December 26, 2005

firstly, happy belated merry christmas to everyone. hope that everyone had a good christmas this year. for me, it's probably just another day except that the fact that i was playing maplestory and goonzu for probably the whole day and sleeping at wee hours due to that. heeheee...... kinda addicted to it actually.

prefer goonzu actually because i dun have to keep killing monsters. pretty lazy huh... i also think i am getting more and more lazy. bidding is coming and i am still trying to think of what modules to take now. anyone have any recommendations.
desheng recommended jap 1 so maybe i would be taking jap 1 this sem. he said it was pretty easy and actually i am pretty interested to. will be checking out the timings later. hope it doesn't clash. checked out a few other modules and it all clashes with my core module. really hope that i can improve from this sem. hai.... must work extra hard next semester!!! jia you!

went to play guitar freak yesterday night due to urge actually. haha... i went down at about 2030h and ended the session at around 2300h. the faring for yesterday was pretty bad i would say since i would be offbeat for no reason. hope to improve somehow. will be going for a higher speed now since it's easier to look at the notes. must train my eyes to do it man. "D also went to eat jiang chong ji fan. ratings... hmm... still alright la. not fantastic and i still prefer the gong bao ji ding rice.

haven't gone for my sushi yet. haiz... my sushi... when is it coming man??!?!?! hope to eat it soon! and maybe for another round of drinking session. anybody reading this and has the urge as well can jio me. don't know what is happening to me man. haha... maybe i should jio my parents to drink at serangoon garden hawker centre cause the beer is very cheap. one bottle of carlsberg is only for 6 bucks!!! more importantly, they provide good service man! giving a whole bucket of ice and even a supposingly cooler (just a bigger bucket of ice) if u bought more than one bottle. pretty cool i would say since it is a hawker centre. i like the environment there too because it's cooling and relaxing~~~

i think i have to take advance driving test again cause it is expiring already and i haven't even contacted my instructor for any driving lessons. haiz... i am just so plain lazy man! haha....

so all in all~~ belated merry christmas to everyone and hope you looking forward to 2006 as much as i do! (since most of my frens will be turning 21 soon and that includes me too!!! haha... pretty excited over it man!)

December 22, 2005

went to cut my hair yesterday. although it is not very different from my previous hairstyle. but still pretty alright la and it's only 12 bucks. if you all wanna get a haircut after seeing my hair, it's at tampines near st. hilda's. i will tell u the details if u all wanna know. hee....

then was sleeping just now, and someone called to wake me up that the results are out lor... so i went to check. then kns.... so many pple.... cannot get in through intenet explorer. so kelvin was telling me that dun use firefox then i knew wat to do next and that is...... to use firefox. HAHA.... n wah la..... i got in. the results... hmm.... no comments....

so that's all folks...

December 20, 2005

normally, i won't post two blogs in one day but i changed my blogskin so i am just commenting on the blogskin.

actually, wasn't really finding anything in particular since i just wanted to scroll through the blogskins and looking for something which have big fonts because i am quite irritated with the small fonts in my previous blog. stumbled upon the blog of the week, which is a magarita blog. actually, kind of like that blog too since, if u have not known, i have been having drinking craves these few days. hee... but i think that the picture wasn't really well placed so i decided to look at the other blogs by this creator and chance upon this blog layout. i think it's pretty cool since masquerade has always given me a feeling of mystery and excitement. i am not sure i am feeling this but i love it (although the fact that the fonts are small stil didn't change)

hope u guys like it too and i realised that i have been updating every week. it wasn't done on purpose but just the feeling of wanting to update. haha.... part of the blog was deleted and i can't think of it now. so i shall just end it here :D
since i am not working today and somehow, bored... decided to write in another entry. nobody is writing blogs now. maybe the craze over it has died off or somehow, pple are too busy to write any now.

