What did YOU do?

i decided to scrap the title thingy since i have always been trying to think of a title which suits my theme. however, i dun have a theme to start with, how do i write a title then?

nowadays, not sleeping early and feeling darn tired for days already... hope that i can get some real sleep someday. so, i got back my memoirs of a geisha but i haven't even started to read since i have been running all around these days.

now at this moment, the thing that is enticing me is the soya milk ice cream. omg... i think i am becoming a food freak. eating everyday, wanted to try to cook the risotto ready pack.

i need time for decisions and i will ponder and ponder about it for months. that's what happened to memoirs of geisha. i actually waited for like 2 months before i made up my mind to buy that book. i have also regretted not reading sandman from my bro's gf. someday i will borrow from her again. haha...

just random thoughts since i am not doing anything now. my soya ice cream..... where are you??

independant

you have made me too dependant on you...
made my life hollow without you...
you have changed this few years with me but i have not really changed as i were looking through the blogs that both of us write since last time.
you are getting more and more busy each day but i am getting more hollow each day. i know that you have made an effort to show that you love me. i myself can't understand why am i acting like that.
bit by bit, i understand how tired you are when you finish your akido and have to call me and talk to me. i became more appreciative of what you did for me.
i am in contradiction myself by letting you follow your passion and making you accompany me.
nevertheless, i still love you. i must be more independant. no more reliance is tolerated for me. i shall start to make myself busy.... there are so many things waiting out there for me to do and i should start to pick up some since you are busy too.
loneliness will leave me and we can accomodate each other's time more. i shall start to give space to you and to me. maybe we have spent too much time together, that's why both of us became unbalanced or at least i have.

:)

holland V

okay, call me a mountain turtle because i had never been to holland village until yesterday. considering the distance between my school and holland V, i think i should have gone there a year ago which unfortunately, i didn't. was going to celebrate my bro's birthday so just went there to see the restaurant there.

i have to say that there is quite a good variety of food. there's swensen's, coffee club, haagen daz ( i know i am a mountain turtle not to know how to spell this stupid ice cream's name. who does anyway?), indian, mexican, italian, nydc and pubs over there and the price of food there ain't very expensive.

in the end, we decided ( or i should say my dad decided) that we should try out the italian food there. my ratings: i think mine is not marvelous but it sort of an acquired taste that i grew to like. (i still prefer brewerks!!)
i never tried my bros' as i can't even finish my own plate of spaghetti and the lobster tasted weird. yucks.... the caesar salad was good as well as some tomato+basil leaves+baguette (i am not proficient in italian names)

next, we went to drink at some place where there is a one for one promotion and we ordered hoegarden. it was great... i love that beer seriously... i like asahi as well.... since then... i think that tiger beer no longer suits me. hahaz... i have upgraded alright? so anybody who wants to drink someday can jio me, i am lack of drinking partners... even my parents allow me to bring friends to drink. woohoo....
only my bro is getting a little dizzy when he finished his beer and was stoning for quite a while. i like the music there as well and managed to see m. schmacher (whatever his name is) got taken over by some blue team ( i am just not into races)

but what is best is the dessert that follows. we got to order nydc cakes alright?!!! i - irish cream mudpie ( i just love alcohol)
my elder bro ( aka birthday boy) - kulua mudpie.
my younger bro -some triple square mudpie.
mum - mango cheesecake.
dad- macademia choco cake.

i love mine!!! haha... i can't taste the kulua one since my cake has a heavy taste..
i also like the macademia one.

then after that... go home and sleep... haha... crapz

this morning

i am just being very ah Q and want to say that i met fandi ahmad and family today while eating at a food centre. haha...

his wife looks prettier on screen.

*craps*

just bored...

today is saturday and i am feeling pretty lazy...
i have been wondering whether i should start to learn some make up and should learn how to dress up.

just bored....

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you are either very stupid or very very
crazy...please rate....


