since i am not working today and somehow, bored... decided to write in another entry. nobody is writing blogs now. maybe the craze over it has died off or somehow, pple are too busy to write any now.

the weekends aren't very happening anyway, just went to help out with performance. after the saturday performance, went to eat with DM guys at coffeeshop opposite punggol park (ps: there is no hougang park. heehee.....) like those guys actually cause they are very spontaneous, joke alot and they don't really mind me going (that's what i feel la.. maybe they are restricted to not say inappropriate things in order not to "pollute" me. haha....). Actually, was pretty hungry and managed to eat a 3 piece chicken set. it was filling!!! and pretty crispy but a little salty but i dun mind going there to eat again. it was the waiting time that really frustrates me cause i was hungry (i think i had a mild gastric that night). so they were joking like siao and we are laughing like siao... haha.....

this i have to say! this is the first time i see boy tear not once, not twice but thrice of laughter. very funny.... never seen him laugh until like that before. think he too high after not getting enough sleep the previous night. he even had to take tissue from me to wipe his tears.... really never seen him so happy. and actually, seeing him that happy makes me happy since i can't possibly make him that happy. haha.... this is actually a good break from our usual activity. to laugh like nobody's business. and guys are guys huh... i guess i can't do much about it. haha.... like to see xiao mei mei... cause i think there are pple who came down after clubbing. andrew was like "cannot turn back or else will be too obvious" haha.... too bad arh... i got the best view liaos....
actually, i am still trying to cope with the mild jealousy (maybe mild is not the word) that i had or else next time not fun anymore.

actually, sometimes, i think guys tend to restrict themselves whenever there's a girl around. and for me, i can accept those kind of things... maybe it's my looks that tell people that i am serious and all. cause in nus, i sort of get used to it. they are really a fun gang and if they don't mind, i wanna tag along. heehee.... never had such fun for a long time. i wanna hear them play the real thing as well cause i heard they are really very good players and i never been in any jams before. really wanna experience it! maybe i should go jamX someday.

really had fun that nite although i still gotta help on sunday and i managed to stay awake for the whole day. not bad for me i think.
oh ya oh ya... can u believe that there is a temple beside mohammud sultan road, somemore beside madam wong!!!! i was like OMG!!!! what a place to have a temple man!! haha..... if u dun believe me, next time when u go to double o, look opposite, there is a temple name hong san si and i even know the history! my fren was asking me whether i wanna go clubbing since we are there already. but i guess, after the performance, we didn't have any energy to club anymore.

when helping at the performance, can really see the younger generations have taken over us. they have quality sound and very good skills. just a pity that i dun have so much of the passion to continue on practising as hard. i told myself this, i will progress on my own. maybe just take the score and try out first. if i have the passion, i will go back and learn it even though i will be behind the younger generations.

music seems to surround me at this moment, i know i shouldn't let go since i still have the spare time to go and touch the instruments and the seniors are working much harder than me. maybe someday, i will go back and practice my guzheng even though my skills have rusted. its the ability that the instrument can make such a beautiful tune that makes me wanna go back and touch the instruments. no gradings for me since i don't want to be kept under a grading system. i know that through grading, you will be able to progress faster but what i feel now is that, music is for personal enjoyment and i don't want to be tied down by unnecessary stress. i am not that talented as well to be wanted back. just a hobby that shouldn't be let go so easily since i have put so much effort into it in the past.