Observation of the day:

When you are unhappy about what the other party did to you, do remember to reflect upon your actions and ask whether you made the same mistake as he/she does. It may be hard but please try.

Final conclusion of my new haircut

Guys = think my previous hairstyle looks better. Comments gotten so far = face become wider( i admit la.) + mushroom head + ah gong (as in blur blur)

Girls = all that commented said I look better. =D

Thus, girls and guys have vast differenceS in their opinion of my hair. As I am a girl, I shall believe in the comments that the girls gave.

WHO CARES ABOUT GUYS ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ bleahs

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

I wish I was really this good~~~~ hahahaha....

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

I do think that to a large degree~~~ my character is like that esp the easily angered part.

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is moods-swing, blow hot and cold in love,
vacillate.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You always want to get married, but in fact, you don't even know
what it really is.

8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.

Is this really true? I wonder.........

whaos..... it's been a month since I last updated.....
what have I been doing.... I wonder.... whahahaha..... I think nothing lehs.....

but ya..... quite a lot of things happened in my life to the extent that I no longer think I am in control of the situation. As I venture into the unexplored, I start to feel fear..... I wonder should I continue on or should I not continue.

Nowadays, I have been drinking quite a lot.... Hai..... It's not good.... I think I will become a alcoholic mans. Oh my.... Just hope that I will control myself well~~~

Having a slight hangover now.... hahaha...... and so long.... not much to update le. I will see you guys on this blog soon~~

hi all.... it's been a rather thinking day for me actually, not academic as so but abt the lab things....

Hope that everything will be alright. Hope that what I have been doing is worth the effort.

Jia you~~~

Hello everyone,

got to come home early (erms.... not really but still earlier than usual) so decided to come post a blog before i go and shower and all...

SDL nearly killed me on friday and today's lab nearly made me faint today (haha....) cause my ARO overslept and as a result, i cannot do my expt.. boohoo.... i postponed my tuition but in the end can't do expt!!!! so irritating hor.... I'm not really complaining cause i don't really feel like doing expt today too. keke.....

Had hot plate beef today... not fantastic but still.... i love the soy sauce taste.... (i must eat healthier food now......) the seaweed was nice though.... heehee...

Mind is not working very well.... so shall stop here and go to shower and sleep...

Sometimes, I really think about why we are together?

We are too different and sometimes, I really envy things that you do. My mind slowly opens up with you showing me the way on how to see things from a different angle. There are things that you didn't tell me that made me misunderstand sometimes. There are actions that you do that makes me jealous.

Sometimes, love is without reason but I always sought for a reason behind all these, just to get more lost than before. Fear overwhelms me. The unknown haunts me. Insecurity crawls into me. Even so, you managed to give me a reason to continue on loving you.

Thank you.

You Belong in Fall

Intelligent, introspective, and quite expressive at times... You appreciate the changes in color, climate, and mood that fall brings Whether you're carving wacky pumpkins or taking long drives, autumn is a favorite time of year for you

What Season Are You?

***holds shield***
Don't hit me don't hit me....
I know it has been quite a while since I last updated but I have good reasons for it lehs.... heehee...

Actually, the only reasons that I have is that I'm lazy or I'm busy basically and the latter takes a major part of it. Now my project may be able to progress further due to the fact that I might be getting external help and I heard that his lab is good..... SO...... I'm really glad that this had happened. Even though I might not be doing a lot now, BUT I will still persevere to do more..... really need to do whatever it takes to reach my goal....

Glad that we might have an outing with the uni friends and glad that shurong got her part time job too... Life is basically quite good.... although I'm not really happy abt some personal stuff** (shall not elaborate since it may make things worse)

the daily FREE newspaper had a horoscope section saying that I will have to OT and incredibly.... I OT without reading the section.... sometimes, I really believe in horoscopes.....

nowadays, a lot of things go through my mind recently and I do think that I need to change my style of doing work since it has caused a lot of undesirable problems like repeating expts ALOT of time.

random thoughts for today~~~ so long....

went to carrefour and got 3 books!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha........
stone of tears and temple of the winds from terry goodkind(i know not complete but can't find lehs) and tom sawyer for my tuition kid
Cost 6 bucks each!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what a lucky day!!

hi guys (and gals), I'm back from one week of hectic lifestyle and finally can do some updating of my blog. phew......

Basically, I am quite unsatisfied with my assignment due to the fact that I found that my statements are incohorent but it was too late to change anything... Haiz..... so must work on the other assignments to pull the grade up!!!!! SO CHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For the test, it was rather general knowledge based and I just basically crap la..... really don' t know what the lecturer wants but I am trying my best to write out something "Chemistry". Hopefully it ain't too bad man!

As for my project, think it's a hell of a mess and I'm really in deep trouble man!!!! HAiz..... what should I do now?? Somebody asked me whether I regretted taking up this project and my answer is no. Don't know why but I kind of like it (even though I am not progressing much now) Really must jia you jia you le~!!!

