are relatively easy-going and amenable to most anything until their principles are violated, about which they may become outspoken and inflexible. They prefer to return, however, to a reserved albeit benign ambiance, not wishing to make spectacles of themselves.

A major concern for INTPs is the haunting sense of impending failure. They spend considerable time second-guessing themselves. The open-endedness (from Perceiving) conjoined with the need for competence (NT) is expressed in a sense that one's conclusion may well be met by an equally plausible alternative solution, and that, after all, one may very well have overlooked some critical bit of data. An INTP arguing a point may very well be trying to convince himself as much as his opposition. In this way INTPs are markedly different from INTJs, who are much more confident in their competence and willing to act on their convictions.

Mathematics is a system where many INTPs love to play, similarly languages, computer systems--potentially any complex system. INTPs thrive on systems. Understanding, exploring, mastering, and manipulating systems can overtake the INTP's conscious thought. This fascination for logical wholes and their inner workings is often expressed in a detachment from the environment, a concentration where time is forgotten and extraneous stimuli are held at bay. Accomplishing a task or goal with this knowledge is secondary.

INTPs and Logic -- One of the tipoffs that a person is an INTP is her obsession with logical correctness. Errors are not often due to poor logic -- apparent faux pas in reasoning are usually a result of overlooking details or of incorrect context.

Games NTs seem to especially enjoy include Risk, Bridge, Stratego, Chess, Go, and word games of all sorts. (I have an ENTP friend that loves Boggle and its variations. We've been known to sit in public places and pick a word off a menu or mayonnaise jar to see who can make the most words from its letters on a napkin in two minutes.) The INTP mailing list has enjoyed a round of Metaphore, virtual volleyball, and a few 'finish the series' brain teasers.

INTPs in the main are not clannish. The INTP mailing list, with a readership now in triple figures, was in its incipience fraught with all the difficulties of the Panama canal: we had trouble deciding on:

1) whether or not there should be such a group,
2) exactly what such a group should be called, and
3) which of us would have to take the responsibility for organization and maintenance of the aforesaid group/club/whatever.
A Functional Analysis -- by Joe Butt

Introverted Thinking
Introverted Thinking strives to extract the essence of the Idea from various externals that express it. In the extreme, this conceptual essence wants no form or substance to verify its reality. Knowing the Truth is enough for INTPs; the knowledge that this truth can (or could) be demonstrated is sufficient to satisfy the knower. "Cogito, ergo sum" expresses this prime directive quite succinctly.

In seasons of low energy level, or moments of single-minded concentration, the INTP is aloof and detached in a way that might even offend more relational or extraverted individuals.

Extraverted iNtuition
Intuition softens and socializes Thinking, fleshing out the brittle bones of truths formed in the dominant inner world. That which is is not negotiable; yet actual application diffuses knowledge to the extent that knowledge needs qualification and context to be of any consequence in this foreign world of substance.

If Thinking can desist, the INTP is free to brainstorm, calling up the perceptions of the unconscious (i.e., intuition) which are mirrored in patterns in the realm of matter, time and space. These perceptions, in the form of theories or hunches, must ultimately defer to the inner principles, or at least they must not negate them.

Intuition unchained gives birth to play. INTPs enjoy games, formal or impromptu, which coax analogies, patterns and theories from the unseen into spontaneous expression in a way that defies their own comprehension.

Introverted Sensing
Sensing is of a subjective, inner nature similar to that of the SJs. It supplies awareness of the forms of senses rather than the raw, analogic stimuli. Facts and figures seek to be cleaned up for comparison with an ever growing range of previously experienced input. Sensing assists intuition in sorting out and arranging information into the building blocks for Thinking's elaborate systems.

The internalizing nature of the INTP's Sensing function leaves a relative absence of environmental awareness (i.e., Extraverted Sensing), except when the environment is the current focus. Consciousness of such conditions is at best a sometime thing.

