April 27, 2007




最后,我还是没有去游泳。。。。 真气奈啊。。。。好爱弄头发!!! 高兴!!




本来今天要去游泳但天气实在太热了。也许今天傍晚在做打算吧!!!

好久以来都没去游泳,虽然喜欢这项运动可是因为实在是太懒惰太怕晒黑。我喜欢的是与水融为一体,我喜欢的是能够在宁静的水域游着游着,不再管别人再想什么或在做什么。。
所以有时候我会渴望着美人鱼的生活,但是这种想法是否是逃避现实吗?从小,我都是一个孤僻的孩子,或许城市生活根本不适合我。活在这个都会让我觉得很困惑,很迷失。

是时候找一个中心点了,找到自己所需要的目标。。 也许这不会对任何人有什么影响而对我而言,这不重要因为这个目标是我的动力而旁人根本没有必要知道。写一个给自己的日记或许是给自己继续生活在这个世界的动力吧。。。

April 22, 2007

原来时间是这样飞逝的。。 今天应该读书可是我却做起家务来。希望可以快点把该做好的事情做完它! 加油!!!

April 21, 2007





不知道从什么时候开始,我觉得自己好像变得越来越忧愁。有时候,觉得上天对我很好可是有时候又好像在愚弄我。 有时想想为什么来到这个世界,到底我的义务是什么呢?是来工作?玩耍?还是别有用意??

我没有信仰,原因或许是因为我不试着了解或心胸太狭窄了?人为什么有信仰?是因为我们不愿意相信人的出现是一个意外或是真的有更加优秀的神或物创造了我们?或是这是我们自己所创造的使命。。。我当然不知道答案,只是偶尔会想想这个问题。你觉得呢?

时间慢慢的溜走,有些人认为这是慢性自杀, 有些人却以比较乐观的方式去看待这件事情。而我觉得这是一个有如杯子装了一半的水。 是否会觉得这是只被填了一半的杯子或是一个原本空的杯子已被填了一半的水?这不是新的论学而我只是想用它来表达我的感受。

这小篇的短言用了华文是因为我怀念这个语言。好久好久都没用华文来表达自己的想法而还是觉得有亲切感。也许自己的英文不好所以只好投靠华文吧...

March 28, 2007

Poor me, got blue black on my leg... All due to stupid internal bus of uni... KILL THE DRIVER!!!!
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Found this cat near my house and I decided to call it Tabby for no apparent reason!
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March 26, 2007

fun

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

Hello!

Did a puzzle yesterday and decided to share with you guys!

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I am starting to pick up some line art drawings due to this guy who drew this picture. Can you believe that he uses pencil to draw this picture?!!!

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Wanna do somemore puzzle and who is willing to sponser me a puzzle? heehee.....

Exams are coming and I still have tests and reports to do. Time to do them now!!!

December 08, 2006

hi guys(if there is anyone still reading this slow paced blog). so what have I been doing after the torturous exams that just passed... erms.... basically, I went to ktv to sing but due to the bleak reality, I think I have actually tortured my friend's ears. Sorry about it but please bear with it. Maybe I should go to ktv more often in order to train up my voice... Heehee.....

Actually, I have also started to read my chinese books already. Seems to be quite slow paced and I think the reason why is prolly due to the book being boring or I am a slowpoke(in case you don't know, a character in pokemon has this name and when i first heard this term being applied to human beings, it's after the launch of pokemon)

Sometimes, when you have a hell lot of time, you say that you are lazy to do things but when you have a hell lot of no time, you will claim that there is too much things to do within that short period of time... thus, humans are excuser finders.
I think I also need to get some animes to watch.... Too bored and don't feel like doing anything but watch anime. so if you have any anime cds that is starting to collect dust, please feel free to pass to me so that i can
1)watch the show
2)help you clean the disk
3)clear some space in your room temporary

I am also going to start work on monday.... Not exactly exciting cause it seemed that the person I am going to work for is pretty erms.... hard to get along with? I think it will be just fine though cause got my shou hu shen with me. heehee.....

Last but not least,
smoking do not help slimming of the body

October 19, 2006

You Are Chocolate Ice Cream

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.