the weekends aren't very happening anyway, just went to help out with performance. after the saturday performance, went to eat with DM guys at coffeeshop opposite punggol park (ps: there is no hougang park. heehee.....) like those guys actually cause they are very spontaneous, joke alot and they don't really mind me going (that's what i feel la.. maybe they are restricted to not say inappropriate things in order not to "pollute" me. haha....). Actually, was pretty hungry and managed to eat a 3 piece chicken set. it was filling!!! and pretty crispy but a little salty but i dun mind going there to eat again. it was the waiting time that really frustrates me cause i was hungry (i think i had a mild gastric that night). so they were joking like siao and we are laughing like siao... haha.....

this i have to say! this is the first time i see boy tear not once, not twice but thrice of laughter. very funny.... never seen him laugh until like that before. think he too high after not getting enough sleep the previous night. he even had to take tissue from me to wipe his tears.... really never seen him so happy. and actually, seeing him that happy makes me happy since i can't possibly make him that happy. haha.... this is actually a good break from our usual activity. to laugh like nobody's business. and guys are guys huh... i guess i can't do much about it. haha.... like to see xiao mei mei... cause i think there are pple who came down after clubbing. andrew was like "cannot turn back or else will be too obvious" haha.... too bad arh... i got the best view liaos....
actually, i am still trying to cope with the mild jealousy (maybe mild is not the word) that i had or else next time not fun anymore.

actually, sometimes, i think guys tend to restrict themselves whenever there's a girl around. and for me, i can accept those kind of things... maybe it's my looks that tell people that i am serious and all. cause in nus, i sort of get used to it. they are really a fun gang and if they don't mind, i wanna tag along. heehee.... never had such fun for a long time. i wanna hear them play the real thing as well cause i heard they are really very good players and i never been in any jams before. really wanna experience it! maybe i should go jamX someday.

really had fun that nite although i still gotta help on sunday and i managed to stay awake for the whole day. not bad for me i think.
oh ya oh ya... can u believe that there is a temple beside mohammud sultan road, somemore beside madam wong!!!! i was like OMG!!!! what a place to have a temple man!! haha..... if u dun believe me, next time when u go to double o, look opposite, there is a temple name hong san si and i even know the history! my fren was asking me whether i wanna go clubbing since we are there already. but i guess, after the performance, we didn't have any energy to club anymore.

when helping at the performance, can really see the younger generations have taken over us. they have quality sound and very good skills. just a pity that i dun have so much of the passion to continue on practising as hard. i told myself this, i will progress on my own. maybe just take the score and try out first. if i have the passion, i will go back and learn it even though i will be behind the younger generations.

music seems to surround me at this moment, i know i shouldn't let go since i still have the spare time to go and touch the instruments and the seniors are working much harder than me. maybe someday, i will go back and practice my guzheng even though my skills have rusted. its the ability that the instrument can make such a beautiful tune that makes me wanna go back and touch the instruments. no gradings for me since i don't want to be kept under a grading system. i know that through grading, you will be able to progress faster but what i feel now is that, music is for personal enjoyment and i don't want to be tied down by unnecessary stress. i am not that talented as well to be wanted back. just a hobby that shouldn't be let go so easily since i have put so much effort into it in the past.

December 13, 2005

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest:

You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.

(wah seh... i am witty alright??? come, got vision somemore... haha....)

At Your Lowest:

You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.

(kind of true la.... i feel misunderstood now... see. sad face :( haha...)

In Love:

You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.

(tough exterior?? no lehs... i am weak. i admit liaos... what else u wanna say?)

How You're Attractive:

Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.

(ers... i am not a candle, i dun light up rooms)

Your Eternal Question:

"What else do I need in my life?" (ALOT.... like handphone, shoes, bags, clothes.... the list goes on...)