Extraverted Feeling
Feeling tends to be all or none. When present, the INTP's concern for others is intense, albeit naive. In a crisis, this feeling judgement is often silenced by the emergence of Thinking, who rushes in to avert chaos and destruction. In the absence of a clear principle, however, INTPs have been known to defer judgement and to allow decisions about interpersonal matters to be left hanging lest someone be offended or somehow injured. INTPs are at risk of being swept away by the shadow in the form of their own strong emotional impulses.

Famous INTPs:
Socrates
Rene Descartes
Blaise Pascal
Sir Isaac Newton

U.S. Presidents:
James Madison
John Quincy Adams
John Tyler
Dwight D. Eisenhower
Gerald Ford
William Harvey (pioneer in human physiology)
C. G. Jung, (Freudian defector, author of Psychological Types, etc.)
William James
Albert Einstein
Tom Foley (Speaker of the House--U.S. House of Representatives)
Henri Mancini
Bob Newhart
Jeff Bingaman, U.S. Senator (D.--NM)
Rick Moranis (Honey, I Shrunk The Kids)
Midori Ito (ice skater, Olympic silver medalist)
Tiger Woods

Fictional INTPs
Tom and Fiona (Four Weddings and a Funeral)
Dr. Susan Lewis (ER)
Filburt (Rocko's Modern Life)

This is solely for my own reference. I don't know how true is this but nevertheless, if you want to try, just tell me about it. :D

changed my blogskin because I chance upon another blog and decided that this shall be the new skin. It's easier to read and looks neat and most of all, I like it. :D

got to go for my marketing tutorial this time round. Met a secondary school mate in that class and having to do the same project together too. It was really a surprise for me since I never thought I would meet someone I know in that module since nobody I know is in business major. Apparently, I am wrong. I would say the tutorial was pretty easy to pass (considering it's a 2-hr tutorial) maybe because the tutor was doing introduction and that is the reason why it passed so fast. Have to start doing my individual assignment already. Even though I have no clue of how I am going to do it, somehow I will. Maybe I will consult my tutor, she seems to be a nice tutor. I like tutors that are more interactive.

Saw on the news that the crocodile hunter (Steve Irwin) died from getting a sting from a stingray. Pretty sad over the news since he was a rather good entertainer (in my pov) It was really unfortunate since the sting went right through his heart. I suppose nobody can save him, even god. Life is too unpredictable at times. I wonder how will his family cope with this loss (although I think the wife should be mentally prepared for this) Hope all goes well for his family.

went to tutorial today and I would say that the session has much more interactions than I thought it would turn out. Firstly, we were tossing this ball and calling out each other's name and asking which faculty are they from. The process proceeded with more balls and it was quite chaotic.

Okay, I am going to give a very bias comment. I felt that people from English major are a little different from other faculties. I am not sure why but I just can't click with people who are English major despite some efforts put in. I suppose I should try harder next time ya?

I think i also did something that I don't usually do in class. That is to answer the tutor's question. Seriously, I can't stand the momentary silence that always persist when the tutor ask certain questions. That's why I will just answer anything that I want to. It is not attention seeking but I rather get it over with rather than waiting for the tutor to ask and beg for answers. I really don't want to waste this time of mine.

Actually, found that one of the guys that I don't really know is quite charismatic. He answers the questions in a way that turned out to be appealing to the ear. I am just so bad at talking. Even got nervous when I was suppose to give a brief introduction about myself. Haha.... I thought I have overcomed this fear of mine but apparently, I think I need more practice. Haha....

that's all for my tutorial class
comments: fun if people open up a little more and interact more. haha....

certainly have some trouble with my tutorial man.

firstly, I went to the wrong class on tuesday. if u think being in the wrong class is something to be embarassed about, I got more to share. Being the gan jiong spider (as usual), I thought the tutor called my name. In the end, she told me "cannot be you, it's a guy). My face certainly turned red. Certainly!!! Such blunders really "spice up" my life man.

Just a while ago, I thought of checking my tutorial slot and my slot is 10-12pm.(as u can see now, it's 9 something in the morning). Seriously, I thought I am done for.... Thereby, I went to check the tutorial allocation results in my mailbox to double check and found that I remembered the wrong slot. Glad that I still have some sense on checking my mail or else I will be in the wrong class AGAIN. It will be even more pathetic then the first one.

