June 26, 2005

What Kind of Shopper Are You?
m, your credit card tells us that you're a Situational Shopper!
Situational Shopper

Shop 'til you drop? Not you. We'd bet that if we ran into you at the shops, you're there to get something in particular - not to browse. You're probably the kind of shopper who ventures into the retail realm armed with an idea of what you want, where to get it, and how to get out of there as fast as you can. Maybe you're on the hunt for a birthday gift for Mum or a housewarming present for your best friend.

Then again, maybe it's a new outfit for yourself for a special event. Whatever the occasion, you're not too likely to make impulse buying or window shopping a standard practice. While some shoppers may get easily distracted, you're more likely to stay on track in your pursuit of your intended purchase.

It's possible that you just don't have that much time or that much interest in dilly-dallying around in a store. It might be that you're one of those organised types who carry a shopping list with them when running errands.

But it's also highly probable that you prefer to do your shopping online instead since you don't have to fight the crowds or wait in queues. However you go about it, keep up your sensible, situational shopping!

truly me!!! haha...

June 24, 2005

latest

okie.... i haven been religiously blogging... but there are no updates for me actually.

first, i managed to borrow sword of truth!!! Yay.... cheer with me ya?
2nd, i am going to buy memoir of geisha.
3rd, i really want to go and dye my hair!!! i need a life!! (although this kind of life seems a little weird)
4th, i cannot stand maintanence!!!!
5th, i want to keep myself abap (new word. abap= as busy as possible)
6th, doing cross stitch!!! i am super proud of it. gives me a sense of satisfaction~~

my proud piece of work!!! there are some letterings above the bear but phone too small and the bear should be the focus

7th, keep blogging.
8th, wait for flamers to flame my blog cause i want to find arguments... oops... too boliaos wo...
9th, pray that holidays extend infinitely!!
10th, independance!!!! heehee....
11th, someone tell me about the updates about the body parts? found the feet liao ma?
was the murderer charged?

ps:actually wrote somemore but i forgot liaos... and i didn't save.. haiz.. stupid arh....

June 14, 2005

You Were Actually Born Under:
You Should Have Been Born Under:

You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam.
You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing.
Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long.
Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word.

You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger.
just a short list of things that i am doing now
- reading storybooks
- talking on msn
- doing cross stitch
- doing housework

man, i feel like a homemaker liao..... haha....
shall just enjoy my holidays!!! :D

June 06, 2005

disappointment

went to watch hitchhiker's galaxy guide yesterday with my boy yesterday and i don't know what the whole show is telling me. it sucks to the core so people, don't watch it, you will regret that you paid 7-9.5 bucks to watch it. not worth a cent of it. and according to blogs that i have seen, they changed the story like totally and with british puns that i don't heck understand. what they think they are doing? trying to act british? acting to be superior? i don't even understand it so they didn't manage to convince me that they are superior but otherwise. british people don't know how to make movies and that's about it. it is a totally dumb show although i know that the storybook is suppose to be fantastic (cause i didn't read the book so i put suppose)
i am also resisting the urge to put up a counter for my blog since i fear disappointment. haha... i am a cowardice (learnt from the movie too) and so be it! haha...... i must not put the counter. no! no!!! i don't want!!!
was a totally stupid show... think it is a super stupid show!!!!! one word! STUPID!!!! haha.... so er xin!!!!! but then i still watched the show in bits la.... it's been a long time that i come across a stupid show!

June 04, 2005

finally

finally.... what commands for the future and who still linger on the past? i am just an average person doing an average thing... who is there to criticise me?
does happiness = money? no doubt that it is a huge factor but i am willing to sacrifice a little to get more happiness. is it because i'm to into it that's why i can't get a clear head. i am afraid that i am, that's why i have thought of this question a lot of times. it's not easy.... anything could happen and who is it for us to apprehend the future?
i am selfish... i know.... not knowing what to do makes me afraid to go another step. maybe i have done wrong, maybe you should be free like a bird. you would know what to do, i still treasure the times we gone through.
that's all~~

June 02, 2005

scared

really scared for the coming out of the results.... scary.... it will come out at 1500h. scared.... not that i have much hope but still it scares me to know the results.
God bless to everyone who are getting results today!