December 12, 2005

what? MERVYN, what did u say about my blog?!?! CMI???? wheyy.... what's wwrong with my blog lor.... it's so girly liaos.... can't make it anymore girly liaos.... nothing happening in my life how to blog? u tell me la.... talk about what? the superstition of life? (i seriously don't know why that popped up in my mind) the life of not having anything to do. i am just writing crap post ma... it's okay one. pple can get into asian blog awards just writing crap. i am sure i can do it too.

so let the crapping start. whatever la... crap. a four letter word. how to crap. i also don't know lehs... this sucks.... anyway, come... let's complain. the best a girl can do is complain like siao. please dun underestimate the power of a girl's ability to complain. okay. let's start with my hair. my hair sucks. hard to tame, never listen to where i wan it to be. i wan side parting, it gave me no parting. i wan it to straight then it went wild. i want it to be wild, it straightened somehow. see? even my own hair go against me. what to do . life sucks
haha.....

aiya.. i hate complaining.... so i shall just end with tellng u guys that there will be a hair fashion show on sun. free cover charge and one for one for the drinks. who is interested just tell me. if enough pple, i may go down as well. wanna get contact lens.

December 04, 2005

exams are over and i have been slacking at home for the past few days of my life.... though not exactly. initially, i was planning to work during the hols but after the exams, i dun seem to have the motivation to find any work to bore myself more. thus i decided that it was time i rest and do whatever i want for this month. i would only start working the next holidays since it will last three months.

Actually, immediately after my exams, i went to ktv with xiu wei, yi hong, shurong and moyar and it was fun i would say. it has been months since i step into a ktv and i have to say that xiuwei sings very well, shurong can hit very high notes for the whole song (i seriously dunno how she do it), yi hong has the potential to sing high notes although she very shy about it. both moyar and me are "zou ying tian hou" already... keep being not able to reach the high notes.... pretty sad over it. jieting came over at a later hour so didn't have the chance to really hear her sing. so saddening man.. haha.. for my singing,i shall not be discouraged over it. shall be going for a few more ktv sessions. haha... i like the drink though... ordered apple ice.. just normal bubbletea kind but it has been years since i drank bubbletea so it sort of refresh memories that i had during sec days.

plans for this month is to eat sushi!!! my treat for myself for surviving the exams!!! shopping with my best fren as well as some drinking session with her. it has been a very very long time since i saw her. really missed her a lot man. next shall plan an outing for my sec sch frens... it has been months since i see them as well. maybe i should also ask the jc pple to come out for a session of ktv man. haha.... outing for delphi pple, dunno you guys wanna do what? blading? beach volleyball? movies? ktv? i will leave it up to u all to decide la.... go do some activities with my heavenly maths group. haha... cause we went through thick and thin over all the projects so we have sort of bonded together. pretty happy that i took this mod although i already know two members out of group. HA.

next, plan for my 21st birthday. was pondering whether i should do it in a chalet or do it at home. depends on who i am going to ask to come over lo.. if more pple, i will book chalet at maybe east coast. haha.... my mum already ensure me that she is going to cook her best dish - PINEAPPLE RICE! i gotta tell u this, this is the dish that is first to go so if i invite u guys to come over arh.... u better come early or else u will regret cause my relatives are sure to aim that dish even after eating for so many years le. i am not joking okay?? haha..... maybe my mum will be cooking curry as well... wanted her to cook mee hoon but i figure it would be too much work and provided the fact that i want to be "princess" that day, i dun wanna cook with my mum lor.... later become maid and no more princess liao. (sounds like cinderella story to me haha....)
i think my bro is whipping up some dish as well or do some fried fishball or bbq stuff... although i am pretty excited over it, i still think i should keep my calm since it will be like 2 months + 11 days away la... pretty long and far away... but still i am pretty excited. want to settle this stuff before school starts cause i want to do the planning myself.(although i am pretty lazy at this point of time)

maybe getting a new pair of specs cause my specs abit screw loose then it keeps dropping. er.... other than tat, i dun think i have any extra money to spare la... so ya.... i wanted to watch harry potter actually, but i think from the feedback i got, i am not that keen anymore. and someone just said i no fren, shall prove that i still got frens... nvm... even dun have, i will make new frens eventually. the feeling sucks when pple say u dun have fren. buay da han..... anyways, quite pissed now... so shall end off now.