Got a class at 12pm. Will update my paisay happenings soon. haha... Be sure to tune in.

I'm back for more.... thinking of whether I should go for my marketing lecture today. I think probably not since I have a tutorial on thursday and there's an extra slot for the lecture on thursday. Shall be going on thursday then. :D

Suddenly feel that I am lack of money man. Who has any tuition lobangs to recommend? Actually, I saw one that interested me but I was rather hesitant about giving my particulars to them. You never know what will happen to your particulars. Ps: I have enough spam mails to clear everyday.

I am also suspecting that my laptop is being affected by some virus since there will be popping up of stupid websites now and then. Who will be able to help me man? Any help will be gladly appreciated. (Maybe I will treat you prata if anybody help me solve the problem)

Seriously, I think I am ill. The name of the illness : Internet addiction.
Can't live without internet connection now. My Goodness!!!!

Random thoughts just flow by every now and then. May be updating soon. Hee

Haha.... Sorry guys man.... I knew I wouldn't keep my promise of blogging everyday and the recent blog surfing has got me itching for some blogging today. Apparently, it's already 3am in the morning and I seriously have no idea what the heck am I doing in front of my computer instead of sleeping in my cozy bed with the air con blasting towards me.

The comments I got when I got back to Singapore is simply that I have gotten FAT and tanned. For the latter, I have nothing much against it. It's just another image that I hadn't have since my primary school days. So behold to those people who hadn't seen me, you are in for quite a shock. But for the former comment, I am pretty affected by it and decided it's time to do something about it. However, it seems that my appetite for food has been ever growing. Not sure why??? Maybe I really missed the food in Singapore so much that the crave of the food overpowers my will to reduce some fats around my bottom. This simply sucks. Seriously..... I NEED TO GET SOME FATS OF MY STUPID BODY. Target for now is 5kg and more to come if it is deemed as necessary.

Got 5 modules this semester and 3 are core lsm modules. Actually, I am pretty happy with the modules that I got this semester because they are either of my interest of I think they will be useful in the future. I seriously need some consultation with my social work's lecturer. No idea what he was talking about in the lecture and I don't intend to SU this module either.

Went for the NOC interview for the 2nd time. Thought that I did pretty okay this time round, at least without shivers and all that. However, the reality turns out to otherwise. Not much choice then.... I have to persue my entrepreneurship dreams on my own now. No time for feeling stupid and idiotic now. Time to get back to tracks now.

Having to live for 21 years, I realised I have been wasting my time (maybe I would think that blogging is a waste of time too in the future). But it may be good to just waste some time doing nothing and reflecting and thinking the future course of life I would be taking. For now, I hadn't have any but whatever la.... haha....
so long guys. will be updating soon.

just to let u guys know that i am alive and kicking. haahaha......
nothing much happened over here but i think there's some big event happening tonight. we will be so busy differentiating counterfeits and all..

hey ya..... off today so decided to write some stuff.
one idea that came to my head in the past few days. this sounds rather stupid because i don't think it is ever going to work but oh well, it's just an idea and i felt that ideas should be crazy! hahaha... anyways, my idea was that the shop will set up a box containing different balls and each pick of 10 bucks will entitle you to maybe a shirt with a variety of colour. anyway, one of the balls will contain something that is rather expensive like levis jeans or something like that.
i think this idea came about because i am working in games and a retail shop and so i just combined them together. haha..... this is so crappy man but it's my idea alright! :D

So what do i have for you in today's blog? i think i would write about from departure till the point i am doing now.