May 29, 2005

the china hols

after about one week of recovery of the one week holiday, i am just coming in to blog my general feelings for the trip. due to my laziness, i was not be able to write a daily diary for my trip (which i have expected even before i went to the trip)
so the first 2 days, i was in guangzhou practically eating and eating like crazy.... but the only food i have memory of is the shuang dan nai. super nice.... i want to eat it again man but just don't know where to buy it. heard from my boy that it can be bought in singapore but he just refuses to tell me location of place to eat it. omg.... i wan it i wan it!!!! i like it with lotus seed although this is not the one that the shop is famous for. something else to note in this shop was that the tables and chairs are terribly small. i think the table can only hold one big soup bowl with a fringe space of 2 inches. this is small. i don't usually get to see this kind of small furniture. went to shop a little but their style is full of glitters and is definitely not my kind of clothing so i didn't buy anything. went to an antique street but they are mostly consisting of fake jades. since i am not into this kind of things, i didn't bother to look at it at all.
next up is the visit to my ancestral grounds and we are just there to see all the old houses, the distant relatives, animals and paddy fields. if i could pose some of the pictures, i would comment about it. the only thing that really sticks with me in my mind is the stupid mosquitoes that bit me like crazy!!! i got about 90 bites on one of my legs and i am suffering terribly even at this moment. i am gonna see a doctor tomorrow. i heard from my bro that they are sandflies.... how am i gonna survive?! anybody has any remedies that can cure this stupid itchiness that i am experiencing now. i hate the sandflies. those who had been in ns please help!!!!!!! omg!!!! i am gonna die... burn or slice my skin!!!
another thing that i have found out is that wherever i go, i will be served tea, no matter whether it is a restaurant or a house. but i have to say that the tea are generally good (maybe it's due to the fact that i don't drink much tea but nevermind... i like the tea and that it what that matters)
the trip to hongkong is not as what the commercials portray them. the food there was only okay. don't really like but the roast goose and the spare ribs.... whao..... super nice... i was at some famous restaurant, should be yong kee or something like that. but the clothes are nice..... different but nice. i like it but don't have much time to shop around. who wants to go to hongkong can jio me. i will be willing to go with you (provided that i have the money) generally, it is okay to have mandarin and english but being able to speak cantonese gives you certain advantages though. heehee.... (just a small note)
lao po bing was somewhat nice. kind of get addicted to it but due to financial limitations, i didn't buy alot and due to the fact that i can't find things that are unique, didn't buy gifts for you all. sorry!!!! i didn't mean it. i would buy gifts if i found something that is unique to the country.
that's all folks. haha.... will pose some pics if i get to know how to do it.

May 26, 2005

back

haha..... i'm back! too tired to write anything since i am seriously lacking of sleep for one whole week so just want to let you all know that i'm in singapore and i still love this place very much, maybe even more!!!!

May 17, 2005

last blog for the week

okay... this will be the last blog of the week since i am going overseas. if i see anything nice for you guys, i will probably buy for you okay? dun worry... will try my best. hopefully i will get my hands on something. i realised that small short blog are more digestable. so i should just stick with my short blogs for now. i think mine are already quite short compared to the ones i had before school starts. maybe it is due to my incoherent english that i chose this option but nevertheless, i will continue to blog even if there is only one person reading. it is sort of like a performance. i remembered once my teacher told me that perform to your best even though there may be only one who is listening in a million people because he/she came to hear what you have to offer. don't let him/her down. it is something that had been in my mind since many years ago. i am glad that my teacher told me or else i would just be demoralised and gave up. i may not somebody great but nevertheless, at least someone appreciates me. someone out there.... i think it is a great motivation for me. there was once i wanted attention from many people, a moment of wanting popularity but i realised that it wasn't worth while. i shall fall back to this spirit. appreciating what i have is something that i have to learn. *Smiles*
will be uploading my pics after my trip here. expect many photos because i am a photo freak! Haha.....

May 16, 2005

i am like religiously blogging everyday and yesterday was one day that i blogged for 4 times which i consider something bizarre.
a feeling of weirdness overwhelmed me as i am writing this very sentence. the weird feeling of being lonely even when there is someone out there that is with me. maybe i am just a time filler. maybe i was just a stupid girl that cannot control her emotions. since getting into a relationship has changed me quite a bit. i no longer am i usual self. if you have reading my blog regularly, you would know that i am not very fond of change. my friends saw a change in me, which simply means that i have changed alot for them to sense the change. is it because i became more dependant on others? is it because i wear skirts? (i find this rather weird since everytime i wear a skirt, my friends will be sort of exclaiming that i wore a skirt. haha.... i wear skirts okay? got a lot of skirts in my wardrobe. i am not a tomboy.....) do i become more understanding? i realised that i become more irrational which is bad. i have a bad time adapting to life now. i know that i should be enjoying my holidays and enjoying every bit of freedom but i simply don't really meet my friends. don't know why i'm like that too. maybe it's because lydia had went overseas which made me feel kind of lost. i used to spend my holidays with her, meeting her like every week in the past. things have changed and i doubt i will be going out with her as often since her life has changed. i still don't like to shop so maybe, i can't shop with her. maybe that's why i am here blogging and not going out.
weird weird weird!!!! haha.... very weird....
maybe i should sought other ways to release myself... i have been reading but still i feel an emptiness in me. maybe i should become a christian so as to find companionship. maybe i really should consider it.
i have changed. changed to a person that cannot stand loneliness. sorry that i have made you suffer boy. i will adapt, sooner or later.....