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i choose to be the first

rushed

it's the first time in my work life that i was rushing like hell.... HELL..... haha.... my boss is going to somewhere and i have to rush the report out by noon. thus, i have been working non stop until now and refraining myself from msning. but still, i msn my dear kexin. bo bians.... need to talk to her to relieve some of my stress.... as she was also stressed out by her boss, she is on the same boat as me. she is one lucky soul because she is hiding behind the divider and thus can just listen to music while working. as for me, i am visible to the clients and people coming in from the main door and with my kind of earpiece(the super visible kind), i doubt i am able to do the same. i wan i wan.... another unfairness is that her msn version 7.0 and mine is ANTIQUE 6.0.. sadnesss prevail once more.SOBSOBS..... the only comfort that get is the jacob's biscuit that is accompanying me thus i am able to recover some of my happiness. BUT, kexin( aka the cookie monster) is kidnapping my cookies. I WANT CHIPSMORE!!! nevertheless, i shall not bow down to the terrifying cookie monster.... i am going to snatch all her cookies away from her someday. hahaz....

(i know it's crappy but what it does is to relieve stress for me) hiak hiak hiak....

A run

went to run at srjc track yesterday.... it's been quite a long time since i had a run on that track... memories starts to flow in and all and i have to say it's quite a good feeling, remembering the jc times where we had to run, we had to push each other to go a little bit further, whatever we did in this familiar place that we were in for two years. but that is not the point of this blog!

what i wanna say is that the students are so fortunate!! before the run, i went to the toilet to do some stretching (since i don't want to do it in front of the students who are waiting for the bell to ring) When i went in, i saw that there was no light and came out, wanting to switch on the respective lights. However, the lights miraculously switched on and the place is renovated. I AM JEALOUS and it became stronger when i found out that i the lights are controlled by motion sensors! two years before, we were still switching on lights!!!!! how can they change so much in two years?!?!

but i feel that the colour of the school walls are getting from bad to worse. it changed to green!!! who paint their walls dull green>?!?! however, i still like my days there... the teachers are great (must visit them some day) cause they really cared for us. i didn't regret going to sr for my jc years since i enjoyed it.

some day some day, i want to go back and teach (i am starting to want a teaching career) and of course run. i was thinking of tomorrow being the day!!! who wants to join me at around 7?

thing to note: i did the running for fun... i think i am abit siao for running for fun but that's what i really feel. i think people may think i did it to lose fats (which was the initial thought) but with my run of only 2.7km, i think i ain't getting to get rid of my fats with such short distance. HOWEVER, i am working and cannot afford to spend so much time on the exercising part.

You are a piano. You like to express your feelings
indirectly like in lyrics, poems, and stories.
You are careful in what you do and sometimes
pull a stunt. You are calm and peaceful. But
you usually don't talk to people first they
have to talk to you.


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35: Clefairy - Its magical and cute appeal has many
admirers. It is rare and found only in certain
areas.


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i wanted bulbasaur

You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!


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your the autumn fairy. your not the brightest
crayon in the bunch butyou got a lot of style.


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~*~Result nr 1~*~

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Your power is: Clairvoyance

Explanation: Your power is that you can
look into the future and see what is coming.
How far and long you can look is all depending
on your skill level. This can, as all powers,
be used in both evil and good. Even if it may
seem like a boring ability it is a huge
responsibility for the carrier, becase they are
constantly tempted with doing the wrongs deeds
(e.g. cheat on a test). It takes high morals to
not be brought down with it.

Therefor you fit with this power quite well.
You take responsibility and do what is the
right thing to do. This does not make you a
saint, since you're only human after all. But
it makes a trustworthy person and you are loyal
to camrades and/or team mates. In school you
were probably a good student. If you were
social varies from person to person, but most
clairvoyant people tend to prefer their own
company or that of close friends and family.
That is because you are wise and knows how to
treasure the reliable in your life, since you
know popularity can be a false element. You are
also not that big on taking risks and prefer
what is already explored. That is because you
don't like suprises, they can turn out bad and
then you won't be in control.
Negative aspects: Since you're always
doing the right thing and being trustworthy all
the time you can become frustrated. Also, all
that you carry on your shoulders may stress you
out. You need to relax to be in good mental
shape.