the first torture of the day was that i have to wake up at 4-430am just to catch a 8am flight. nothing special happened except that i ate a kaya toast and milo breakfast. i am starting to think of my milo already... shucks... i forgot to bring instant milo over here. how am i suppose to survive without milo for 3 months? I am not sure myself. haha.... anyways, i board the flight with a bottle of gin. hehee.... is 19 bucks(dutyfree) and decided that i would drink in the hostel when i reach america. hee. the flight was relatively normal and we change flight at taipei. after which, a grandma bringing his grandson was sitting at a position diagonal of me and you know how irritating children can be and the child decided to make a havoc by crying and making noise for 10 hours of my ride to anchorage. although i said it was irritating, i just keep laughing. ( i must be crazy man) when departing the plane to do immigration stuff to enter to US, the person sitting in front of me starts getting crazy and keeps complaining to her bf(i suppose) that the grandma was very irritating. but anyway, she was just as irritating as the small kid and i felt like giving her a tight slap and ask her to shut up. ( i dun have a very good temper to begin with)

anyway, i still had to take a 6 hours flight to new york and the child and her/his grandma was still sitting at the same position and i have to tolerate the noise for another 6 hours. but i still keep laughing (i must be really crazy) i even cried when i heard This Love on the plane. i'm not sure why i got so emotional over this but i suppose i also miss my boy too much that i can't control my tears. oh ya... i almost forgot to tell you. my arrival time was late by one hour plus because some people are late for the taipei to anchorage flight and some people can't clear the immigration. we waited for 45 minutes for those who can't clear immigration and had to take down their lugguage. i wonder what would be of them. will they be sent back to taipei or will they have "special arrangement"?? i really don't know man.

upon reaching new york at 12 am in the morning, we started to wonder how do we get to new jersey( my workplace btw) and started walking around and asking. initially, we wanted to take subway and bus there but guess what, i got to ride on a limousine in the end. hahaha..... it's 350 for eight people and it will reach my workplace. think of the trouble i have saved myself of transferring from one type to another transportation and the best thing is that i got on a limousine. nevermind whether its old or whatever, i sat on a LIMOUSINE. heard that? hahahaha..... quite cool an it is exactly like those we saw in movies where there is a bar counter and a television too. the bk breakfast is definitely better than those in singapore. we get to make our own drinks too! (my friend was a little weird since she started to take packet lemon juice, grape jam, mayo, etc.....)

after we reached new jersey, we settled with the housing (which has wireless!!! so i can talk to my boy boy tomorrow morning. ps: please pardon me if i got the timing wrong since the difference between new jersey and singapore is exactly 12 hours)
is polling over? i suppose so right? can't really know what is the date in singapore now since there's a difference in one day between new jersey and singapore. according to new jersey, it's 5th of may now.

gotta meet new people and chatted with them. two of them are really pretty man but also high mantainence. haha.... for me, i went to the supermarket and do some grocery shopping. i started to miss singapore since i have to do alot of conversions while shopping for my stuff and things here are so expensive. my friend keeps reminding me that we should only buy necessities and not wants because i wanted a cookie. OMG>>> i am deprived of COOKIE in US! somebody help me. i feel like a slave now man. i miss those things i had in singapore. i want my milo! oh ya.... the apartment in charge just informed me that no alcohol drink allowed. i am starting to wonder what i should do with my gin. i suppose i will go ahead with my drinks but just to take sips and not shots. anyways.... feeling sleepy now. new york lights at night stretches as far as the horizon and they even have rectangular pattern... yawns.... i am starting to slip into my dreamland man. haha.... may edit my post later. see ya guys and wait for my updates alright? :D
2nd day of my trip in new jersey. did nothing much.... just ate wholemeal bread for breakfast and grilled chicken and baked potato for lunch. heehee... afterwhich, we went to explore the place and i found out that the place i work has lots of pizza shops and we managed to find one that is 99cents per piece and it will be my new food source for the next 2 and that half months. the clothes are extremely cheap, it's only a dollar!!! where can you find this type of clothes in singapore man??!!! haha...... may be going to the beach with my other friends and theme park rides after that! but in the end, i didn't go. haha... was sleeping. :P
didn't do much over here on the third day. just went to the theme park to play some of the games over there. i didn't play the big roller coaster because my fren couldn't take it. haha...
we actually played some octopus thingy which was quite scary, teacups and roundabout(i went reluctantly la... cause i don't really like to play this kind of things. i am 21 and i am doing what 5 years old do... shame on me man). i also did a mini rollercoaster but was not really very scary... the feeling was pretty good though. erms... oh ya... the ferris wheel. it was quite a scene from up there but i didn't bring camera along so i think i will ride one more time on that. the ocean is just marvellous. i wished i had brought my camera along man! and i realised that i was surrounded but water (which may offer some explanation as to why this place was so cold right now). i was shivering when i was on the ferris wheel cause the wind is just so strong! went on some bumper car ride. i love this man... it's just that when i was in singapore, i felt it was not worth it cause it is like 1.5 or 2 bucks for bumping car of about 3 minutes. we also ride on some pirate ship kinda of thingy whereby there's 3D effect after wearing some glasses. i was pretty scared as i was thinking there might be some skull thingy dropping in front of me or something like that but it turned out to be quite a flop with one person trying to grab my hand. hmmz... not very exciting. last but not least, i went on some circling ride( i really have no idea how to describe that) and it was quite a horrible experience since my friend was squashing me like i was just a poor tuna. boohoo.... and just when i think the ordeal was over, i realised it was going backwards. i got squashed as well.... hmms..... simply terrible. haha...
that's the shedule for the 3rd day.
for breakfast, we had some toasted bread. afternoon, we had pasta with brocolli and chicken and at night, we had chicken soup with potato, salad and bread(simply because the bread was expiring.)
so that's all for the day. will be having orientation on the 4th day. :)