May 15, 2005

loneliness

i sense loneliness..... why do i feel it?
i am not sure....
i'm lonely... is it because i am demanding? is it because i am too free? do i have the perseverence to hang on to it.
maybe i just need time... just maybe.....
i should be content. should be understanding.
i really hope that i could do it.... really...
prince.
You are the little prince.


Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz.
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too chim for me to understand again... haha....

change

change is something that will occur naturally. it happens in a slow, non-rhythmic way. it happens without you yourself realising. is it scary? yes, it is for me. it is scary because you are not in control of it. the environment changes and you adapt to it by your natural instincts. you adapt so as to survive. sometimes, i wonder the change in me is beneficial for me or does it do me harm? am i a product of the society that we are in? are we naturally moulded or do we choose the way we are moulded. how does the change occur? why did it occur and when does it occur? unpredictable, i would say. every major event changes a person. but seemingly, the type of change depends on the individual. do you dwell on and complain about everyone, or do you choose to forget about what happened and move on? many people chose to dwell on. pride has gotten into them and i am one of them. but does it constitutes that dwelling on a necessary bad? dwelling on is a form of perseverence, choosing to forget may be a form of running away. what is change. who defines it? how does it work? have you ever thought about it?
have i opened my mind? have i changed for the better of myself? i realised that there is no definite answer. you are who you are.... that is not right or wrong since life has always been a double-edged sword.

fate

fate is something that you and I can't control. it comes and it goes, it makes the most unexpected happen, it makes the impossible turn into a possible one. how do we know whether each step we take is going to be right? what should i do in the future? which path should i take in the future?
some people said that let nature take its path. the seemingly unexpected future makes me wonder if human is even near to understand nature, to anticipate the things that will happen, to find out the fundamentals of life. everything comes with a cause and an effect. but how did the cause happen? a random pick? i chosen path by someone we will never know? what is it? why do i remain where i am?
there are too many unknowns in this world. fear is not the thing that bothers me anymore since fearing the future will just hold me back, not advancing to the next step. i want to move forward.
i hope that all choices made will be of a wise choice. whatever the next step befall me, i shall take it with stride, with courage, with love and with everything that i have. no matter how people see it, it will no doubt be my choice. that's how fate works. that's why nature is always a wonder and remain so.

May 14, 2005

guilty

when i went home today, i met my tuition girl and her parents. it's kind of awkward because i did something that was very irresponsible last time.
there was a time where my tuition student is having exams with her e maths and a maths and i was suppose to give her alot of tuition that period of time. however, i was caught up with my relationship problems. was on the verge a break up and thus i can't give her tuition with this state of mind. i wonder what i should do. should i write a letter of apology to the parents. ( cause the parents are quite unhappy.... very obvious, i can sense that and even had predicted that in advance) and i think i have let my tuition girl down.
clara, would you forgive me?
would u give me a chance to make up my mistakes?
if u need any help in maths now... please approach me anytime... i have tons of time everyday which i seemingly wasted by slacking away.
please msn me or write on tagboard if u see this k?
i am always trying to change this bad habit of mine (which is running from reality) i must face it now.
jia youz....

May 12, 2005

went to collect my new passport today collect my parents' visa. but my main focus of this blog is the lunch.
the lunch today was thai at suntec basement. there was a promotion going on whereby certain items were on promotion but still it cost 4 bucks. but, with my mum, i went inside to order my lunch. i decided on tom yum chicken noodle while my mum ate the beef noodle soup. i thought that the tom yum was not bad. it's kind of light although it still maintain its spiciness and sourness while the beef noodle didn't appeal to me that much since there is a chinese herb taste in it.
we then decided to eat dessert thearafter since i heard that the mango with glutinous rice was fantastic whereby the mango is super fragrant and the rice is chewy with the taste of coconut milk.
However, it didn't turned out quite it should be. i don't like it at all. the mango was yellow in colour but in fact, the mango should be a little orangy in colour. sad case.... sad case number 2, the rice is hard and not chewy at all. i wasn't enjoying the dessert at all. sad case number 3, they are very stingy with their use of coconut. THE MOST SAD CASE: i ate something that doesn't taste nice and have alot of calories! i can leave my calories to better food like anderson's ice cream or ah bo ling! somebody please bring me to mouth watering mango with glutinous rice! heard thai express offer good mango with glutinous rice. argh..... so upset after that....... spoil my wonderful image of that dessert.
the thai chendol was worse. only chendol+ ice + basil seed. there's no kidney beans, no brown sugar, no nice chendol..... argh.... the food are all against me. angry..... must ask boy to bring me to eat at the indonesian restaurant. but first, i shall make it up with good food tomorrow!
my plan:
-anderson's ice cream
-ah bo ling
-gelarie waffle
YEAH>>>>> looking forward toward to tomorrow's food but not the queue that i have to queue when i apply my china visa. singaporeans are so lucky..... i am actually thinking of converting to singaporean if this goes on.
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i like wong lee hom's xin zhong de ri yue + forever love!!!!!
i must master the first song and learn the second one!!
nobody can stop me!!!!
whahaha....