You Are a Sensitive Kisser

For you, kissing is a way to connect

And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy

It may take you a while to kiss someone...

But when you do, it's total fireworks


You Are Red Wine

You're not a big drinker, and when you do drink, you go for the best.
You probably know a good deal about wines, and you know how to order a great bottle.
When you drink too much, you tend to flirt - but only in a subtle, understated way.
You prefer to date a man who's worldly and wise. He's got to be as sophisticated as you are.

i am sophisticated?

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Princess Cut Diamond!

That doesn't mean you're a princess though. Far from it :-)
You're modern, sleek, and more than a little bold at times.
You prefer that your old fashioned ring fit into your modern life.
A streamlined princess cut ring is like a work of architecture and 100% perfect for you.


You Should Be With a Water Sign!

Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces

Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship
And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can
Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing
A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.
shd try shd try

Colorful and Sexy

Confident and outrageous, you have the personality to wear a dress that really turns heads.




You Are a Fierce Femme



You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.

But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.

In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...

You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

October 02, 2006

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait


You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

oh really?

September 12, 2006

moyar cut her hair and it is so nice that i want to cut mine!!!!!!! AH>>>>>> How arh!!!

September 11, 2006

INTPs are pensive, analytical folks. They may venture so deeply into thought as to seem detached, and often actually are oblivious to the world around them.

Precise about their descriptions, INTPs will often correct others (or be sorely tempted to) if the shade of meaning is a bit off. While annoying to the less concise, this fine discrimination ability gives INTPs so inclined a natural advantage as, for example, grammarians and linguists.

INTPs are relatively easy-going and amenable to most anything until their principles are violated, about which they may become outspoken and inflexible. They prefer to return, however, to a reserved albeit benign ambiance, not wishing to make spectacles of themselves.

A major concern for INTPs is the haunting sense of impending failure. They spend considerable time second-guessing themselves. The open-endedness (from Perceiving) conjoined with the need for competence (NT) is expressed in a sense that one's conclusion may well be met by an equally plausible alternative solution, and that, after all, one may very well have overlooked some critical bit of data. An INTP arguing a point may very well be trying to convince himself as much as his opposition. In this way INTPs are markedly different from INTJs, who are much more confident in their competence and willing to act on their convictions.

Mathematics is a system where many INTPs love to play, similarly languages, computer systems--potentially any complex system. INTPs thrive on systems. Understanding, exploring, mastering, and manipulating systems can overtake the INTP's conscious thought. This fascination for logical wholes and their inner workings is often expressed in a detachment from the environment, a concentration where time is forgotten and extraneous stimuli are held at bay. Accomplishing a task or goal with this knowledge is secondary.

INTPs and Logic -- One of the tipoffs that a person is an INTP is her obsession with logical correctness. Errors are not often due to poor logic -- apparent faux pas in reasoning are usually a result of overlooking details or of incorrect context.

Games NTs seem to especially enjoy include Risk, Bridge, Stratego, Chess, Go, and word games of all sorts. (I have an ENTP friend that loves Boggle and its variations. We've been known to sit in public places and pick a word off a menu or mayonnaise jar to see who can make the most words from its letters on a napkin in two minutes.) The INTP mailing list has enjoyed a round of Metaphore, virtual volleyball, and a few 'finish the series' brain teasers.

INTPs in the main are not clannish. The INTP mailing list, with a readership now in triple figures, was in its incipience fraught with all the difficulties of the Panama canal: we had trouble deciding on:

1) whether or not there should be such a group,
2) exactly what such a group should be called, and
3) which of us would have to take the responsibility for organization and maintenance of the aforesaid group/club/whatever.
A Functional Analysis -- by Joe Butt

Introverted Thinking
Introverted Thinking strives to extract the essence of the Idea from various externals that express it. In the extreme, this conceptual essence wants no form or substance to verify its reality. Knowing the Truth is enough for INTPs; the knowledge that this truth can (or could) be demonstrated is sufficient to satisfy the knower. "Cogito, ergo sum" expresses this prime directive quite succinctly.

In seasons of low energy level, or moments of single-minded concentration, the INTP is aloof and detached in a way that might even offend more relational or extraverted individuals.