My Personal Dna Report

haiyo!!
haven't been updating for a pretty long time. i think i will be updating after my exams ya? haha....

i am always late for blogging so now i have to wish u guys a belated new year again. haha.... was mapling while the year 2005 crossed to 2006. nothing fantastic about how i celebrated my new year.

went to eat sakae with my heavenly maths group yesterday and we were thinking why the moon always face the same side towards earth and after much discussion, we decided that we don't have an answer for it. i'm just glad that we SUed it or else i don't know what kind of grade would i be getting. didn't really eat sushi this holidays so i guess yesterday's meal would be compensating for my lack of sushi.

hmm.... have been going out everyday lately so i think i should start to coop myself in my house. my parents are starting to complain. hai... what to do... parents are always like that man.

today going to eat mos burger and i think that i will be playing abit of guitar freak before i head home. too lazy to go to nus le although i know my bag miss me badly since i left it at moyar's room for the whole holiday. haha....

hope u guys are enjoying the new year, the new beginning and new targets of life. i am looking forward to the new year. i hope u do too. :D

firstly, happy belated merry christmas to everyone. hope that everyone had a good christmas this year. for me, it's probably just another day except that the fact that i was playing maplestory and goonzu for probably the whole day and sleeping at wee hours due to that. heeheee...... kinda addicted to it actually.

prefer goonzu actually because i dun have to keep killing monsters. pretty lazy huh... i also think i am getting more and more lazy. bidding is coming and i am still trying to think of what modules to take now. anyone have any recommendations.
desheng recommended jap 1 so maybe i would be taking jap 1 this sem. he said it was pretty easy and actually i am pretty interested to. will be checking out the timings later. hope it doesn't clash. checked out a few other modules and it all clashes with my core module. really hope that i can improve from this sem. hai.... must work extra hard next semester!!! jia you!

went to play guitar freak yesterday night due to urge actually. haha... i went down at about 2030h and ended the session at around 2300h. the faring for yesterday was pretty bad i would say since i would be offbeat for no reason. hope to improve somehow. will be going for a higher speed now since it's easier to look at the notes. must train my eyes to do it man. "D also went to eat jiang chong ji fan. ratings... hmm... still alright la. not fantastic and i still prefer the gong bao ji ding rice.

haven't gone for my sushi yet. haiz... my sushi... when is it coming man??!?!?! hope to eat it soon! and maybe for another round of drinking session. anybody reading this and has the urge as well can jio me. don't know what is happening to me man. haha... maybe i should jio my parents to drink at serangoon garden hawker centre cause the beer is very cheap. one bottle of carlsberg is only for 6 bucks!!! more importantly, they provide good service man! giving a whole bucket of ice and even a supposingly cooler (just a bigger bucket of ice) if u bought more than one bottle. pretty cool i would say since it is a hawker centre. i like the environment there too because it's cooling and relaxing~~~

i think i have to take advance driving test again cause it is expiring already and i haven't even contacted my instructor for any driving lessons. haiz... i am just so plain lazy man! haha....

