Sometimes, I feel we are on different planets....

Sometimes, I feel lost.... Sometimes, I feel sadness.... Sometimes, I just want to let go as life only accumulates sadness..... Happiness.... seems like a light at the end of the tunnel that is impossible to reach.
Such is life.....

Few will understand the pain I am goin through. =(

It's day two. Woke up with swollen eyes.... but there are less outburst of tears today. I chose to take it positively... I am bombing your whatsapp.... I hope that you are still part of my life and continue to do so.... This is how it feels.... to lose someone.....  

The moment I saw the caller ID, my heart sank. I had a bad omen due to the nightmare I have had yesterday but silently wished that it didn’t come true. Tears flow down after I hung up the phone. I don’t know why too… I mean it was kinda expected but yet experiencing it is a totally different thing. The reality setting in is unbearable. I wished things were different. It is just painful… too painful not to hear your voice. Promise me you will never do it again.

Had a great holiday.... The feeling of nuaing, sleeping, watching tv, swimming.....
Comfortable.... serene......
Just great...
The next working day is the one that stinks!!! :p