Extraverted iNtuition
Intuition softens and socializes Thinking, fleshing out the brittle bones of truths formed in the dominant inner world. That which is is not negotiable; yet actual application diffuses knowledge to the extent that knowledge needs qualification and context to be of any consequence in this foreign world of substance.

If Thinking can desist, the INTP is free to brainstorm, calling up the perceptions of the unconscious (i.e., intuition) which are mirrored in patterns in the realm of matter, time and space. These perceptions, in the form of theories or hunches, must ultimately defer to the inner principles, or at least they must not negate them.

Intuition unchained gives birth to play. INTPs enjoy games, formal or impromptu, which coax analogies, patterns and theories from the unseen into spontaneous expression in a way that defies their own comprehension.

Introverted Sensing
Sensing is of a subjective, inner nature similar to that of the SJs. It supplies awareness of the forms of senses rather than the raw, analogic stimuli. Facts and figures seek to be cleaned up for comparison with an ever growing range of previously experienced input. Sensing assists intuition in sorting out and arranging information into the building blocks for Thinking's elaborate systems.

The internalizing nature of the INTP's Sensing function leaves a relative absence of environmental awareness (i.e., Extraverted Sensing), except when the environment is the current focus. Consciousness of such conditions is at best a sometime thing.

Extraverted Feeling
Feeling tends to be all or none. When present, the INTP's concern for others is intense, albeit naive. In a crisis, this feeling judgement is often silenced by the emergence of Thinking, who rushes in to avert chaos and destruction. In the absence of a clear principle, however, INTPs have been known to defer judgement and to allow decisions about interpersonal matters to be left hanging lest someone be offended or somehow injured. INTPs are at risk of being swept away by the shadow in the form of their own strong emotional impulses.

Famous INTPs:
Socrates
Rene Descartes
Blaise Pascal
Sir Isaac Newton

U.S. Presidents:
James Madison
John Quincy Adams
John Tyler
Dwight D. Eisenhower
Gerald Ford
William Harvey (pioneer in human physiology)
C. G. Jung, (Freudian defector, author of Psychological Types, etc.)
William James
Albert Einstein
Tom Foley (Speaker of the House--U.S. House of Representatives)
Henri Mancini
Bob Newhart
Jeff Bingaman, U.S. Senator (D.--NM)
Rick Moranis (Honey, I Shrunk The Kids)
Midori Ito (ice skater, Olympic silver medalist)
Tiger Woods

Fictional INTPs
Tom and Fiona (Four Weddings and a Funeral)
Dr. Susan Lewis (ER)
Filburt (Rocko's Modern Life)

This is solely for my own reference. I don't know how true is this but nevertheless, if you want to try, just tell me about it. :D
changed my blogskin because I chance upon another blog and decided that this shall be the new skin. It's easier to read and looks neat and most of all, I like it. :D

September 05, 2006

got to go for my marketing tutorial this time round. Met a secondary school mate in that class and having to do the same project together too. It was really a surprise for me since I never thought I would meet someone I know in that module since nobody I know is in business major. Apparently, I am wrong. I would say the tutorial was pretty easy to pass (considering it's a 2-hr tutorial) maybe because the tutor was doing introduction and that is the reason why it passed so fast. Have to start doing my individual assignment already. Even though I have no clue of how I am going to do it, somehow I will. Maybe I will consult my tutor, she seems to be a nice tutor. I like tutors that are more interactive.

Saw on the news that the crocodile hunter (Steve Irwin) died from getting a sting from a stingray. Pretty sad over the news since he was a rather good entertainer (in my pov) It was really unfortunate since the sting went right through his heart. I suppose nobody can save him, even god. Life is too unpredictable at times. I wonder how will his family cope with this loss (although I think the wife should be mentally prepared for this) Hope all goes well for his family.

September 01, 2006

went to tutorial today and I would say that the session has much more interactions than I thought it would turn out. Firstly, we were tossing this ball and calling out each other's name and asking which faculty are they from. The process proceeded with more balls and it was quite chaotic.

Okay, I am going to give a very bias comment. I felt that people from English major are a little different from other faculties. I am not sure why but I just can't click with people who are English major despite some efforts put in. I suppose I should try harder next time ya?