so all in all~~ belated merry christmas to everyone and hope you looking forward to 2006 as much as i do! (since most of my frens will be turning 21 soon and that includes me too!!! haha... pretty excited over it man!)

went to cut my hair yesterday. although it is not very different from my previous hairstyle. but still pretty alright la and it's only 12 bucks. if you all wanna get a haircut after seeing my hair, it's at tampines near st. hilda's. i will tell u the details if u all wanna know. hee....

then was sleeping just now, and someone called to wake me up that the results are out lor... so i went to check. then kns.... so many pple.... cannot get in through intenet explorer. so kelvin was telling me that dun use firefox then i knew wat to do next and that is...... to use firefox. HAHA.... n wah la..... i got in. the results... hmm.... no comments....

so that's all folks...

normally, i won't post two blogs in one day but i changed my blogskin so i am just commenting on the blogskin.

actually, wasn't really finding anything in particular since i just wanted to scroll through the blogskins and looking for something which have big fonts because i am quite irritated with the small fonts in my previous blog. stumbled upon the blog of the week, which is a magarita blog. actually, kind of like that blog too since, if u have not known, i have been having drinking craves these few days. hee... but i think that the picture wasn't really well placed so i decided to look at the other blogs by this creator and chance upon this blog layout. i think it's pretty cool since masquerade has always given me a feeling of mystery and excitement. i am not sure i am feeling this but i love it (although the fact that the fonts are small stil didn't change)

hope u guys like it too and i realised that i have been updating every week. it wasn't done on purpose but just the feeling of wanting to update. haha.... part of the blog was deleted and i can't think of it now. so i shall just end it here :D

since i am not working today and somehow, bored... decided to write in another entry. nobody is writing blogs now. maybe the craze over it has died off or somehow, pple are too busy to write any now.

the weekends aren't very happening anyway, just went to help out with performance. after the saturday performance, went to eat with DM guys at coffeeshop opposite punggol park (ps: there is no hougang park. heehee.....) like those guys actually cause they are very spontaneous, joke alot and they don't really mind me going (that's what i feel la.. maybe they are restricted to not say inappropriate things in order not to "pollute" me. haha....). Actually, was pretty hungry and managed to eat a 3 piece chicken set. it was filling!!! and pretty crispy but a little salty but i dun mind going there to eat again. it was the waiting time that really frustrates me cause i was hungry (i think i had a mild gastric that night). so they were joking like siao and we are laughing like siao... haha.....

this i have to say! this is the first time i see boy tear not once, not twice but thrice of laughter. very funny.... never seen him laugh until like that before. think he too high after not getting enough sleep the previous night. he even had to take tissue from me to wipe his tears.... really never seen him so happy. and actually, seeing him that happy makes me happy since i can't possibly make him that happy. haha.... this is actually a good break from our usual activity. to laugh like nobody's business. and guys are guys huh... i guess i can't do much about it. haha.... like to see xiao mei mei... cause i think there are pple who came down after clubbing. andrew was like "cannot turn back or else will be too obvious" haha.... too bad arh... i got the best view liaos....
actually, i am still trying to cope with the mild jealousy (maybe mild is not the word) that i had or else next time not fun anymore.

actually, sometimes, i think guys tend to restrict themselves whenever there's a girl around. and for me, i can accept those kind of things... maybe it's my looks that tell people that i am serious and all. cause in nus, i sort of get used to it. they are really a fun gang and if they don't mind, i wanna tag along. heehee.... never had such fun for a long time. i wanna hear them play the real thing as well cause i heard they are really very good players and i never been in any jams before. really wanna experience it! maybe i should go jamX someday.

really had fun that nite although i still gotta help on sunday and i managed to stay awake for the whole day. not bad for me i think.
oh ya oh ya... can u believe that there is a temple beside mohammud sultan road, somemore beside madam wong!!!! i was like OMG!!!! what a place to have a temple man!! haha..... if u dun believe me, next time when u go to double o, look opposite, there is a temple name hong san si and i even know the history! my fren was asking me whether i wanna go clubbing since we are there already. but i guess, after the performance, we didn't have any energy to club anymore.