What Power is Compatible With You?
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You are a half angel. You can't seem to find your
wings to fly off into happiness. You often
seem depressed but really your trying find
something that you sometimes don't even know.
You can't help but feel lost and so sometimes
loose faith in what comes ahead but even if you
do find what your looking for you keep the
happiness inside but none the less you are a
kind person.


What Type of Angel Will You Be?
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Your soul is caring.
Other people are your concern, even if you
don't know them. If you see a person trip you
worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones
first and you're very mature. When someones
sick you're nurturing and always try to help
family and friends when failure strikes them.
You can be called the motherly one, if you are
in a group of people, which doesn't have to be
bad. Love is something that's already in you
and you have a lot to give whether you believe
it or not. Your friends probably love you very
much and come to when they need help since
you're reliable. People can feel secure with
you and generally like you.


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You are the Dreaming Bride!


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F:

Your Beauty lies
in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and
never what anyone expects.
You appearance and your personality are two
opposite things. Even your
appearance sends different signals to different
people. To some you may look
innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious
and intimidating at the same
time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of
everything all mixed together. You can be watching
the football game with the
guys one minute and the next out shopping at the
mall. You seem to be almost a
different person every time you meet someone, but
at the same time you know
exactly who you are and there is always that one
thing that makes you you. You
enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how
completely unpredictable you
are.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Fire, Water Animal: Chameleon Color:
Dark Tones, Light
Tones Song: Everything by Alanis Morriesette
Expression:
Half-smile

Gemstone:
Opal Mythological Creature: Gryphon,
Half-breeds Planet: Mars Hair
Color: Red Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
"Appearances can be deceiving."

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The understanding couple. You two have a mutual
understanding of each other. You know the high
and low points of your partner's abilities and
so you try not to push them and the same for
the way they act towards you. The more you
understand the more stable a relationship.


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microsoft excel

i realised that in excel, we can change the help character from that irritating clip to a CAT!!! haha... so i went to change it. there's even a dog character. hahaz.... my passion for cats never dies!!

kind of a bad day

today woke up late and was in a bad mood today cause i hate to be late so i was throwing temper at home. missed the cheesecake in my house and went to buy breadtalk instead and realising that their tea is getting thinner and thinner. sadness prevail..... but to think that being late is not bad enough, the screw of my spectacles dropped out and miraculously disappeared. therefore i have to go to an optician to fix it. it cost be 2 bucks to fix that screw back and i have to wait for like half an hour before the person comes and help me fix my specs and the fixing takes another half. my 7 bucks are gone like that plus the 2 bucks flown away.

when the optician handed back my specs, it was super bend. super..... the optician was like asking me "is this specs for you?" i was also stunned by the way my specs were bend. you should have seen the guy's face since i think he was rather shock that a girl (me!!) can make her specs bend till the extreme. later, he asked me whether i wanted to bend it back. then i replied "try ba" then he even ask me how long was the specs with me and that he was worried that the specs might just give way. HOWEVER, i can't wear that specs without fixing it. it was way to bend. hahaz...

while i was waiting for him to fix my specs, a customer came in and ask about the transitions specs. heehee.... i wanted to buy transitions specs too (those u see on train where the specs will turn into shades when the place is cool) so i was looking at the lens. it took like 5 mins to make it transparent when the woman told me it took only a minute or two. despite that, i still want to get that pair of specs since it is really cool and i wan to make the nerdy kind of specs.
cost of lens: 195 for a pair
it was sort of expected thus i really want to make it. i am still struggling with whether i should make contact lens or make specs.

when i get back home, i realised that my house was nearly burnt down by my neighbour who is living below us. according to my mum, smoke is coming from two different windows which is rather far apart so you can imagine the damage in the house. we were still thinking why did it happen. btw, we are ready to suan that neighbour since she likes to complain and whine so much, we shall do it to her as well.

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's" the True You?

1) my boy already very relaxed.
2) i dun spend with whatever i have.
3) i dun have any rs to maintain. hahaz....
4) hidden side?! i was thinking of the dark side
5) i am a wood, how to think? i dun need to be liked. i just dun wished to be hated
6) huh? ask friends to get a romantic partner?