I think i also did something that I don't usually do in class. That is to answer the tutor's question. Seriously, I can't stand the momentary silence that always persist when the tutor ask certain questions. That's why I will just answer anything that I want to. It is not attention seeking but I rather get it over with rather than waiting for the tutor to ask and beg for answers. I really don't want to waste this time of mine.

Actually, found that one of the guys that I don't really know is quite charismatic. He answers the questions in a way that turned out to be appealing to the ear. I am just so bad at talking. Even got nervous when I was suppose to give a brief introduction about myself. Haha.... I thought I have overcomed this fear of mine but apparently, I think I need more practice. Haha....

that's all for my tutorial class
comments: fun if people open up a little more and interact more. haha....

August 31, 2006

certainly have some trouble with my tutorial man.

firstly, I went to the wrong class on tuesday. if u think being in the wrong class is something to be embarassed about, I got more to share. Being the gan jiong spider (as usual), I thought the tutor called my name. In the end, she told me "cannot be you, it's a guy). My face certainly turned red. Certainly!!! Such blunders really "spice up" my life man.

Just a while ago, I thought of checking my tutorial slot and my slot is 10-12pm.(as u can see now, it's 9 something in the morning). Seriously, I thought I am done for.... Thereby, I went to check the tutorial allocation results in my mailbox to double check and found that I remembered the wrong slot. Glad that I still have some sense on checking my mail or else I will be in the wrong class AGAIN. It will be even more pathetic then the first one.

Got a class at 12pm. Will update my paisay happenings soon. haha... Be sure to tune in.

August 28, 2006

I'm back for more.... thinking of whether I should go for my marketing lecture today. I think probably not since I have a tutorial on thursday and there's an extra slot for the lecture on thursday. Shall be going on thursday then. :D

Suddenly feel that I am lack of money man. Who has any tuition lobangs to recommend? Actually, I saw one that interested me but I was rather hesitant about giving my particulars to them. You never know what will happen to your particulars. Ps: I have enough spam mails to clear everyday.

I am also suspecting that my laptop is being affected by some virus since there will be popping up of stupid websites now and then. Who will be able to help me man? Any help will be gladly appreciated. (Maybe I will treat you prata if anybody help me solve the problem)

Seriously, I think I am ill. The name of the illness : Internet addiction.
Can't live without internet connection now. My Goodness!!!!

Random thoughts just flow by every now and then. May be updating soon. Hee

August 27, 2006

Haha.... Sorry guys man.... I knew I wouldn't keep my promise of blogging everyday and the recent blog surfing has got me itching for some blogging today. Apparently, it's already 3am in the morning and I seriously have no idea what the heck am I doing in front of my computer instead of sleeping in my cozy bed with the air con blasting towards me.

The comments I got when I got back to Singapore is simply that I have gotten FAT and tanned. For the latter, I have nothing much against it. It's just another image that I hadn't have since my primary school days. So behold to those people who hadn't seen me, you are in for quite a shock. But for the former comment, I am pretty affected by it and decided it's time to do something about it. However, it seems that my appetite for food has been ever growing. Not sure why??? Maybe I really missed the food in Singapore so much that the crave of the food overpowers my will to reduce some fats around my bottom. This simply sucks. Seriously..... I NEED TO GET SOME FATS OF MY STUPID BODY. Target for now is 5kg and more to come if it is deemed as necessary.

Got 5 modules this semester and 3 are core lsm modules. Actually, I am pretty happy with the modules that I got this semester because they are either of my interest of I think they will be useful in the future. I seriously need some consultation with my social work's lecturer. No idea what he was talking about in the lecture and I don't intend to SU this module either.

Went for the NOC interview for the 2nd time. Thought that I did pretty okay this time round, at least without shivers and all that. However, the reality turns out to otherwise. Not much choice then.... I have to persue my entrepreneurship dreams on my own now. No time for feeling stupid and idiotic now. Time to get back to tracks now.

Having to live for 21 years, I realised I have been wasting my time (maybe I would think that blogging is a waste of time too in the future). But it may be good to just waste some time doing nothing and reflecting and thinking the future course of life I would be taking. For now, I hadn't have any but whatever la.... haha....
so long guys. will be updating soon.