when helping at the performance, can really see the younger generations have taken over us. they have quality sound and very good skills. just a pity that i dun have so much of the passion to continue on practising as hard. i told myself this, i will progress on my own. maybe just take the score and try out first. if i have the passion, i will go back and learn it even though i will be behind the younger generations.

music seems to surround me at this moment, i know i shouldn't let go since i still have the spare time to go and touch the instruments and the seniors are working much harder than me. maybe someday, i will go back and practice my guzheng even though my skills have rusted. its the ability that the instrument can make such a beautiful tune that makes me wanna go back and touch the instruments. no gradings for me since i don't want to be kept under a grading system. i know that through grading, you will be able to progress faster but what i feel now is that, music is for personal enjoyment and i don't want to be tied down by unnecessary stress. i am not that talented as well to be wanted back. just a hobby that shouldn't be let go so easily since i have put so much effort into it in the past.

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. (wah seh... i am witty alright??? come, got vision somemore... haha....) At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. (kind of true la.... i feel misunderstood now... see. sad face :( haha...) In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. (tough exterior?? no lehs... i am weak. i admit liaos... what else u wanna say?) How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. (ers... i am not a candle, i dun light up rooms) Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?" (ALOT.... like handphone, shoes, bags, clothes.... the list goes on...)

What's Your Power Color?

what? MERVYN, what did u say about my blog?!?! CMI???? wheyy.... what's wwrong with my blog lor.... it's so girly liaos.... can't make it anymore girly liaos.... nothing happening in my life how to blog? u tell me la.... talk about what? the superstition of life? (i seriously don't know why that popped up in my mind) the life of not having anything to do. i am just writing crap post ma... it's okay one. pple can get into asian blog awards just writing crap. i am sure i can do it too.

so let the crapping start. whatever la... crap. a four letter word. how to crap. i also don't know lehs... this sucks.... anyway, come... let's complain. the best a girl can do is complain like siao. please dun underestimate the power of a girl's ability to complain. okay. let's start with my hair. my hair sucks. hard to tame, never listen to where i wan it to be. i wan side parting, it gave me no parting. i wan it to straight then it went wild. i want it to be wild, it straightened somehow. see? even my own hair go against me. what to do . life sucks
haha.....

aiya.. i hate complaining.... so i shall just end with tellng u guys that there will be a hair fashion show on sun. free cover charge and one for one for the drinks. who is interested just tell me. if enough pple, i may go down as well. wanna get contact lens.

exams are over and i have been slacking at home for the past few days of my life.... though not exactly. initially, i was planning to work during the hols but after the exams, i dun seem to have the motivation to find any work to bore myself more. thus i decided that it was time i rest and do whatever i want for this month. i would only start working the next holidays since it will last three months.

Actually, immediately after my exams, i went to ktv with xiu wei, yi hong, shurong and moyar and it was fun i would say. it has been months since i step into a ktv and i have to say that xiuwei sings very well, shurong can hit very high notes for the whole song (i seriously dunno how she do it), yi hong has the potential to sing high notes although she very shy about it. both moyar and me are "zou ying tian hou" already... keep being not able to reach the high notes.... pretty sad over it. jieting came over at a later hour so didn't have the chance to really hear her sing. so saddening man.. haha.. for my singing,i shall not be discouraged over it. shall be going for a few more ktv sessions. haha... i like the drink though... ordered apple ice.. just normal bubbletea kind but it has been years since i drank bubbletea so it sort of refresh memories that i had during sec days.

plans for this month is to eat sushi!!! my treat for myself for surviving the exams!!! shopping with my best fren as well as some drinking session with her. it has been a very very long time since i saw her. really missed her a lot man. next shall plan an outing for my sec sch frens... it has been months since i see them as well. maybe i should also ask the jc pple to come out for a session of ktv man. haha.... outing for delphi pple, dunno you guys wanna do what? blading? beach volleyball? movies? ktv? i will leave it up to u all to decide la.... go do some activities with my heavenly maths group. haha... cause we went through thick and thin over all the projects so we have sort of bonded together. pretty happy that i took this mod although i already know two members out of group. HA.