Conclusion: this is crap!!! everything about the result is crap..... this is so so so wrong

acting busy is tough~~~

i was suppose to be busy or act busy but i don't know how and my boss is behind me, how to act?
really makes me wonder..... jialat..... haiz.... nothing to do... omg.... somebody please tell me how to act busy without my boss finding out that i was just acting. i think i am really jialat... dun even know what to do with my free time. i can't read and do nothing (according to my boy) and he is also very free... BUT, he can walk around and act busy while i, who don't have to walk about and cannot too, have to sit here and surf net. acting busy is tough when my com is facing my boss.

and there was this colleague who was explaining what he was doing and i, being as stupid as ever, can't really figure what he is really trying to say. i think is just some kind of brief explanation and i was nodding and nodding (must act abit clever or else next time cannot work here liaos) but in the end, he needed to wait for the report to come before letting me do anything. i think he is really nice since he understands i am not a marketing student and he wasn't either and start to tell me what the terms meant. hope i get some of these into my head...

although i am not busy, i still like it here. nobody cares about nobody and i won't rush like hell (except i was doing some pasting stuffs and was busy for the whole morning right from the time i stepped in) and my boss told me to have a long break!!! hahaz... where to find such a good boss... you tell me la! oh ya.. went to eat gelare and it was like centuries when i have a proper waffle. (the last time i ever ate one is when i was primary school at a&w and that was before it closed down the first time) i had runaway strawberry (some funny that i don't understand why the first term is in it) and lydia had soy chocolate (suppose to be more healthy by replacing milk with soy) i think hers was not bad while mine was abit normal, nothing special.

some test.

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
~extra understanding? what does that even mean? i am actually erm... quite happy with my current state
You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.
~extrovert is one thing that will never be able to describe me. hahaz.... anyone can second that? outgoing? i am trying to do that. frivolous? what?! i am not meant to be taken seriously!!!! how can like that? but i feel the in control part is quite true since i really will lose my patience when things aren't going my way
All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favorite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.
~so sad man!!! cannot change. jialat man.... and for the physical activities... i am quite sad cause i strained my nerves over a badminton session. should start exercising.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
~i agree with this!! i really wanna exp life in different aspects but is it possible to be done?
You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
~yea... i am peace loving and i really hate criticism... besides, who like criticism? this result is siao... but i would get pretty upset if it has got to do with my weight. can anyone tell me what is personable charm?
ps: my boss is really good to me... i love her!!! she gives 3-4 breaks per day!!

i'm feeling crappy

i am having a break now and i am controlling my urge to do cross stitch in the office!! i am all crazy over the cross stitch thingy since i am going to finish it real soon.... i only left the flowers and leaves!! can't believe i actually did so much in such a short period. really looking forward to finishing it and show my masterpiece to the whole wide world (www. in short form) hahaz... it's my 1st piece of cross stitch and i really have pride in it.

since my boss lets me have a break, i will start reading my sword of truth!! hahaz... i am a sword of truth freak! anyone who likes magic can read this~~~ i am so so so into it!

cross stitch

i am too obsessed with cross stitch that i did it from 2200+ till 430 last night. hahaz... i shall upload the photo one of these days.... (it cost 60 cents to send one... that's why i am hesitating)

Custom made for me

just wanted to write about the new blog layout... i think it is great!!! and it suits me so much, it's like custom made for me!!! :D
do comment what do you think about the layout. for example, font of the words are too small and you are suffering from squinting your eyes trying to see it. i can change it!! (i changed the blog entries font, if not, it will be the same font size as the right hand side.)
i have been choosing the blog layouts the whole morning and not reading my sword of truth!! my sacrifice is EXTREMELY GREAT! :p
so make it worth it!

since nobody in our group has updated on the monday's badminton session, i shall just write about it.