May 11, 2005

somemore quizzes.. heehee.... i am a quiz freak

You scored as DKNY.

DKNY

100%

Tommy Hilfiger

83%

Dior

67%

Abercrombie & Fitch

67%

Gucci

67%

Anna Sui

67%

Chanel

50%

Diesel

50%

Louis Vuitton

50%

Burberry

33%

What Designer Brand Are You?
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You scored as Logical/Mathematical. You like to work with numbers and ask questions. You learn best by classifying information, engaging in abstract thinking and looking for common basic principles. People like you include mathematicians, biologists, medical technicians, geologists, engineers, physicists, researchers and other scientists.

Logical/Mathematical

86%

Visual/Spatial

75%

Musical/Rhythmic

71%

Intrapersonal

61%

Verbal/Linguistic

46%

Interpersonal

39%

Bodily/Kinesthetic

32%

The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences
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Elastigirl
Which Incredibles Character Are You?

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normal day

i didn't do anything yesterday so no updates of what happened yesterday. i simply stayed at home the whole day and slept until evening, watched drama serials and read digital fortress.
digital fortress is getting abit draggy now. i was hoping the main characters can just get out of the dark crypto they are in now. my patience are wearing rapidly and if the story don't move on, i may just give up on this book. it's quite irritating that they are talking of the same place for one third of the book. do you know how irritating is that?
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something i found out about myself, i fear trying out new things. i don't have the courage to explore new things. everytime i encounter something new, i just hide away, back into my cave. i cannot understand why do i feel this way. the inability to apprehend what is going to happen next makes me fear, makes me not wanting to move on. is this the natural instinct of everybody or is it just me? is it a feeling of losing control?
however, i have slowly learnt to cope with this fear of mine because everytime after i done it the first time, i realised that it was not as scary as it seemed. renewing my passport for the first time and ordering at subway for the first time are just things i have done. sometimes, maybe it's the fear of embarassment that made me fear trying new things. but i sort of thought that there was always a first time for everything. even though there is still some minute fear that reside in me when i do new things, i will continue to put more courage into doing new things. heehee......
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not sure whether starwars has started showing but why do guys like it so much?!?!?! somebody tell me the charisma of the show? TELL ME!!!! if you thought i never watched the show, then you are dead wrong, i watched star wars episode II. it was really good but it didn't give me the urge to watch episode III. maybe i don't know the story ? or maybe the style of the story is not the one that i like ( which is kind of true since i don't really sci fic movies) it cannot be because i don't like fantasy since i like LOTR and happy potter ( the new movie is coming up! woohoo.... and the new book is coming out too!)
so what is that in starwars that make you guys like it so much? *wonders*
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I LIKE HOU PEI CHENG AND NOT LIN ZHI LING. (was watching their news so i have concluded this)
but i seriously think that hou pei cheng deserves better than jay chou, maybe i multi-million businessman or something like that.
just found out that stephanie sun is 27 but i still liked her alot!!!!!!!!! yea........ i know most of her songs okay but don't really sing them well. haha... so in ktv, i always have the urge to sing her songs but somehow, i managed to resist it. so if i sing too much of stephanie sun's song, please forgive me.
anybody wants ktv session someday can jio me. :D
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anybody who has naruto movie to lend me? my azureas is working and cropping up error at 528MB. so frustrating. Argh......
signed off~~

May 09, 2005

a hot day

went to the china high commission today and oh my!!!! it's so super hot and the queue was very long with some young trees that could provide limited shade. while queuing up, my mum and i was going to faint until we decided that we shall take turns. at that moment, i wanted to convert to become a singaporean because (if singaporeans that are reading my blog still don't know) singaporeans DON'T NEED to apply for stupid visa to go to other countries. so lucky....
back to the queuing up, i was actually commenting that the system was stupid when my mum gave me a "you should not say this kind of things here" look but i just replied "i am not pintpointing on the china embassy but all embassies." i mean it's stupid enough to queue up for so long since they are giving out numbers already. with the technology today, can't they be more efficient than just making us queue up for stupid numbers? i mean u can just take and go with the numbers. why queue??!!! and later i found out that the china embassy really don't know how to work efficiently. asking people who are photocopying documents to queue with people who are doing visa. it doesn't take a smart person to know that they should be separated since they are NOT linked at all and photocopying things is going to take a hell lot of time. that explains the stupid long queue that was outside the embassy. continue later.... i am tired.... need to sleep. but EMBASSIES ARE REALLY SUCKY!!!