next, plan for my 21st birthday. was pondering whether i should do it in a chalet or do it at home. depends on who i am going to ask to come over lo.. if more pple, i will book chalet at maybe east coast. haha.... my mum already ensure me that she is going to cook her best dish - PINEAPPLE RICE! i gotta tell u this, this is the dish that is first to go so if i invite u guys to come over arh.... u better come early or else u will regret cause my relatives are sure to aim that dish even after eating for so many years le. i am not joking okay?? haha..... maybe my mum will be cooking curry as well... wanted her to cook mee hoon but i figure it would be too much work and provided the fact that i want to be "princess" that day, i dun wanna cook with my mum lor.... later become maid and no more princess liao. (sounds like cinderella story to me haha....)
i think my bro is whipping up some dish as well or do some fried fishball or bbq stuff... although i am pretty excited over it, i still think i should keep my calm since it will be like 2 months + 11 days away la... pretty long and far away... but still i am pretty excited. want to settle this stuff before school starts cause i want to do the planning myself.(although i am pretty lazy at this point of time)

maybe getting a new pair of specs cause my specs abit screw loose then it keeps dropping. er.... other than tat, i dun think i have any extra money to spare la... so ya.... i wanted to watch harry potter actually, but i think from the feedback i got, i am not that keen anymore. and someone just said i no fren, shall prove that i still got frens... nvm... even dun have, i will make new frens eventually. the feeling sucks when pple say u dun have fren. buay da han..... anyways, quite pissed now... so shall end off now.

You Are A: Duck!

Found in many lakes and ponds, ducks are a common site the world over. Known for their famous quack, ducks tend to congregate in flocks or go off on their own in pairs. As a duck, you may seem friendly at times but will not hesitate to bite if someone is bothering you. Your love for travel and your ability to swim are some reasons why you are a duck.

You were almost a: Lamb or a Kitten
You are least like a: Turtle or a GroundhogCute Animals Quiz

i wanna be a kitten!!!! why am i duckie???

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are confident and ready to tackle life. You are pretty vain and happy with your physical appearance. You are born to be the center of attention, and you're unhappy on the sidelines. You're always up for trying something new - in and out of bed!

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. \font>

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Upon waiting for the connection to come up again, I decided to drop in a blog entry. Didn’t do much these days, don’t really know what I am doing now… Don’t know what I am thinking and the feeling sucks. 10 more days and the exams are over. OMG>>>> this is very fast!!! Haiz…. Hope that the connection will be up soon and I can continue to do my stuff. JIA YOU!!! Persevere on!!! (self-encouragement. Haha,,,)

hey guys, i'm back for an issue. just had a test today and am in a slacking mood now. haha..... it seems that exams are over!!!!!.... NOT!
was also doing last 2nd session of lab and really think i have no motivation to move on man. results for the lab seemingly isn't very good either and i have no clue of how to write that report. that is what worries me most. going to have to do project tomorrow. hopefully i will just survive safely this sem. and everybody out there please take care of your health!!! don't fall sick during this critical period! jia youz!!!!

Your #1 Match: INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #2 Match: ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

Your #3 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #4 Match: ESFP

The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.

Your #5 Match: INTP

The Thinker You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can. Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge. Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat. A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it. You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

What's Your Personality Type?

heehee... boliaos!!!

i join in the "zi lian kuang" club!! haha....

haven't blog for a pretty long time. was playing arcade and doing tons of lab nowadays. although things haven't ended yet, i thought it might be a good idea to just blog ( to keep my blog alive)

jia you to everyone for the upcoming exams... not much confidence though...
JIA YOU!

(a pretty short entry but it is always better than nothing. Ha)

although i dun play ragnarok.... heehee....


You're the Picky!

from ragnarok online official site:
LV : 3 Type : Brute Attribute : Fire1
Baby Peco Peco. Although it is pretty small, it
will be grown up so fast.
Lives in the desert hunting small bugs as prey.


Which Ragnarok Online monster are you?
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