OH yea!!!! join facebook man!!! quite fun to play with [other than the mundane friendster that we had for like years already(o ____o)] You can do things like "Send people gifts, throw sheep and turn people into vampire!!!!" SO FUN MAN..... must try for at least one day arh.~~~

Not really in a good mood actually, don't know why also... maybe lack of sleep or something like that..... However, tomorrow meeting pri sch mates!!!! Loooking forward to it and hope that it would be fruitful~~~~ It has been too long since we last met up! =D

容祖儿《小小》

回忆像个说书的人
用充满乡音的口吻
跳过水坑绕过小村
等相遇的缘分
你用泥巴捏一座城
说将来要娶我进门
转多少身过几次门虚掷青春

小小的誓言还不稳
小小的泪水还在撑
稚嫩的唇在说离分

我的心里从此住了一个人
曾经模样小小的我们
那年你搬小小的板凳
为戏入迷我也一路跟

我在找那个故事里的人
你是不能缺少的部份
你在树下小小的打盹
小小的我傻傻等

小小的感动雨纷纷
小小的别扭惹人疼
小小的人还不会吻

我的心里从此住了一个人
曾经模样小小的我们
当初学人说爱念剧本
缺牙的你发音却不准

我在找那个故事里的人
你是不能缺少的部份
小小的手牵小小的人
守著小小的永恒

this is written by the person who posted this song so not sure whether correct. Order seems abit different from normal. But quite nice!!! maybe will learn it!

Hello guys, it seems to be quite a long time since i blogged (partly due to the fact that yi hong questioned me about not updating anymore... Heehee.....)

Actually, I have a lot of things to write but then arh.... I dropped on my bed too fast before I could reach the blogger address to write down the events on that day. Was also feeling quite worn out these days.... Don't know why too but my lab frens all commented I looked quite tired and xiu wei commented that I look like walking zombie one day.

So... I suppose I need more rest nowadays so I have managed to convince myself to rest abit more than usual so that my efficiency to do work might not be compromised. Hopefully.... It Works!!!! *cross fingers***

Got assignment and test this coming week and I have not done anything!!!! DIE LIAO LE LA!!!! must jia you jia you le!!! see you guys soon~~~~~

Finally saw the workbin for pharamaco but still no lecture notes lehs......

I really went late for my lab today and the worse thing that I found out when I reached there is that my favourite microscope is non-functioning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It really pushed my timing for my work today but I still ended at around 7 since that is my max limit and the reason simply being that my stomach will growl if I continue on.

The pharmaco module seemingly don't have any lecture notes. I am seriously going to be very sad if there really ain't any notes since I really don't want to write a lot of words during lecture.

I have also pushed my tuition to tomorrow since I was feeling rather sians and my tuition kid seems to be happy with the arrangement! Heehee.....

Dissociation dissociation dissociation~~~~ That's pretty much what I do now..... HAHAHAHAH..... Seems like an easy life now and I'm really glad that I don't much politics in my lab or else things will get complicated by quite abit..... *shivers**

Hey guys, I really think my frequency of posting up an entry is dropping at an exponential level but nevermind, I know you guys will understand~~~ =D

Anyway, school have started and I have started to be more busy than ever. Alternating between lab and school and lab and school...... super busy even though school started just 2 days ago.

However, my chem lecture is rather horrible mans..... I seriously want to sleep... I don't know why but it really puts me on the mood to sleep. BUT it didn't happen so I'm glad. It's the introduction lecture so actually, it doesn't really matter.... Hahaha......

Something special about this year is that I finally got my hands on the NUSSU DIARY because one of my lectures ended early so I just went to get a copy of it. I must say that the design this year is really quite impressive and what's more amazing is that it's done by an undergraduate!!!! I am really impressed and kudos to whoever it is!!! It really looked professional to me.

I think I'm going to lab late tomorrow!!! TIRED MANS!!!!!!!!

chao chao~~~

HELLO~!!!! Came back to post again!! Not much is happening to me currently cause I am too sleepy to do so.  muahahhaa..... Had a few games of pool in the past month and I kind of like it actually. But I think that the interest is dying down soon so if anybody is still interested to have a game or two, please contact me!! 

Oh ya..... forgot to tell u guys what my fyp is about. It's about FRUIT FLIES and I totally love the larvae that comes from from them!!!!!! SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!

and oh ya....... I NEED TO GO CLUBBING!!!! next wednesday shall be day that I go clubbing. Anybody wants to join me?? Please contact me too!!

tired..... later then update!

I just went to yi hong's blog and realised that soo yong is not taking honours anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's quite a shock for me given that soo yong had started her fyp quite a long time ago. I seriously don't know the situation but I really hope that she had really thought over it carefully. Like what yi hong said, she can try other labs to see whether there are still vacancies left because from what I heard from soo yong the last time I met her, it's really quite unbearable due to (what i think are) unreasonable requests from the prof. I mean why can't people read papers in the lab? I think my prof will jump for joy if I did that (which I obviously haven't)

Hmm...... I am still in the state of shock.....

Girl, if you are reading my blog, do come out for a lunch with xiu wei, yi hong and me. Maybe things can be worked out since the deadline is still not up yet. It's really a big step I think but if you want to go ahead with your decision, I wish you best of luck. It really takes a lot of courage to make such a decision and I respect you for that.

Hmmm...... I'll update later then....