it has been tons of years since i played badminton (and exercised) and if i remembered correctly, i wasn't able to have a good game in my life since my component was my younger brother who can't play in his preteens and likes to smack every other time when he is in teens. the result of this is the shuttlecock can only fly 2-3 times across the court. But, i was enjoying the session we had on monday since i feel that we are actually playing and not picking up the shuttlecocks every now and then. the people who turned up for the sessions are angel, felix(eating meehoon for lunch when i saw him), zhiwei, minfei and me and later, kelvin and jeremiah, mervyn and gavin.

it was really a great work out and we invented games like 3 vs 3 and gavin is really good at guarding the net area and it was really hard trying to catch his oncoming shuttlecocks. minfei and me just stood there and became the men shens (door immortals). angel never lets us down by her great swings (must learn from her someday). zhiwei played really well (aka the bai jia zi labelled by angel i think). jeremiah was full of energy, running around and swinging shuttlecocks out of the court (must save energy man! it's precious!!!). felix and mervyn is a good pair except when mervyn stones and didn't hit the shuttlecock. this one i really don't want to say but nevertheless have to say, mervyn was good and a fast learner and i keep standing i be the men shen when we paired up. (i hate it i hate it.... )
but the weird thing that keeps happening is that kelvin was always kena hit by jeremiah and i was hitting mervyn like siao... (since he hit me first, my body decided to put a revenge on him. i cannot control, it just happens... hahaha....)
and i hate myself for not learning how to scoop the shuttlecocks. i must learn when i feel like it!! argh.... i am a slow learner man...

last but not least, i got hit by a racket aka almost full force by who?? make a guess? anyone? no one? answer : jeremiah! arh!!! the one with full of energy hit me!! haha.... but heng he withdraw some strength when he hit me or else i think my skull will break apart and all the grass will sprout out.

later we went to orchard to eat the big O in wheelock place. my comments: it wasn't fantastic but more to the average kind of stall. i ate some spagghetti stuffs la... met alice (the a3 gang pple know her) and we went on talking, walking and went home. haha....( so cliche man...)oh ya!!! alice is obsessed with snails!!!! we went to buy some drinks and drink at the stairs leading the paragon basement and we saw snails!! small little ones that are cute and what's more? there are about 4 of them and one on each step. we have speculated that the they are having a competition and just maybe just maybe.... we are the evil doers that are going to destroy the competition by lifting up 2 of the snails onto a leaf. something that surprised me was that one of the snails actually crawled to another leaf by some means that i am not sure of. so much of the snails.... later, when we were boarding the NS line and when i was about to alight at ps, we realised that felix was going toilet at orchard!!! but still we are just too tired to go back and angel said that she is going to call fellix to tell him that we have already left. imagine poor felix coming out of toilet seeing without a single soul.... quite pitiful.... haiz... but all of us are too tired to think anymore le. hahaz....

on tue, i started working at cityhall and my muscles ache like siao... can't even walk properly and my right arm nerve kena hurt... think is some overstretch thingy... (i remembered why... i didn't do stretching for my hands... next time must remember. stretching is IMPORTANT!!) until this day, it still hurt a little... so sad... and after my work, i met alice and her friend!!!! i was quite surprised and alice was like asking me, "yesterday i met u right?" then i "yea!" haha.... singapore is just terribly small!!

on fri, i met up with my best fren!!! so happy to see her!!!!! haha... so she was updating her life over at australia and it sure sounds terribly fun!!! even show me photos!!!!! i must go there to exp studying life over there. Jiayouz! initially, she wanted me to treat her seafood until i told her, i only work from tuesday. haha... i promise if i got spare cash i will treat u k? we ate yami yoghurt (i prefer the honeydew over the jackfruit flavour but still NATURAL is the best!!! I like the sour taste of yoghurt!)however, i put almond with the honeydew.. was quite a stupid choice actually!! and we ate some jap rice ball which lydia was not satisfied with their standard and said the real ones are really very nice... i was so tempted to go and eat... someday, i shall try the real ones!!! and we also ate auntie anne's. she ate the sour cream while i ate the choco mint. actually, i wanted to eat cinnamon sugar but thinking of the sugar content, i faltered.
we can really eat right?! i also think so!!! meeting her on next tuesday to eat gelare... HALF PRICE! i am so so so looking forward to it!