September 10, 2004

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Decided to write a blog today because firstly, I do not have lab sessions at all and I really need to do something other then study. What have I to write? Nothing basically. I don’t have a very flourish life like other people. Oh… I suddenly remembered that I went for supper last night at fong seng at last. Was thinking when will I ever get a chance to go eat. Apparently it happened last night. Yea… my hall friends and I went to eat not the famous cheese prata, but the burger shop beside. It looks appealing actually as I didn’t eat it anyway. Wasn’t in the good mood to eat anything at that point of time. As a Aquarian, I needed space for myself which apparently my friends don’t realize and keep asking me why am I stoning, am I tired and that kind of things. Although I kept assuring them I am alright, they kept asking me and i…. hmm… (do not wish to elaborate more. haha... )
Time is just insufficient for me, people complaining that I wasn’t taking out time for them. What do you want me to do? Quit university and stay at home is it?!??!?! really hope that they understand that I have no life currently. Trying my very best to balance all my stuffs out. Trying to study in a rather unconducive (I know it’s wrong but…) environment. Suddenly realized that it really takes self-discipline to excel. I may want to make this blog private again. It’s so damn sad when I can’t get to say what I want to say. Haha…. Thinking of going to beach tonight but nobody is apparently accompanying me which is kind of scary. Wonder what I should do today. Commit suicide? Go and shop? Or just stone the whole damn day? Actually, stoning is really insufficient for me and with people pissed off with me. maybe i should have other plans
(as again, I am not going to really do what I stated in the above so don’t worry)
Cheers

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